Forever

Trying to move

Still binded to the ground

Nothing to do

But lie on the ground

Emotions so high

Feelings broken

Lost and defeated

Bones broken

Nearly dead

But spirits alive

Can't give up

Have to try

Still can't move

Nowhere to go

Trying to keep strong

But I know

I'm done for

I won't live

I know that now

Why even try

I know I'll fail

Broken defeated

Hurting all over

Almost paralyzed

Feel broken

Can't even move

Can't believe I thought

It would be like this forever

Kicking and punching

Stomping and cutting

Not even close to the pain

I feel alone and defeated

Thought I knew better

Shouldn't have tried to

Stop the invited

Stupid and foolish

Crazy but sane

I feel so different

But I know I'm the same

Feel so ashamed , but

I'm the only one to blame

Can't believe I thought

It would be like this forever!