AN: Hey this is my first ever fanfic so I don't know how good it will be
AN: Hey this is my first ever fanfic so I don't know how good it will be. I was reading ffn with my iPod playing and all of the sudden "Better than Me" by Hinder came on. And I realized that this was the most perfect song for New Moon EVER!
So the disclaimer: I (unfortunately) don't own Edward Cullen, Bella Swan, any other Twilight characters, or the most amazing song ever: Better than me by hinder. They are owned by their respective owners (obviously).
I can't believe I just did that! I broke my perfect angel's heart. How could I have done that to her? Of all people Bella. Wait Edward, you know why you did that. Jasper almost killed her. You promised yourself and her that you would stay around as long as it was safe for her. As much as it hurt you, you would do what ever was good for her. Maybe, wait no, you can't go back while she's sleeping, that would make it harder to heal. Maybe the radio will keep my mind off of what I just did. What song is this?
I Think You Can Do Much Better Than Me
After All The Lies That I Made You Believe
Guilt Kicks In And I Start To See
The Edge Of The Bed
Where Your Nightgown Used To Be
I Told Myself I Won't Miss You
But I Remember
What It Feels Like Beside You
I Really Miss Your Hair In My Face
And The Way Your Innocence Tastes
And I Think You Should Know This
You Deserve Much Better Than Me
While Looking Through Your Old Box Of Notes
I Found Those Pictures I Took
That You Were Looking For
If There's One Memory I Don't Want To Lose
That Time At The Mall
You And Me In The Dressing Room
I Told Myself I Won't Miss You
But I Remember
What It Feels Like Beside You
I Really Miss Your Hair In My Face
And The Way Your Innocence Tastes
And I Think You Should Know This
You Deserve Much Better Than Me
The Bed I'm Lying In Is Getting Colder
Wish I Never Would've Said It's Over
And I Can't Pretend... I Won't Think About You When I'm Older
Cause We Never Really Had Our Closure
This Can't Be The End
I Really Miss Your Hair In My Face
And The Way Your Innocence Tastes
And I Think You Should Know This
You Deserve Much Better Than Me
I Really Miss Your Hair In My Face
And The Way Your Innocence Tastes
And I Think You Should Know This
You Deserve Much Better Than Me
(and I Think You Should Know This)
(you Deserve Much Better Than Me)
Oh my God that is how I feel. She could have done so much better than me. But she didn't chose a human, she chose a vampire that could hurt her. A vampire that probably would hurt her. I have been so close to hurting her so many times. And Jasper, how could he have done that? Obviously the radio didn't help. Now where is that evil witch Victoria's scent?
AN: kk so there is my first fanfic sooooooooo reviews would be appreciated
