(Jason Mitchell is a character I made up and is not real, but Cameron Mitchell is a real person. This chapter is from Emmett's point of view.)

The glass of the window reflected the rain and I watched the grey storm clouds swirled and curve their way around the plane. Me' seatbelt was fastened tightly around me' waist and me' knuckles were white from clunching the arm rests. The plane was experiencing turbulence again for the fifth time in about two hours, and it was honestly starting te' scare me really bad. I closed me' eyes and I couldn't shake that image of his text:

to: Emmett From: Cameron Em, I get it. Don't worry about trying justify, your straight. Not that thats a bad thing,but just so you know I love you

The plane shook again and I almost had a heart attack as I opened me' eyes again. I hated flying, always have, but I needed te' get te' Seattle, Cameron was there because he moved in with his older brother who was a doctor at the local hospital. I probably typed thousands off different texts trying te' explain that I was in love with him te' and I wanted te' be with him te', but no matter how many I typed no truely said what I needed te'. So after a long talk with Ryan and Keith I realized I just needed te' go te' him and tell him in person. It killed me not being able te' talk te' me' best friend, but I managed slowly. Cameron had been me' best friend for most of me' entire life, even though he lived in America and I lived in Ireland. "Emmett, ye' alright?" Keith asked as he looked over at me with a sleeping Damian on his shoulder.
"I hate planes. How the hell is he still sleepin'?" I asked a little bit of contempt for damian's peace as I looked at him.
"He was really tired." Keith chuckled very softly "I think its cute when he sleeps." He smiled down at his boyfriend. I rolled me' eyes but I did smile. Keith and Damian were also going te' Seattle because they were going te' see an old friend of theirs named, Paul. All the members of Celtic were on leave because Phil coulter decided te' give us a break for two month since our last christmas concert in New York (about a month ago) went so well.
"Excuse me passengers this is your captain speaking, we are approaching Seattle air space we will begin our descent soon we should be there in about ten minutes." The captain said over the intercomm. I took a deep breath as I felt a bit of relief knowing we were almost there, meanwhile Keith gently rustled Damian's hair and cooed him awake. After the eternity of waiting for people te' get off the plane and another forever te' get our suitcases we finally found our way te' the lobby of the airport. All three of us skimmed the crowd so that try and find Paul, we knew we found him when we saw a huge sign that read 'Damian Mcginty' in HUGE pink sparkley letters. Damo lightly blushed as we followed the overly bright sign till we found Paul.
"Ye' jerk!" Damian said as Paul dropped the sign and gave him a bear hug that looked like it could break his poor thin as a twig body.
"It's because I love ye' so much." Paul spun him around once and Keith laughed deeply as I couldn't help but smile. "I see ye' still have a surfer boy toy." Paul set Damo down and turned te' face the 'boy toy'.
",and I see ye'r still old as ever." Keith smiled as the two embraced in a brotherly friendship. Keith and Damian once told me that when they first told Paul about their relationship he was completely shocked and didn't talk for a whole five minutes (long time for him I guess?), and ever since Paul's been slaggin' on Keith when he got the chance.
"It's Emmett, right?" Paul said pulling away from Keith and streched a hand towards me.
"umm..yeah." I took his hand and shook it firmly, expecting for him te' let me go, but instead he pulled me into a light hug.
"Ye'r staying with us, right?" I was taken off gaurd by Paul's question. I guess I didn't really think about where I would be staying while I was in Seattle. "I wouldn't want te' be a bother." "Oh please, ye' are a friend of Keith and Damo's so ye'r a friend of mine te', and me' friends stay with me while they are in town" Paul smiled and then lead all of us te' his car. Damian claimed the front passenager seat as Keith and I were forced te' the back seat. "So Emmett why are ye' in Seattle, Damo didn't say a whole lot."
Damian looked back at me while Paul kept his eyes on the pavement, Keith turned on his phone and was messing with his settings.
"Well, his name's Cameron-" I looked down at me' hands as I followed Keith's example and turned on me' phone.
"A guy?" Paul was looking at me through the rearview mirror and I could see one of his eyebrows slightly cocked upward.
"Yeah, he should live near the hospital, because his brother is a doctor there."
"What's his last name?" Paul asked turning his eyes back te' the road ahead as we left the airport parking lot.
"His brother is Jason Mitchell?" I said as me' phone seemed not te' get any messages. Clearly Cameron didn't want te' text me, hence why I haven't heard from him in weeks since his last text.
"Jay? Is he tall and kinda lanky with blonde hair?"
"Yeah, both him and his little brother."
"I know the older one."Paul said and Damian looked at him in shock, I couldn't help but do the same, what were the odds? "Yeah, Jay is a friend who lives a couple doors down from me. Are ye' sure his brother lives with him though?" "That's what he told me." A sudden shock of nerves ran through me, Cameron wouldn't lie te' me, would he? Damian took over the conversation and Keith joined in as I turned te' look out the window, the rain seemed te' fall in slow motion then ran down the glass like syrup on a rock. I closed me' eyes and felt the cold glass against me' hair, Damian laughed at something Paul said and the sound echo'd in the car. Sooner then expected we were there te' Paul's house. It was nice and larger then expected, with two stories and it was nestled between two equaly nice homes.
"Ye' live here?" Keith asked as we got out of the car and starting getting our things out of the trunk of the car.
"No, close friend owns this house, she is letting me leave here while I'm in town."
",And we're allowed te' as well?" I couldn't help but asked as I closed the now empty trunk.
"Don't worry I asked." Paul smiled warmly. Me' mind wasn't completely there as Paul took us through the house. The impending reunion with Cameron was heavy on me' mind. We ended in the kitchen ,and I sat at the small island while Paul began making dinner.
"I'm gonna go take a shower real quick, is that alright?" Damian inquired as he looked te' Paul.
"Sure go ahead." Paul smiled as he pulled food out of the refrigerator.
"I'm gonna go take our things up." Keith said with a sly smile as he slipped out of the room.
"So tell me more about him."Paul said after Keith was upstairs. "After a long flight I'm sure Damo's going te' 'accidentaly' break the shower and need Keith's help so we have a little time." He and I chuckled we both knew he was right.
"Well, I met him when I was little, see me' dad was a traveling-" I contuined the story and Paul was listening closely as he went around the kitchen preparing the food, after a while I got up and helped him as I finished me' story."-then he sent me a text saying he was in love with me." "What did ye' say?"
"What could I say?" I grabbed the oversized salad bowel and set it on the dining room table. "I didn't text back, thats why I'm here I have te' tell him in person."
",and what will ye' say?" Paul grabbed four plates and we began setting the silverwear and plates with cups around the table acordingly.
"I want te' say that I love him te',but..." I looked at the floor "We can't work. I'm not going te' give up Celtic Thunder for him, but...the idea of him with someone else." I tighten me' knuckles around the chair.
"After dinner I'll go over te' Jay's and find out if he is Cameron's elder brother and see if I can get ye' guys a moment alone. Trust me dude ye' need it. I do have a question though. Ye' said ye' were only pen-pals with him up until last year when Damo had his accident, why are ye' so sure ye' are in love with him?"
"Well I..." I didn't know how te' respond. Then the stupidity of the whole situation crashed down on me. I couldn't be in love with Cameron, sure I had known him since I was a kid, and he was always in America and it wasn't till last year that I actual reconnected with him, and besides I couldn't be with Cameron I wanted te' stay in Celtic Thunder and I'm pretty sure he wouldn't be allowed te' join. All these thoughts controll me completely as I sat down and found fascination with keeping the Fork and Knife in line then un-aligning them.
"Emmett, can ye' go get Damo, and Keith. Dinners ready." I nodded slowly and him seemed te' be thinking te' himself. I was hesitated walking up the stairs, because I was listening te' see if I could get any ques on what they were doing. I couldn't hear any water running so I assumed they were out of the shower. I knocked four times, loudly, but after not getting a reply I knocked again.
"Guys, time for dinner." I lightly gripped the doorknob, turned it with the lightest care and slowly pushed open the door ready te' close it at the slightest sound of shock. Once the door was fully open I saw Keith laying on the center of the bed with nothing but his white boxers with shamrocks on them with one arm behind his head and another arm around Damian who laid on his chest wearing nothing but a pair of grey boxer-briefs. They were both out cold (sleeping, of course). How the hell could Damian still sleep after sleeping most of the plane ride here? A soft breeze blew in through the window and made Damian shiver lightly, and Keith by reflex held Damian a bit tighter as he snuggled next te' the surfer for warmth. I couldn't help but smile, they were perfect for each other plain and simple. I quietly walked over te' the window and shut it quietly and pulled a blanket of the floor that they for some reason ripped off the bed, and gently covered them. I thought I heard Keith say something but by the time I got te' the door he was snoring lightly.
"They're sleepin', and I kinda don't wanna wake 'em." I said as I re-entered the kitchen.
"But I made all this food?" Paul lightly gestured te' the table.
"Sorry." I shruged as I began te' feel a little bit bad for him. "I guess they did sleep on the way here-" and I was about te' turn on me' heels but Paul stopped me.
"It's alright I made a call while ye' were upstairs, and we have two more people coming anyway." Me' eyes met his as I had te' ask.
"Who?"
"Well, I found out ye' were right Cameron is living here in Seattle so I invited him and his older brother over for dinner." Paul shrugged as he seemed not te' understand the gravity of what he just said. "When will they-" But as if they heard me, a low knock came from the front door.
"Remember they live only a few doors down." He shrugged and smiled as he brushed past me. I could feel me' heart racing underneath me' chest and I didn't know what te' do. I wanted te' talk te' Cameron, but what would I say te' him? Especially in front of his brother? I slowly turned as I heard the front door open and then there they were.
"Emmett, Hey dude." Jason said as he shook me' hand and pulled me' into a small hug. Jason had a light southern American accent but not heavy enough te' effect the way he talked. "Haven't seen you since granny died in LA. How've you been?" Jason wasn't fond of his grand parents so he didn't completely care about honoring them once they were dead.
"I've been alright. Ye'?" I asked out of common curtosy, almost terrified te' look at the person I knew was standing right behind him.
"Can't complain, this little squirt-" He backed up a little bit and pulled Cameron under his arm into me' sight "-has a girlfriend now." I could feel me' heart stop as me' jaw dropped. I slowly looked into Cameron's eyes and could feel me' legs get weak instantly. Girlfriend? Cameron looked at me with a sorrow expression. I'm te' late. The thought stormed through me' head loud as thunder in a metal can. The moment took forever te' pass as I just stared into Cameron's eyes and he stared back, Paul eventualy mentioned food and Jason realesed Cameron and both, Paul and Jason, went into the kitchen. Cameron and I just stared at each other in complete silence and neither of us could start talking.
"Her name's Macy..." That was the first sentence he decided te' say te' me.
"Pretty name." That was the only thing I could think te' say. "Damian and Keith wanted te' vist Paul so I figure I could spare some time before I went back te' Ireland te' vist me' family..." I lied smoothly as I felt tears trying te' fight their way out into the open. He was with someone, I couldn't ruin his happiness I couldn't tell him I felt the same way for him that he said he felt for me. Beside Paul said it himself, I have only been his pen-pal why could I think I love him? I smiled and gently hugged him and it felt like a knife was plungged deep into me' heart. "I'm happy for ye'." That wasn't a lie, not in the least, but I do wish he was happy with me. "Cam I-"
"Ye' boys comin'?" Paul shouted from the dining room and before I could respond a loud shout came from the stairs to upstairs.
"PAUL, DAMN IT, YE' JUST RUINED THE MOMENT WHEN EMMETT WAS ABOUT TE' SAY THAT HE WAS IN LOVE WITH HIM!" Keith's voice was loud and it almost gave me a heart attack apparently when I left their room they were awake. "That would be funny if Cam was gay, but he's straight and he just got a girlfriend." Jason walked back into the room responding te' the random voice as Keith and Damian came from the stairs into sight fully dressed. Keith chuckled lightly and looked at me with a confused look in his eyes.
"Oh Keith, Damian, this Jason Cameron's older brother." I introduced them as Cameron went te' stand next te' his brother, both Cameron's and me' cheeks were slightly red at the thought of what Keith said. The shook hand and began talking about how they knew Paul, I keep the corner of me' eye on Cameron while I pretended te' be listenin' te' what they were saying. Dinner went by in a similar manner. Cameron and I didn't look at eachother much and avoided talkin' te' eachother as much as possible. Damian and Cameron seemed te' hit it off well and they talked as Paul, Keith, and Jason talked on the other side of the table. Everybody seemed avoiding talking about Cameron's girlfriend no matter how many times Jason tried te' bring it up. Finally after dinner had ended Jason was the first one te' talk as his pager went haywire.
"Awww damn, I gotta go ,apparently if you work at a hospital they need you to work at random times." Jason shruged as he got up. "Well, thanks for dinner Paul. It was great to meet you guys I hope we get to hang out a bit more before you leave."
"Of course." Damian said as him and Cameron got up.
"Yeah, absolutely sounds fun." Keith and I follow their examploe and followed Cam and Jason te' the front door. They left without a big scene except with 'good byes' and 'see ye' soons'. Once Damian, Keith, Paul, and I were back in the house Paul tugged on me' selvee.
"Ye' alright."
"I was te' late, he's happy and I'm not ruining that, but I'm fine." I said that phrase as if reading it from a book, because I had been saying te' me'self for the last hour and a half. Damian looked at Keith a little weary then looked back at me. "I'm sorry I'm gonna go te' bed, I don't want te' make this night seem sad for ye' guys." I gave each of them a reassuring smile and dissapeared upstairs before they could respond. I found me' room Paul said I was staying in, and found me' suicase laying on me' bed. 'I have te' thank Keith later' I thought as I laid it on the floor then threw me'self on the bed. I'm not sure why, but tears slowly trickled down me' face just as slow as the rain that contuined te' trickled down the glass while it reflected the street lights. Was I crying because of Cameron finding someone else, or was I crying because I could've missed me' only chance with him? It really didn't matter, because regardless It was about Cameron in the end. 'Stop crying ye' can't love him. Ye' know almost nothing about him.' a voice in me' head said trying te' overpower the emotions. The voice had a point I didn't know a lot about Cameron, but I did know one thing...I was in love with him, and he was in love with me.