The Yellow Eyed Girl

BELLA (5 degrees and decreasing)

I glanced around the autumn scenes and shivered heavily, it was getting cold, and it getting colder was my worst nightmare. I hurried back into the house and into my warm room, I looked into my mirror and cocked my head, my fringe was plaited in a tight Dutch braid, and my eyes, which shone like bright yellow orbs were wide, but you could see the worry and pain in them. I glanced down at the scars my real 'parents' did to me. There were five incredibly straight, dark red almost purple razor scars on each wrist, along on my right was the vampire bite mark from James. Peter and Charlotte became my parent figures and proper family. They currently were away on holiday at their Texan ranch and were due back any time today. The only thing was, they were vampires. But who was I to speak; I was a wolf in winter.

I glanced around the room; there were photographs Charlotte had taken of me, when I was wolf. I pulled on a heavy fluffy hoodie and walked down the stairs as the phone rang,

"Hey Pup, how you feelin'?"

" I'm cold, but not enough to change, the temperature is dropping, and I can feel snow coming in my bones."

"Keep the heat up and keep close to the fire, we'll be back in about an hour." Ordered Peter and I said in a quiet voice,

"I will." I hung up after that. Then sat as close as I could get to the fire, as I watched the TV. I could feel that this year was my last year or at least my second last of shifting back into a human, I didn't shift back till July this year, a considerable amount difference since last year. I paid close attention and blanched as I saw -3, -5 and -10 were the temperatures for the next few days, and wrapped the duvet around me tighter. I watched the news and then switched over to 'Bones', my hands holding a cup of cocoa, and I watched the recorded ones till Peter and Char came home. They felt warmer to me than what they were supposed to. I tilted my head to the right as I heard the car come up the drive, tilting my chin up, as I smelt their scents along with three other familiar scents. I froze as I tried to rack my brain for them, then it hit me. Jasper, Rose and Emmett. I soaked up the heat from the fire and closed my eyes, letting my other senses stretch and search.

Peter and Char came in, five minutes later and kissed my head, Char saw my face and knelt down in front of me,

"What is it Pup?"

"It's 'pose to be -3, -5 and -10 in the next few days." I was scared,

"So what that means snow." I closed my eyes as I heard Emmett's booming voice; I stared in Char's deep crimson eyes, as they turned black with worry and fear.

"It's something else, isn't it?" I curled up tighter and Char hugged me tight,

"I don't wanna change, it hurts Char, it hurts."

"Shh, Pup, shh we'll figure something out."

"Captain explain!" I closed my eyes and buried my face into Char's neck.

"When the temperature drops Bella turns into a wolf, till spring, or until it's warm enough. Though it varies between each wolf, she was bitten when she was 7. You only have a handful if years to change into a human. Until one summer you just don't change back, when that happens, you live out a life span of a normal wolf."

"So what you're a wolf. Shouldn't you hate us?" Asked Rose, I turned to her and they gasped at my natural yellow eyes,

"Woah, your eyes were hazel, before we left."

"Contacts." I whispered, I shut my eyes tight, as my muscles clenched as a gust of wind blew the door open, my bones aching to change, I clenched my hands and buried my face into Char's embrace.

"Shut the door, you idiots!", barked Peter and I flinched at the bang. I can't hold it. My bones ached and I was shuddering uncontrollably, I tried to fight it then Char gently took hold of my face and looked into my eyes, yellow on maroon,

"Isa." I focused on her voice, "Don't go." She disappeared and I closed my eyes as I shuddered faster, pressing my head against my knees, my scarred wrists to my chest.

"Bella." I heard Peter say, "Char! Hurry up." She came back and I froze, her hands were wet. I tried scrambling back but my joints wouldn't work. I was scooped up, but I latched onto the eves of the door as I saw the bath tub,

"Please no, I can't."

"I'm so sorry Pup." I was then gently pried from the door and set in the tub, my hands going white around the sides, Cut, cut, cut, cut, cut. On each wrist, as the water turned red with my blood, as my parents held me down and slashed my wrists, my clothes getting soaked, my favorite t-shirt with a cartoon panda on it being soaked in my blood as I sobbed and cried. I closed my eyes and flinched as I heard Renee's voice say,

"We're doing this for you, Bella."

"BUT I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING! I'm sorry, Please. Stop. Mommy!, Daddy!" I heard wretched sobs and a hand on my shoulder, I flinched at the contact, but a warm voice brought me back,

"Bella, c'mon look at me." I opened my eyes and saw Jasper, he pulled the plug out and I watched as the red water went down the drain. A warm, fluffy towel went around my shoulders and I kept looking at Jasper, "You can get out now, Darlin'" he grasped my scarred wrists and I stepped out of the tub, only looking at him, I felt something wet going down my cheeks and realized I was crying. I let out a sigh of relief as I was out of there and was picked up, bridal style as I felt my knees weaken. I clutched Jasper's shirt like a lifeline and then fell asleep.

JASPER

As Bella was put in the tub, she clutched the sides, horror and terror becoming the two main feelings. Her yellow eyes wide with fear, then she closed them and flinched, let out a heart-wrenching sob, as tears started to run down her face. I noticed five identical straight equally spaced scars as well as James' bite on her wrists and she said in a voice entirely not her own,

"Please. Stop! Mommy! Daddy!" Rose let out a sob as she realized something. Then it hit me,

"Did Charlie and Renee do this to her?" Peter looked at me grimly and that was all I needed, "Char, get some towels warmed up." She raced off and then came back, handing the towels to me and taking the rest of them out of the bathroom. I walked forward, crouching down and set a hand on her shoulder, to have her flinch horribly at the contact,

"Bella, c'mon look at me." Her talismans connected with my dark ones and I pulled the plug, she looked as the water went down the drain and then I got a towel and set it around her shoulder, she kept looking at me as I said,

"You can get out now Darin'" I gently grasped her wrists and she stepped out almost robotically. My heart tore as tears ran a marathon down her cheeks and then let out a sigh of relief as she came out. I quickly swept her up as her knees went weak and then she clutched onto my shirt, her knuckles white and with a little help, from my gift she fell into a fitful sleep.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~DISCLAIMER~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I do not own Twilight, I got the last particular screen from I book I had just read Shiver by Maggie Stiefvater. Along with the description of her 'gift' if you could call it that, and the eye color. I recommend anyone who loves wolves or supernatural stuff to read the book. But if I did own Twilight, I would put Jasper and Bella together and not with Alice or Edward….please Review,

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