Axel didn't know what to do with himself anymore.
Roxas had stopped talking to him a week ago when he walked in on him and Marluxia feeding each other chocolate.
He stood on the top of Memory Skyscraper crying in the rain. He had written down all the reasons why he loved Roxas and why he did what he did.
Now he let that paper fall into the wind that was blowing seeing it disappear in an instant.
Number 1. I have always loved you
Tears rolled down his cheeks, mixing in with the rain that poured down from the heavens matching the pain he felt in his chest. He always knew that Xemnas had lied about them not having hearts.
Number 2. I never should have betrayed you.
If Roxas had only known the pain he was in and what he had gone through to protect him then maybe he would have never left.
Number 3. If you only knew, then you never would have left.
Axel loved Roxas more than anything, even his own life. He would have done anything for him, that's why no one could understand why Axel cheated on him.
Number 4. I would kill for you sacrifice my beating heart before I lose you.
The truth was that Marluxia had found out about his past, all the crimes he committed before he met Roxas. Marluxia threatened to tell the police and Roxas if Axel didn't start sleeping with him.
Number 5. Marluxia blackmailed me, I never would have done it otherwise.
Axel Jumped.
Little did he know though that the paper that he let go landed in front of someone he cared about with all his heart.
Number 6. I will always love you.
