Yo, sup this is my first fic, well not the first one I wrote, but the first I've had the time to post...hope you enjoy cuz I think It probably sucks...By the way the chick is and OC but I decided not to name her...I considered making her Larxene but wheres the fun in that

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He fell in love. But his love wasn't natural it was with an object. He loved poison. A girl taught him about it, and ex-girlfriend who used to mix it, she was an assasain. Now he mixes it for himself on many occasions he makes it for assinations, or something as simple as putting a drop on a small knife. His poison...the strength would vary from simply making someone sick to killing with less than a whole drop, some would kill you faster than the bight of a King Cobra, you'd be dead before you could draw your next breath.

Poison to Axel is such a beautiful thing it can torture, or to people such as himself it could bring the ultimate pleasure. Sometimes he would bring out his poison a fairly light poison. Just enough to fill a syringe...he gasps as the needle...the feeling of the needle sliding into his skin piercing into his arm, underneath his skin.

A few small twitches barely even noticeable coem from Axel's otherwise still form. The effects of the poison were the cause, they come and go whenever, but it's already leaving his system...well at least the needle is. As the needle slides out of his arm still dripping with the poison. He watches as the poison slowly snakes it's way down his arm and drips through his fingers almost like a spiders web... like the twisted web of painful pleasure and addiction he's been caught in for so long.

The addiction to his poisons stops Axel from truly feeling. He can't love, he can't feel at all. He has a friend his body doesn't react well to the poison, not as well as Axel, sure it may be the lightest dose he has...but it is still poison! As that long silver needle pierces Roxas' skin and sinks down deep, he audibly whimpers at the pain, during all of this Axel is hugging him from behind around his waist whispering sweet nothings into his ear because that was exactly what they were they were nothing, he knew soon Roxas would be okay!

When at last the pain finally dies down and the poison wears off enough for him to talk and his squirming stops he roughly whispers three words his voice sounding strained...Roxas whispers 'I love you' Axel responds with the same three words. Of course by now he has realized that he doesn't mean that, it used to be true, but now it's not. It's impossible now to feel anything with his body and mind so numbed to feeling and emotions, his precious poisons had caused that. Axel realizes he will never feel his own emotions the poisons he loves so dearly stole that from him. He may feel something, but he will never truly feel Roxas or his love because of that one sweet addiction...

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Yeah yeah yeah I'm done I think that's enough crack for one day...do what you do y'know flame, praise, whatever ya feel like cuz I like flames if you send them I'll roast some marshmallows and use it to keep my plot bunnies warm. Also, I'll use them to destroy the world because I'm an insane goth pyro...wow now that's an image. READ AND REVIEW...MY DEMON DOLLIE COMMANDS YOU...He owns you...Yeah kidding but if you review it means free Axel and Roxas plushies the Roxas plushie wears a shirt that says" Yah let's edit that out cuz you don't need to be reading that stuff...but review you know you want the plushies