All rights to S. Meyer for creating these characters. Obviously
I hadn't met Jasper until I was 15, but my sister Alice had known him since she was 8. She would ask our dearly departed mother, Esme, to bake cookies to take him every week when she lived with our father Carlisle. A silly little school girl crush. She was now 17 and he and I were 18.
I hated my father for abandoning us for a cheap, money-hungry floozy. After that, I never went to see him, hence missing out on seeing the handsome boyfriend of mine before. I definitely had missed out on early pleasurable experiences by being too standoffish but Carlisle betrayed us. He loved his work as a Doctor more than his family. Well, more than me or my mother, I should say. He adored Alice. Everyone did.
I clenched my jaw against the harsh memories of my darkened past and focused on an earlier one. Like where I saw Jasper for the first time after having to live with my father when my mother became ill. More importantly, the day I succumbed to Jasper. I had known he was gay a few months after I met him, after finding him watching gay porn. I had noticed that I myself might like males, specifically him when the sight of him stoking himself proved exhilarating. Though, I had just asked my first girlfriend Bella out it felt a little weird to me.
I hated the part of me that cared for him. My parents never wanted me less than perfect. Carlisle felt that being gay was a disease. And I felt Bella was the cure for it. She was so sexual and wanted to go all the way after only knowing me a few weeks. To requite her, I suffered through her weak, sloppy blowjobs almost every day. I did enjoy fingering her though. I liked the control I had. At just a simple flick of my thumb or thrust of my fingers she would make the sexiest sound known to man. It never took her long to orgasm.
After that she would try and find every excuse to have sex. I always told her I wanted to wait to have that special first time with her. To have it mean something. Now three years later and we hadn't done anything. It was partly due to losing my virginity to Jasper. I was insatiable with him. He had the body of a God and the softest, red lips I could ever hope for.
I had satisfied myself with jacking him off and kissing. Sometimes I fingered him or gave him a blowjob but mostly he pleased me. He knew exactly how to work his tongue and mouth and in no time gets me to scream his name. We had came a long way from stealing kisses in the tree house after my mother passed. In the end, I sucked it up and went all the way with him a few weeks back. I was angry at the mention of some bastard he had given his virginity to. He should've waited. Then again he hadn't known that I would take an interest in him.
I had been an ass to him by trying to go in with out lube and delighted in the fact that I was too big for him. He had winced and quickly handed it to me. After that I pounded the hell out of his slightly devirginized ass. I loved the feel of him cumming on me and with out even stimulating his hard cock he ejaculated.
Jasper was tight enough but when that happened he had became even more so in orgasmic waves that I could no longer take and I exploded. It was more intense than what he gave me orally. I collapsed on him and I was so ashamed that I didn't talk to him. Poor Jasper had it in his head that I didn't enjoy myself. So, instead of talking to him I just held him all night.
Once in a while trysts became every day, multiple time events. I couldn't get enough. Even late at night I would go to his house and climb in his window and take him. Often times before he was fully awake. I liked to tease him and make him beg me for it. I always had to cover his mouth because he was loud. I didn't need his sister Rosalie coming to his room.
My dick stirred at the thought of her. I only wanted to sleep with her just once. It was the talk of the town that she was the best via a rumor that she once turned a gay man straight. If that was the case, I had to try. Even if I couldn't stand her attitude. I was a human with an alien inside of him. One who liked pink. I scoffed at my joke.
Tonight I was going to see Bella. I wanted to be with her first before Rose because I owed her that. She was my girlfriend after all. I felt like I was falling for her. One might argue that I had fallen for Jasper, so I knew I was at least bisexual. How else could I hold a man and a woman in my heart, want them both, be in love with them both.
My hands gripped the steering wheel hard. Love Jasper? Did I? Fuck that, no. I wasn't going to love a fag. I sped into Bella's driveway and hopped out of the car. I called her prior to and luckily for us, Chief Swan was busy with a homicide.
"Are we really doing this?" She asked me once I stepped inside and closed the door.
"You bet." I took her hand and ran with her up the steps. Once in I ripped of my jacket and shirt and pushed her back onto the bed. She gasped in surprise. My domineering side was coming out when I didn't want it to. I had to be gentle. She wasn't.. Jasper. "Sorry," I blushed, finishing my undress and she giggled. "I'm just so excited."
I wasn't lying about that. She was going to help me forget about the other side of me. I momentarily wondered if she would be as tight as she was. It was an unfair assessment I figured. No, I frowned, don't to this. Focus on the present, he's your past.
I stroked my rock hard member and watched Bella wiggle out of all of her clothing. My eyes widened slightly when the sight of her pearl like pale skin made me want to kiss it all over. I scanned her body slowly and my breath hitched. She was perfect. I had never seen her fully unclothed before.
Modestly she tried to cover up but I pulled her hands away. I thought about foreplay but I was too ready for her to even try and she was holding her hands out for me to come to her. I obliged and parted her legs with my knee.
"Are you afraid?" I asked her and she nodded. I gave her leniency and entered her slowly. She was remarkably tight and a cry of pain burst from her lips as she watched me. I slid fully into her, giving her a minute to adjust. It was maddening.
I began medium paced thrusts and she gasped, her eyes closing and she met the pace with a roll of her hips. Shyly at first but more demanding as our dance continued. Bella was proving to be a great lay, but I wasn't reaching closer to that ultimate culmination.
I had made Bella cum a dozen times and I was still going. With Jasper I had to stay my orgasm because his body, the way he smelled, felt, and moaned could bring about a raging 'O' in a few minutes. Here I was pumping away for an hour and nothing. I closed my eyes. Damn, damn, damn! With every cuss I thrust harder. Forget this making love bullshit, I needed to be demanding and treat her like him. Fuck it. I pulled out and her eyes flew open.
"But-" She started and I shook my head. Silence, I thought, flipping her over onto her stomach. I entered her pussy from behind. Sure I could have tried to get her to take it up her ass but there was no time for that. I had to meet Jasper for dinner so I had to rush now. I closed my eyes and put my hand over Bella's mouth and it happened. She came as well and damn it, it felt good. I was satiated for the moment.
"I have to go. Curfew, love." I said nonchalantly, withdrawing from her and going to the bathroom to clean up.
"You should stay." She called after me.
"I can't, Bella. Meeting Jasper for dinner." I froze. I let that slip. "He's going to be having dinner with us. Alice is in love with him." Good save dumb ass, I chuckled.
"Oh." In my thoughts I could see her now. She was sad and chewing on her sexy bottom lip. "No problem, but if you want, you can always sneak in later to sleep with me. You said you had trouble sleeping so I just thought maybe if ..well.."
She let it hang and I went back into her room. "Good deal." I leaned over and slowly kissed her, slipping my tongue in her mouth. "I enjoyed it, did you?"
She laughed. "If I enjoyed it anymore, I would have exploded like a firecracker." I laughed with her. Bella was always saying weird and silly things. She was a very loving girl and I found myself being drawn more and more into her life. I didn't know what she would do or say next. She made being with her truly enjoyable. I had Jasper of course but that was a whole different story.
I wanted to tell Jasper that I had deflowered Bella as soon as I saw him, but he was all over me after Dinner. I had to please him too. My poor dick was going to fall off. Shit, I realized. I hadn't worn a condom with Bella. I was going to pray to God she didn't get pregnant. That was the last thing I needed. No miniature Edward's for me. Speaking of I would have to leave in a few minutes. My eyes drooped more and more as I listened to his breathing. How long could I keep this up with both of them wanting me day and night? I was going to pull all of my hair out by the end of this.
I watched Jasper storm away from me after our tiff over Bella. I don't know how he knew but he did. Shit. Crap. Fuck. He was acting like a hormonal little teen girl crying about me. Further more, what I do to my girlfriend that he knew I had was really none of his damn business. Okay, I get it, he loves me but he knew I just wanted his body from the beginning.
I mean, who could turn away exceptional blow jobs and jack offs or a hot piece of tight ass. Jasper Hale would be more depressed if he knew that I had a fuck date with his sister. Bella obviously wasn't helping no matter how long I stuck it to her. Rosalie had the "magical snatch" as Emmett crudely put it. My older brother had just started dating the 19 year old temptress and I felt a little guilty about it.
After all, I had introduced them and pushed them together. At the time Emmett was dating this irritating bitch I used to like named Jessica Stanley. Another chick who couldn't blow worth a damn. Rosalie had just broken up with Mike Newton, who I truly thought was a homo, but I would never touch him. Too ugly for me.
All in all, I think she owed me and if I could make a virgin cum a dozen plus times, then I'm sure I could make an experienced pro who's hungered for me for years cream herself. I cringed. Maybe I would have to stick it in her ass because there was no way she was tight. From what I heard from Emmett freaky wasn't a problem, so that was good. She was all kinds of dirty girl complete with costumes, lingerie, and wigs.
"Edward?" I rolled my eyes, pushing the food on my plate around.
"Yes, Alice?" My step-mother Tanya smiled at me and I rolled my eyes at her too.
"Um… is Jasper coming over for movie night?" Alice continued.
Carlisle's head swiftly flew up. He didn't particularly like Jasper because of his mother. He had wam, bam, thank you ma'amed her a few years back and sired a bastard child with her who gratefully never saw the light of day. OK, that was a dick thing to think, but my father needed no more children. Three was more than enough for the selfish cad.
"No, I don't think so." I looked at my father, then back to Alice. "So, are you planning on taking the poor little virgin's cherry stem to finally get yours popped? Yup, he's never been with a girl. He's too shy." My father reprimanded me with a stern kick to my shin. Fucking hell. My eyes shot daggers to him across the table. My hand tightened around my fork as I rubbed the pain away. My sister looked apologetically at me and blushed. "What the fuck is your problem, Carlisle?" I grated out.
"You will not speak inappropriately to her or any one else while you are living under my roof. Do I have to remind you that I can kick you out on the street?" He looked at me with distaste.
"No you don't." I growled. "Sorry, DAD."
"Don't argue you two, please." Tanya pushed.
"Dad, it's okay. Edward and I pick with each other all of the time." I watched my sperm donor smile at Alice.
"Ok, hunny." He patted her hand and then looked at me again before turning downward to his medical book next to his plate of barely touched food. He always loved her more than me. Hell, he even loved Emmett's goofy ass more than me. Tears stung my eyes and I refused to let them run down my face. Not in front of him. I got up, slamming my fork down onto the table. He didn't even bother to acknowledge it.
"You're a fucking joke." I stormed away before I had the mind to lay a hand on him.
"Having you for a son was the worst joke of them all." Was his bitter parting shot.
I ran up the stairs and slammed my door., I hated this shit., Why did he expect more out of me than any one else? Demanded, more like it. I hated my life. I didn't know why he detested me so much. I cried silently into my pillow. Why the fuck did my mom have to die?
Shortly after, I felt a hand on my shoulder. It was Tanya. I was so wrapped up in my thoughts that I didn't hear her come in. I sat up and eyed her hatefully. I couldn't stand her and even more so since she saw the evidence of my tears. She was generally a nice person who was trying to fit in, like me.
"I'm sorry about your father. He just feels like you abandoned him when you chose your mother over him." She sighed.
"Well, she was my mother, unlike you." I practically yelled at her. Her eyes saddened. I was just as bad as Carlisle if I treated her like shit for no reason. I could see a tear run down her cheek. I sighed too. I know she was trying so hard to be a mother to me and she was put in an awkward position. "God, don't cry. I'm sorry. I know you are doing your best, which is more than he's done."
"He does love you, Edward. If you only knew how much. He has a hard time showing it." She grabbed my hand. "Give him a chance."
I nodded and then did the unthinkable. I kissed her. WTF! I actually kissed my step-mother and she didn't pull away or smack me. She actually kissed me back. Something was wrong with this picture. I palmed her breast and at that she broke away.
"I.. oh no..I didn't mean." She looked horrified.
"No problem."
"Don't tell Carlisle. I love your father…it would destroy him."
"Yup." I had no intention on trying to hide my hard on. My hormones were going ape shit. Fuck, the woman was in her 40's. Not my type, so what was going on? She scooted off my bed and rushed away. Heh. This was getting better and better. I reached to my drawer and pulled out my darts. One by one I threw them and with a thud they landed on Carlisle's face in our family portrait. "Bull's-eye."
After that I became a total creeper. I couldn't get her out of my mind. I think it was more of the fact that I wanted to pay Carlisle back for humiliating me. What better way to try out a Cougar than with a dose of revenge. I was turning into a manwhore now a days, but I was trying to figure out what I was. Ok, no way was I straight, who was I kidding. Let's just say I was bi-curious. I think I preferred women over men or was I just using them for a cover?
The questioning stopped when I walked into the laundry room and I saw Tanya bent over getting clothes out of the dryer. Perfect opportunities always presented themselves. I walked up behind her and squeezed her ass. She straightened and I pressed her up against the washing machine, rubbing my hard on into her.
"Carlisle, I thought you left for work? As you can see I am pretty busy." She stifled a giggle, I chuckled and she stiffened. The asshole was coming out of me again. She tried to turn around but I stopped her. "Oh, Edward, stop that, please."
My hand ran up her inner right leg and under her dress. I didn't miss the slight shiver this caused her. I didn't stop until my hand rested on her panties. Not surprising that she was damp there. My finger slipped beneath the flimsy material and into her, moving back and forth. She tried to push away from the dryer but that only made my finger enter her deeper.
"Edward, that is enough. I love your father. We can't. Stop this instant."
"You know you want me, Tanya. Admit it. I see how you look at me. Why else would you always come check on me?" I whispered in her ear. She blushed when I backed away, turning her around to me. I was bluffing of course but my hunch told me I might be right. She looked down at her feet.
"How long have you known?"
I thought for a second. "Since last year when I started working out. Your interest peaked. You always brought me a snack or handed me a towel when I was sweating. You always were there to give me something to drink. You catered to me. Is that why Carlisle hates me? He knows you want his son."
She didn't have to say it. My father was jealous on top of everything else. Well fine, I'll give him more to squirm over. I picked Tanya up and placed her on top of the dryer, just barely on the edge. She didn't try to stop me which shocked me some. A smirk made it's way onto my face. I began kissing down her neck while trying to unbuckle my belt. She was holding onto my shoulders, waiting for what she wanted.
My hard on throbbed but only because of a brief thought of Jasper. He was a sneaky fucker. Always in my head, no matter what. Forcing me to use these poor women to forget him. By the time I dropped my pants I was angry. I forced between her legs and shoved inside of her. My arms wrapped around her to steady her as I continued my brutal pumps. I unbuttoned the top of her dress and lifted up her bra. She had the perkiest real breasts I had ever seen.
"Please, Edward. This…wrong." She squealed when I hit her g-spot.
"Don't make me stop. I don't want to." I pleaded with her. "Damage is done, might as well let me finish it."
