A/N: Things you should know before you read:
Title: I never asked to be loved
Base: Mainly Naruto – characters
Ultra Cute – Naruto being a player
Cinderella – For happy endings and saving the damsel
Mars– beginning chapters
Bitter Virgin, Just Listen and Speak– You'll know when you read the part
Perfect Chemistry – for the ending chapters
AND MANY MORE…
(If you haven't read these, please get your tush to a library or book store or that manga obsessed person's house and read it.)
Main Characters: Naruto Uzumaki and Hinata Hyuga
Little background: Hinata is usually a shy girl but in this story, she's not shy. She keeps to herself because she doesn't think anyone can love her because of her scars both physical and mental. She's ridiculed because she stays away from people, especially boys and has philophobia which is the fear of falling in love or loving someone. Naruto is your hottie of the boys and flaunts his hotness wherever he goes. He always gets the women and plays them most of the time. Never really loved someone but can't help being drawn to Hinata. Also, what are they hiding that somehow, keeps pushing them away and yet drawing them closer? Can these lonely hearts be merged together by fire or will they wither away from the flames? Either way, they'll be left burning and you will too. (Not the burning down there, lol)
Goals:
-At least 10 chapters
-Uploaded at least every 4 days
-Keep rating T
-Get 100 reviews
-Write at least 2000 words each chapter (1st chapter doesn't count)
-Cry my heart out when they're finally together (wouldn't be able to resist)
*.*I write happy stories and hate when people make the lovers part at the end. Too sad, I mean what's the point of the whole freaking story and don't you dare say there's a lesson. Lesson, schecsson, if I know the lovers part or one lover die, I never finish the book or movie. For this story, expect happiness at the end*.*
*.*This story is also told in alternating chapters so Hinata tells chapter 1 and Naruto tells chapter 2 and so on and so forth. Get it?*.*
I never asked to be loved
Chapter 1: Golden Eyes
I love to draw. I really do. The way it draws me away from all the troubles in life and sends me on a gentle cruise stress free, stops me from going crazy most of the time.
I take classes at this college about twenty minutes from where I live. I'm only 17 and a senior in high school so being brainy and taking college classes by the side isn't really fun when you're made fun of because of it. That's not the only reason why people hate me and make fun of me. There are other reasons.
Today in art class, we were drawing a nude model. Not the first time we are doing it but for some reason, my anticipation was in overdrive. I had quietly walked into the class as usual and taken my seat next to the window. I seat by the window so I can fly away whenever I want, figuratively speaking. I located my charcoal colors and once again, found them all broken and spilled on the floor.
It happens. I picked the pieces all up and put them back in the box a store them, getting a little rag to clean up the dark dust littering the floor. After that, I took the box and sat down, waiting. Just waiting for the model.
When he walked in, my heart stopped. I think I actually died for a few seconds until he turned his golden eyes on me and I was on fire. His eyes burned. They burned a whole through my own eyes and all the way down into my soul. I felt like he could see through me. Through every dirt and scum mentally covering me and into the safe locked depth of my heart.
All too soon the contact ended and he was introduced to the classroom. His name was Naruto Uzumaki and he would be our model for today. Duh. I got my broken charcoals set up and concentrated on his body.
I tried, I really tried. I tried to draw his sculptured muscles and his blazing hair but kept being drawn back to his eyes. The eyes that had captured me when he first walked into the room and the eyes that still held me captive. He was looking at me as I was also staring at him. Both of us, looking and somehow falling. Then the teacher said time was up and I looked down to see what I drew.
"They look tortured," my teacher said. I turned around but he was already flouncing off to the next person.
I looked down and saw what he meant. Without the golden hue brightening his eyes, his eyes looked tortured and depressed. If nothing else, they intrigued me further. I wanted to know why his eyes were tortured and I wanted to know the kind of pain he has been through. I want to know if his pain is like mine and I want to know if it scars him, just like me.
He was getting up to leave and all I could do was continue to stare at him. He kept walking but suddenly turned around and walked toward me. I turned around to see if anyone was behind me but since I sit next to the window, no one was. He kept on looking at me until he was in front of me.
"Umm…this is really stupid but since this is my first time here, can you please tell me where the cafeteria is?"
He talked. He talked to me and I utterly devoured his voice. Unfortunately I couldn't. Not at the moment anyway so I decided to draw him a map. It was simple and fast and directed him to the cafeteria which was on this same floor. I handed it to him and quickly gathered up my stuff and left. He yelled out a thank you when I was almost out of earshot.
He didn't need to thank me. Anyone would have done the same and drawn him a map.
Right?
I ran all the way to the elevator and pressed the button praying that it would come before golden eyes walked by because this was the way to the cafeteria. It came and I got in and just caught a glimpse of him before the door closed. He was talking to Ino. The biggest slut in the class.
Figured.
The elevator stopped at the lobby and I quickly got out. I got on my bike which I parked my the corner and went to the supermarket close by to buy some more charcoal and last minute back to school stuff since school reopened tomorrow. It took about 25 minutes but since I was used to biking, it wasn't long.
I went into the store and got my supplies but when I was checking out, Naruto walked in with his group of friends and Ino. Along with them was also a shadow. Not just a shadow, my nightmare and scars combined into a person. A person that pierced me with their gray-blue eyes as memories came back. I quickly paid and got out of there. I made it to the place my bike was and puked.
Not on the damned bike but by the side. After a while, I was dry heaving. I felt a touch on my back and quickly snapped away from the contact. I turned and it was golden eyes staring right back at me. I was so mortified all I could do was gasp, jump on my bike and ride away like some Cinderella bitch. Unfortunately, I had no shoe or anything else to leave him except my stupid hair clip that snagged off when I jumped away from him.
*.*I hope you like this story because there will be a lot of deep things in them and hopefully you will add it to your fav and review and all that good stuff that means you like it*.*
Love ya,
Dews
