20th July

18:03

Dear Diary, I know its been a while since i've written in one of these but Harry got it for my birthday and I know he won't curse it. Now, as we are on the subject of Harry, i'd just like to say how aabsolutly fine he is!

Which reminds me, he is coming in what? 3 days? I have been counting down. I think i've lost my appeitite. Well, anyway, Mums shouting us for dinner. So i better not be late!

- Ginny

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18:56

I am not in the mood for greetings so i'll just start my entry. I have found out that Harry will be staying in Rons room. I thought for sure that he would be staying in percys old room, but that brings back memorys. Ever since Percys left, he's turned on Harry, so I don't know why i would have expected him to stay in Percy's room anyway. And besides, he just had to go with Ron. But anyway, thats not the point. It means that Harry will be sleeping across from me.

I can garentee that i will embarress my self. Save me now. An just look at me, i am a mess! Well, obviously you don't have eyes, its just a figuer of speech...

Who cares!! What on earth am i going to do! My hair is a mess! It is all tangled and has that dry look about it. If this is the twins doings I will send them a few dozen hexes, even though I can't do magic out of school. My lushious hair is gone. Oh great, i am beginning to sound like malfoy now.

And i swear i am fat! Oh great! Thats it, i am sooo going on a diet! I just put my clothes on and i swear they are tighter on me. Ever since the start of this holiday my clothes seem to be getting smaller and smaller. But of course, we all know that its not the clothes. Why oh why does my mother have to cook enough for a heard of elephants. (I am not insulting myself, okay!) Okay, i will skip pudding tonight, even though it is sticky pudding. My favourite. I just have to look good for when Harry comes.

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20:38

Okay, so Fred and George are definatly acting a bit suspicious. When i said i didn't want any pudding they started snickering. I asked them what it was about and they said nothing. I will just have to watch my back from now on.

Anyway, onto better topics. Harry. Ever since the death of his god father he has been fairly quite around people and is trying to close himself of to everyone. I bet i know what he is thinking at the moment. I bet he is thinking, that be around people will get them killed. I even bet he still blaims himself for Sirius' death.

Anyway, i've got an owl now, so i have to go and answer it. Be back in a moment.

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20:43

Okay, so that was seriously creepy. I mean, i know i have Luna for a few years now, she just seems to get weirder every time i hear from her. I mean what on earth is "The nargles are feeling the genorosity of this gibbons monthly moon in the north of the celestial sphere"?? I swear she needs mental help!

Now, i need help on what to write back...I need to write about something i need help with as she is fairly good with advice. Perhaps about Dean. I mean, i don't think he's right for me. I mean, he is ever so kind to me, I think that is why we started going out in the first place. But when we kissed that one time, i didn't feel any fireworks. I can tell he isn't for me. But when i was in the chamber and Harry was there comforting me, (although he was the one dying!) I felt a tingling sensation.

You see, Dean is a really nice guy and everything but he doesn't seem to have that shyness that harry has. Now i begin to think about it, maybe i only went out with him because I wanted to try and make Harry jelous. Well, that attempt came up dry, don't you think?!

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22:27

I am thoroughly exhausted now. Hermione arrived at what?...an hour ago, and she is already making me do my homework. And it was potions. I thought i liked her! She said to do it and get it out the way, but i've hardly made a dent in it! Snape is just harsh, making us write 12 inches on the brewing of the calming potion and how it can be used. But this essay is anything but calming, especially when you have Hermione on your back every moment!

Well, i'm going to turn in now and get a decent nights sleep. I will peacefully close my eyes and imagine myself in the arms of Har...I mean, dreaming of daisies and flowers in fields and having picnics like other girls dream about. Under no circimstance will I be dreaming of him tonight.

Well, goodnight then!

Well, i'm going to turn in now and get a decent nights sleep.

'Night Diary.

- Ginny


I'd like to say a big thanks for my beta reader, FlamingMothBalls, who has given me great advice on detail and grammer. So thanks for your help.

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