Beck's Pov-

Do you believe that sometimes people are born on earth to make us better people, but they don't belong here. They belong watching over us up above, their guardian angels. But they have been placed with us to help us find our way. But then once they have finished they are ripped away, leaving us here stranded without them for comfort.

I remember the day I first met Jade West, I remember the exact way her hair curved around her face and those eyes which were like the sea they were so easy to get lost in. At that exact second I fell in love with her.

It took me three months before she finally agreed to date me, it took me two days for her even to look at me.

I had to agree to go see this new horror movie with her called the scissoring, I wasn't a big one for horror movies but there was no way I wasn't going to go.

I also remember the day my eyes saw her porcelain skin for the last time. The day our eyes left each other, for good. Holding her weak skinny fingers in my hand, watching her eyes leaving for a new world without me.

FLASHBACK/ Beck and Jade's first date –

"I've been waiting for this movie to come out for a whole year." Her whole face was glowing, just like Cat's did with the mention of candy.

"I'm glad you choose me to take! So what candy do you want?" I gently placed my arm around her neck. She was the happiest and kindest that I had ever seen her.

The movie was pretty freaky but with every terrible thing happening to these people her face became happier and happier. Her smile made my heart leap and twist inside me.

"Beck, I'm glad you came most people wouldn't have been able to handle that film! Maybe you are cooler than I thought." I leant in to gently kiss her, she placed her hands in my hair I never felt something like this. My whole body felt like electricity was running through it. I slowly pulled away admiring her perfect face and the smirk across it.

Present day/ Beck's pov-

When jade turned 17, she became sick and weak all the time. I remember the day I forced her into the doctor's surgery. I could tell she was scared, my whole body was shaking with fear that I could lose her.

"Jade, I'm afraid I have some bad news." Jade looked at me I held her hand so tight, there was no way what the doctor was going to tell us could tear us apart.

"Jade you have a brain tumour, I want to send you to one of our best doctors in the country. I'm afraid he's in New York though." He hadn't even winced once, I don't think he understood that what he was telling us was ruining our whole life.

Jade wiped her tear away with the back of her hand covering it in black mascara. This was the first time I had seen her broken. Her whole face looked hopeless and lost.

"Ummmm, there's something else you need to know?" Jade said in a shaky voice, she starred straight to the floor like a school girl who was being told of. She looked more scared then she had done with the doctors words before.