'' I CHOOSE YOU TOO''

He wasn't real sure how long he had been sitting in the chair after will had walked out the door after telling him that he was going to give up his only child for him ,Suddenly he heard a smash looking up he realized that they were busy and the poor girl behind was a bit stressed as she was picking up a broken mug of the ground that had a drink in it, while people were waiting to be served .

So sonny stood up and went behind the counter and started making the orders while trying to forget what will had just told him.

Will wasn't really in the mood for people so he went to the park, sitting down on the bench he suddenly realized that it was same one that he and sonny sat on the two times that they were here in the park after they got together ,sitting here alone he realized that if he could go back in time on that day he would have never kept the secret from sonny from the start, but it didn't matter anymore because sonny had moved on and will had given the key back losing his last hope of a reunion. He got his phone out and took one last look at sonny's picture on his phone rubbing his thumb over his face on the screen he said '' I will always love you, I never wanted to hurt you ,but I did and my reason for keeping it a secret from you came true that I lost you, and to Brian , I know that I have no right to be hurt with seeing you so happy with him but it did so much'' and then he brought up the delete button and hit it wiping his picture with that brought the tears again .

Adrienne had on her way to meet Justin at C,G,S and she was walking passed the gate at the entrance of the park when he noticed will sitting by himself she was leaving when she heard him start talking ,so she stayed out of eye sight and listened to him , watching him play with his phone like he was talking to something on the phone was strange but as he said the words it made sense that he was talking to his picture of sonny on his screen ,suddenly her phone started to vibrate letting her know that it was ringing so she looked at will one last time and walked away quickly heading for her husband and son wiping away her own tears .

Just as she made it to the front door of C,G,S she noticed that Justin wasn't there yet but she could see her son talking to Brian so she opened it and walk in and headed for sonny as she got closer she noticed where his hand was on sonny's body ,it was a bit of a shock to see this guy being so aggressive in public she suddenly thought of will he never did this ,his limit was a kiss or holding hands but nothing like this guy was planing on doing if she didn't make a move now .

'' Hello Sonny have you seen or heard from your father , I see that he isn't here either which is good because we need to catch up so lets go and sit down , I will go and get our normal seat ''

'' Well I guess I will see you later tonight at my place '' Brian said to sonny .

'' No not tonight I have to close and do stock take ,maybe we can meet for lunch tomorrow''

Brian went to pulled sonny in for a kiss but he stepped back and said he didn't want to make a scene , so instead he just kissed him on the cheek and turned away from sonny and headed for the door rather pissed off that his plans had been ruined by his mother .

Sonny made his mother her drink and he refilled his own mug and headed over to the seat over in the far corner he could see that she was on the phone so sat down and waited ,as he sat there drinking his coffee he realized that he was sitting at the table where he and will were on Halloween discussing the decorations for the place,They had been so happy that day for a few hours until his father cause a fight that pulled them apart for a few days until they realized what they felt was real enough to give a shot, sonny remember that night when they made love in his bed he started to tear up, quickly he closed his eyes tightly hoping to stop them from falling taking a few deep breaths it had worked he opened his eyes and look up at his mother , she had put her phone away and was drinking her coffee .

'' Your father had to cancel so it's just you and me today ,which is good because I think we need to have a talk about what has happen and what you plan on doing now with you and will''

''Mother what is there to do he lied to me for months , I just can't trust him he has hurt me ,so many times I ask him what was bothering him but he was always it was nothing ,you know that one morning he woke up from a bad dream and he still lied to my face our relationship was a lie from day one I mean how can you be gay and sleep with a women like he did''

''Sonny when will slept with her, you weren't even together he wasn't sure about his sexuality just yet , so why are you saying it was a lie from day one ''

'' Because I made him go to her that night it was my fault that I did this to us , I kissed him that afternoon in the park and he freaked out so I thought I ruined it so I went back to work and later in the night he came looking for me but found me with Brian having a coffee so he turned to her to prove his feelings for me were wrong ''

''Why would he do something like that if he was coming to you , sonny what did will see'''
Well Honestly mother the only thing can think of that day that I did was have a coffee with a friend '' At the time it was nothing but I guess will saw it as I had realized that we would be nothing more than friends and that I have moved on with Brian ''
'' Sonny are you seeing Brian ''

'' I just don't know , he is so simple to be with he has always made it known that he liked me but when I told him that I was going to wait for will then he left town but now he is back and still interested in me , I know that it will take me time to forget my feelings for will and move on but having Brian is making it less painful for me .

'' Don't you think that you are rushing this I mean have you and will really talk about what has happened have you decided to move on really both of you, did you give him a real chance to explain why he kept the secret from you ''

'' Yes well he came in today and gave me his key back and told me that he was moving on that we could be friends and that he wanted me be to be happy even if it was with someone else , honestly I was a bit confused at that he was making it sound like he thought that I had moved on already''

'' Well haven't you I mean what I saw today with you and Brian is telling me that are not even missing will that much ''

Sonny was quite shocked at what his own mother had just said to him .
''Mother of course I miss will very much and yes I love him still but that doesn't change it, nothing will ever, He has moved on to be a proud father , he even shown me a picture of her she has his nose already I can only imagine that she will have his blue eyes .You say that I have moved on already well I nearly told him that I wanted him back but then he asked to be just friends so how I to come back from those words but if that wasn't hard enough to swallow he told me that he would have given up his rights to his daughter for me he had chosen me over the baby''.

'' Sonny if you really haven't move on then you need to know why I was late I found will in the park he was sitting on a bench , he didn't know I was there or listening he was talking to your picture on his phone telling you how sorry he was for hurting you ,that he didn't tell because he was so scared of losing you ,and that you went to Brian for comfort had hurt him ,but he would always love you he then deleted your picture when I walked away he was sobbing his heart on the bench and then I get here and I witness my own son being very wrong in public I really hate to think what poor will has seen , I have to go now but sonny I think you need to finally workout what it is you want ''raw lust or soul mate love ''

Sonny got up and went to make a call to Brain in the office he thought doing it this way was safer .

' Hello Brian ''

'' Hey babe miss me already ''

'' Look Brian I have been thinking and I have decided that I need to give will and I another chance at us I love him too much to not try , I am sorry if you feel used but I never wanted too you and I were just going to be raw lust for a month or so but will and I are so much more than that I love him and he loves me I hope you can forgive me Brian ''

'' Sonny I love you and we could be so good and with time you would fall for me just give us a chance are you really sure that he wants you after he saw us together making out in C,G,S and then when we left you walked straight passed him in my arms '' sonny just put the phone on the hook and Grabbed his jacket and left C,G,S.

As he searched for will he couldn't stop the flashes of that night with Brian thinking of being his shoes ripped at his heart seeing your boyfriend being with some other guy like that .

''God what have I done we never kissed like that, I feel so sick and disgusted at what he must have seen no wonder he thinks I have move on he gave me the key back today thinking it would go to Brian''

Sonny looked for hours for his will he went to all their places hoping to find him but he never did, he gave up in the end and headed for his flat as he got closer to his apartment block he could hear some voices , they were having a rather loud discussion about something .

''You will never be any good for him , just let him go I will make him so happy , surely you have to know that I am right that you will only break sonny's heart all the time , you know that after you saw us leave the C,G,S we went to our place and we made love Will if he didn't want to be with me then why would he lay in my bed and spend the night in my arms , you have your own life to lead with a child on the way I think that it would be best if you walked away and stayed away from him and us''

'' Brian you only have a chance with him because I lied to him and broke his heart , you will never love him like I do ,what you have for sonny isn't love its just Pure Lust !. You will move on and leave him when you have had your fun , I may be new to being a gay man but I'm not Blind !.
''You have had your eyes on him from day one ,pretending to want to just be friends when he told you that he was waiting for me to realize my feelings for him ''

'' I saw you that day at C,G,S when you saw me with him , is that when it happened will ''

will didn't need to answer because Brian could see it in his eyes , well I had him first after all didn't I''

Sonny couldn't take it anymore listening to Brian talking to will like that , was he so blind to not see the man for what he really was .

Neither will or Brian had seen sonny show up, will was starting to leave when he heard a voice called out to him ,sonny could see that Brian was trying to workout what he had heard as he got there .

'' Hey baby'' Brian started to move in closer to sonny and will walked away with his back till turned away .

''Brain just don't , I can't believe what I just heard you need to leave , I was so fooled by you god even my own mother could see you, but I couldn't , but this ends now so just go and find some other plaything ''

'' Your lose Sonny'' and with that he walked away from sonny and will .

''Will did you mean it that you was going to give her up just to be with me ''

when he didn't answer sonny walked around to be face to face with him when he asked him the next question .

''BABY why in the world you do this even before you knew what it was going to be ,didn't want to be a father to the baby ''

'' Sonny that day you told me that you weren't ready to be a dad that you wanted to travel so I knew that I couldn't ask you to stay with me as I brought up a child that wasn't yours and I loved you to much to let you leave me so I decided to just let Gabby and Nick be the parents and you and I could travel , I really tried to tell you a few times but in the end my fears of losing you was just too much to take so I decided to keep my mouth shut , I am really sorry that you had to find out like that with everyone else , I just wish so much that I could turn the clock back to that night and make it right but I can't .

'' will could we go up to the flat I want to talk but not here ''

will followed sonny up to his flat and walk in he didn't feel at ease , sonny took his jacket off and threw it on the bed , sonny turned around and saw will wipe away a tear as he looked over at the bed .

''sonny why am I here ?

'' will what did he mean when he said that he had me from day one ?'' ''Well The day you kissed me and I freaked out I came looking for you to tell you the truth that yes I had feelings for you and that I wanted a chance with you, but when I found you he was wiping milk off your top lip and you were both Laughing, so I ran from you and my feelings towards you into her arms , if only I hadn't listened to someone to come and talk to you I wouldn't be in this mess , you know in my dreams of that day is so different ,I find you and tell you how I feel for you and we spend the night together so happy but then I wake up and your gone and I have a baby on the way.

Hearing those words just broke Sonny's heart even more and his legs gave way , he had done this to them with that single stupid moment with Brian in C,G,S with the coffee milk .

'' I waited for you to realize how I felt for you for so long and the moment you come to tell me how you feel about me, I trashed it with some one else and if that wasn't bad enough for you I did it again but only much worse, I know that it doesn't mean much but I never stayed the night like he told you, yes we kissed a lot and I am so sorry for you seeing that but I haven't been with anyone but you will'',
sonny looked up when he felt will's fingers touching his face he's body shuddered at the sensation of will's fingertips caressing his face like he used too.

'' Sonny I don't want us to be friends '' will looked at his brown eyes .

'' Good because I choose you too baby girl and all '' sonny reached out to will pulling him down with him to lay down on the carpet both boys were crying but they were happy tears at last .

This one is for my BB ROXYGIRL24 Luv U girlxxx