I stared at Mike Newton he felt my gaze and turned and kissed me. He and Jessica broke up a few months ago and I had tried to make the people around me happy and if that meant having a boyfriend then so be it. Mike and I never had the same burning passion and love that I had had with Edward but I was comfortable. After we had seen a movie he dropped me home. I said goodnight to Charlie and went up to my room I grabbed my guitar and worked on my new song

He is sensible and so incredible

And all my single friend are jealous

He says everything I need to hear and it's like I couldn't ask for anything better

He opens up my door and I get into his car

And he says you look beautiful tonight

And I feel perfectly fine

But I miss screamin' and fightin'

And kissin' in the rain

And it's two am and I'm cursin' your name

You're so in love that you act insane

And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and comin' undone

It's a rollercoaster kinda rush

And that's the way I loved you

After that I cried myself to sleep as I had done every night for the last year and dreamed of my beautiful vampire angel.