I know it's been done before, but here's my attempt at a letter Buffy might have written after Angel left. I used the song The Heart Is Slow To Learn written by Sir Andrew Lloyd Webber.

Isa

p.s. I own nothing, please don't sue me, all you'll get is my bird (who you don't want, trust me he'll try to eat you) and my movie collection...


Angel,

The heart is slow to learn...

These feelings that I feel are foolish but they're real. I'm wise enough to see this love will never be. I'd try to let us know there's still no letting go.

I know it's mad and you won't return, but still as I have said the heart is slow to learn.

I'll never love as I have loved you. Why is love cruel? I wish I knew. Say what you will, it doesn't matter, until I die there's only you.

You'd think there would be a way to shut out yesterday. Perhaps if I just thought of all the times we fought, I'd try to let us know there's still no letting go. I know it's mad and you won't return but then as I have said the heat is slow to learn.

Until I die there's only you

Buffy