Disclaimer: Not mine. I don't own Bleach. I am not that cool. However, I do play with his toys.
A/N: I know there are entirely enough Kenpachi's Zanpakuto fictions out there, but my Zangetsu and Benehime muses wanted their nameless sister represented. That and I heard THE perfect song for her on my MP3 player this morning.
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You still don't know my name.
I know yours, but you never hear me no matter how I scream. I live for you yet, my existence is meaningless to you.
Of all the soul reapers in the world, I chose you as the most powerful, most deserving and most skilled. Like called to like. You are the blood thirsty killer of my dreams. You treat me as a tool, a thing to be used and discarded.
I love you. I breathe for you and no one else. We could have the world and yet you leave me here, dying alone, longing for the smallest crumb of your attention.
Am I so unworthy? Is your independence so valuable?
Will I be forever doomed to be touched my your hand but remain banished from your life? I would kill the world to the last soul for a moment of your regard.
You carry my torn and broken body by your side, proudly displaying it for everyone to see. Pride. You take pride in my despair. You shun me. I am a weakness in your eyes.
Am I the cause of my own undoing? By choosing the strongest of the strong, did I make myself worthless in your eyes?
Touch me. Feel me. Know me and whisper my name. There is nothing I would not do for you.
Here in the darkness of your mind, I live, my sanity pinned on the hopes that some day, some century, you might need me. Please, need me. Please want me.
I'm destined for greatness. I am a goddess incarnate of death and glory. You have destroyed me, made me a nameless footnote in the story of you.
I weep tears of joy with every victory you celebrate, I am the means of those victories. I drink the blood of your victims, yet my thirst drives me mad.
Hear me. Listen to me. You are not deaf. I will never lose the last shred of my hope.
Zanpakuto have no gods. We have no heaven and no hell. We have only those who wield us. I have only you and the silence of this world in your mind. I have everything and nothing.
I'm forever with you and forever isolated.
You named yourself. You named Her. Would it be so much to name me as well? I would demand so very little. I would give you everything.
Kenpachi Zaraki. Call my name, before there is nothing left to call.
A/N: She might be a wee bit unstable. O_o;;
