When You Said Goodbye by ArlecchiNin

Summary: |ItaSasu| Echoing, a murmur that frosts upon the highest peak of those distant mountains, send shivers down my spine, it is in fact divine and I'm not divining it's true undeveloped intention.

Disclaimer: I don't. They do. He does. I do not.

Warning: Incestuous rhymes.

Notes: It was a poem but I'm not fond of the format so it turned out to be a brief shriek-story!

ENJOY.

You have always pushed me to the edges of my sanity, it finally ended when you said goodbye.

If you only had said how much you loved me back then- you made me slip into this endless task that leads nowhere but to self-destruction.

And they say you gave the best of yourself for my best. How can they know? They know nothing about us and therefore they can't judge with their eyes closed -what blind me now. For it would have meant much more for me if you just had whispered within a last intent to gasp for air, a simple three-word sentence, the antithesis to the one you usually proffered. Now everybody wants me to believe it. And I don't. And I won't ever.

I love you, I love you, I loved you.

I felt loved once but I can't really tell what it was to be below, under your spell, to bring myself to express it in words. It feels like my vision starts to get so blurry and it's not our kekkei genkai but the tears. It's the bitter agony of your lips sealed for so long, to stand those grounds in a quiet genocidal silence.

Would it have been sinful to love me? Would have love made me a better person in mutual understanding with others? Would it have had me secluded in isolation forever? Or in a cell at its worst? Would there be any way for our paths to cross, to intertwine our fingers and nuzzle the tip of our noses with the warm of our affection?

After all these years, I've been wandering- and of wandering I've been wondering- to doubt it still.

~Fin*

Final notes: Cathartic? Nonono. I sort of like this short fixies. They have natural beauty or something.