Disclaimer: I don't own Beyblade.

Rated: M (for foul laguage)

This is a two shot so there'll be another chap coming soon I hope.I'm not sure where the insperation for this came from, I just had a crappy day so I guess thats where, but I don't know. Enjoy!

We've come pretty far

We've all changed. It's not hard to see that. Physically and mentally. Not one of use is the same anymore. Were not 4 feet tall anymore, we don't laugh at pencil sharpner jokes were just not 8 anymore. I wish I, we could go back to those days. Running around dreaming of the future. This future.

The BBA center stood 80 stories tall. Cars were only small blocks with lights on them people were even less signifigant.

Kai h slightly climbing the last staircase to the roof. The door to the roof was kept closed and barred but not locked fire hazard probably Kai thought.

Its so lonely

No stars in the city Kai noted. His feet crunching on the gravel he couldn't help but cry.

NO he thought stay strong you have to do this.

"You will take me seriously all of you" he muttered. Then he felt the short breathes starting. He was going to start crying he thought. And he did, the type of tears that leave you out of breath, and your nose running. That leave you stifling your own cries with your hands. He fell apart, for a few minutes. Then he caught his breath.

"Why am I here?" He asked him self?

'Because its to much, because they don't they don't…..'

"They don't care but some of them do"

No no second thoughts. Things were just to difficult with the divorce, babysitting his team it's just so difficult to have time to do anything.

This spot is perfect. Describes him perfectly. High, mighty, isolated and cold. That's not how I felt last weekend though, back at home with dad and mom, everything felt so peaceful. But I can't feel that forever, they'll die or leave eventually.

The sobs from earlier began to threaten they're way out.

He felt the papers, he had shoved in his pocket. They were a contract with the BBA for him to sign. It stated he would be their spokesperson, blade for them for several years blah blah blah. It was all bull shit to him, he was a ploy for the old man to make money. It wasn't about being talented anymore it was being a superstar. And he just couldn't take it.

The future is just so bleak and yesterday looks so good.

He was supposed to be in the lobby in a press conference with the leaders of the other top teams making a statement on when they were going to be signing the new contracts and what they thought of them. The press would undoubtly notice he was gone.

Is this worth it? If I jump its over, problems solved. But what if things get better, what if it's like how it use to be.

flashback

Two young kids about 11 years old, passed a football across the air fields tarmac. Each time testing each others strength moving farther and farther away trying to out do the other, without making it obvious.

The oldest one was lilac coloured hair and the dominant one of the two. The other one was two toned and had to keep running for the ball.

"You scared Bryan?" Kai asked.

"What no fucking way. Why are you?" He teased him.

'No but I've never jumped from one before."

"Just you wait its so awesome the adrenaline just pumps right through you."

"Hey guys!" yelled a older teen. He looked about 18 with bright red hair and a black jump suit.

"Smile for the camera ladies" He said holding up the camcorder.

"Fuck you." yelled Kai.

"Don't be a bitch!" He yelled back. Never taking his eyes off the camcorders screen.

"When do we get to go up?" Yelled Bryan chasing after the ball.

"In a few minutes you should go get ready now"

"Sure." Bryan jogged over to them. "put that thing away."

"Naw you should see the stuff I've gotten on this thing." He smiled. "go get ready now"

"Whatever." Kai sneered jogging to the hangar.

"Yo!" Bryan yelled catching up to Kai "give me the football"

"Why?"

"You'll see"

So he gave Bryan the football and he whipped right at the older teens back, and he hit it.

Looking back at the video tape it showed Kai and Bryan hightailing it into the hangar just in time to escape dismemberment.

End flashback

That had been the first day he had skydived. Bryan had been right the adrenaline had pumped through his veins.

Those guys really are great friends Bryan, Tala, Ian, Spence everyone from that time in his life they would understand. His relationship with the Blade Breakers and BBA was superficial.

There was a fence all around the outside of the roofs edge so he could either climb up on top or go to a downstairs window.

"Fuck it!" Kai swore.

The fence was easy to climb. The concrete was pretty far.

Time to make things right. Guys I hope you understand.

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I hope to post part 2 very soon but hey people I have a life, beyond the internet. I've got highschool work and all that lovely stuff.