1Disclaimer: I don't own HSM. I kinda just wrote this cause I was bored.
Me Without You
You broke my heart so now I cry
The words of others I defy
The pain I feel I can't deny
And on others I can't rely
They're trying to save me
But I already see
I've locked myself inside my head
Regretting all the things we never said
But I can't see the road ahead
I only see the life we lead
I hear their talking
I hear them walking
The door's unlocking
My sanity they are stalking
Your yelling once more
No, I will not let them score
My memories they try to lure
But I, they cannot cure
They do not care
They do not share
My vacant stare
The way I scare
Your walking out
I try to shout
Explain what it was all about
But in your face I still saw doubt
You jumped in your car
I try to say you're still my star
But you sped away leaving streaks of tar
No! Fade into nothing
The doctor holds up something
It's the day we decided to sing
I take a look at my ring
Your down on a knee
As we're sent out to sea
Asking what my answer would be
The gates are opening, you're the key
I rock on the bed
Blocking those thoughts from my head
I still can't believe what the police said
On the day I found out you were dead
I pull my knees in
Wondering how I've been
Holding my memories, my sin
In my aching heart when you stung like a pin
I see you lying there within
The casket made of linen
Inside the funeral house on Griffin
Knowing how you looked Differen'
No more toothy smile
Which I recognized from a mile
Or your sense of style
Which was cleaner than this room's tile
I miss the way your eyes saw through
The solitude that everyone knew
And how you planned the coup
Something I could never do
My eyes burn
But my facial expression is still stern
Away from them I try to turn
So something new they cannot learn
There it is, "T"
The necklace he gave to me
So I would see
How things could be
I groan escaped my lips
The control I gained tips
The tears flow and my sanity slips
They ask me to take sips
It's a drug on the tray
I look not at the drink but where it lays
The sharp metal edge may
Get me away
I can't be forgiven
It was I who had driven
You to drive into a collision
You are still a part of me
My key
The Sweet Reverie
We will be together again.
I know what your thinking. This chick has PROBLEMS! But I'm the actress of the group so I tend to like dramatic things. BTW- Vanessa Ann Hudgens is now a slut in my book. Lapse of judgement my $$!!!!
