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TO: the ocean
Where are you?
Because you've ruined our summer.
So please, don't disappear again, nobody
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I've always thought there was something apart of me-! Or us.. That has been missing. I've always felt there was something out of place. Maybe I'm just stupid. Maybe were missing nobody.
I breathed and inhaled the sweet scent of our secret spot. It smelt like summer, sea-salt, and nothing.
Does that even make sense? That's it -- I'm a nut. I declare it official. I think way to much.
I looked over to Hayner, his dirty blonde hair plastered to his face while planning ways to "kill" Seifer with poor Pence. I tugged my chestnut hair behind my ear, it tickled as the wind breezed through my skin.
"Hayner?" I questioned quietly looking at the pebbles on the hard ground.
"Mm?" He looked up at me, irritated.
"Isn't it weird, are we missing something?" I rubbed my elbow, I was getting goose bumps.
He and Pence looked puzzled. They both glanced at each other and dropped their pens and shifted their eyes away from their plot to demolish Seifer. They've found something else to confine in.
"What do you mean, Olette?" Pence chipped in, I didn't blame him for being curious. Of course I wouldn't mind answering this.
"This summer is different from last years. Are we missing someone?" I frowned and spoke sadly. I really don't know why I sound so sad. Am I being sad over nothing? No, it has to be something. It's been bugging me since school started after summer vacation last year. As soon as this summer's vacation has started, it's been bugging me even more. I feel even emptier. It's true. I've been sulking. It's embarrassing.
Hayner slowly lifted his eyes up to me. I stumbled a bit. His eyes looked a bit sad. Just a bit. Maybe I'm imagining things, after all I am a nut.
"I've also been thinking.. That something is missing." He groaned, Hayner hates feeling like this. "And it's annoying the crap outta me."
"Me too!" Pence looked excited, "me too, I've been feeling something, me too." His voice drifted into lament, a sadness. I stared at him, both of them. I didn't even know it, but I had a huge frown on my face. I didn't even know it, but I felt it.
I didn't even know it, but I was crying.
Hayner looked away. Pence jerked away as well. Both their backs were watching me cry. I blinked. I felt my warm tears drip from my long eyelashes. I was crying a bit more now, because I think Pence and Hayner are crying, too. A little, probably. It's okay for you to cry,
Over something that doesn't exist.
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I felt like writing this because I felt bad
That they suddenly let Roxas out of our Twilight Town gang's lives.
Maybe the whole "mix-up" of this will hopefully clear up in KH3.
By the way, I'm sorry if anything in this story doesn'tmake sense to you,
because I got carried away with this and typed it out a bit quick, but I went over it.
Wow, I really did rant a whole lot. You probably won't read that but,
Reviews get me happy. : )
