Forever
Trying to move
Still binded to the ground
Nothing to do
But lie on the ground
Emotions so high
Feelings broken
Lost and defeated
Bones broken
Nearly dead
But spirits alive
Can't give up
Have to try
Still can't move
Nowhere to go
Trying to keep strong
But I know
I'm done for
I won't live
I know that now
Why even try
I know I'll fail
Broken defeated
Hurting all over
Almost paralyzed
Feel broken
Can't even move
Can't believe I thought
It would be like this forever
Kicking and punching
Stomping and cutting
Not even close to the pain
I feel alone and defeated
Thought I knew better
Shouldn't have tried to
Stop the invited
Stupid and foolish
Crazy but sane
I feel so different
But I know I'm the same
Feel so ashamed , but
I'm the only one to blame
Can't believe I thought
It would be like this forever!
