Personal Letter
21 lanes Rd
Yorkshire London
2234
13 August 2003
Dear Pinky
I really miss you, (believe it or not); how have you been?
I can't believe it, two more months until the baby's born; do you know the baby's gender? Have you got any names planned for my little baby niece/nephew?
How about Jessminda……… (Wink, wink).
For a girl of course!
Say hi to the husband, and the relatives, (your mother in law really scares me, but then and again she's your problem not mine……). Don't worry I didn't forget mum and dad, say hi to them as well.
Tell Tony I said hi……and ask him how the boyfriend is; (personal joke).
In reply to your last letter, College is great, I'm learning so much and soccer……it's the best; words really can't describe how great an opportunity this is for me.
Thank mum and dad again for me; if it wasn't for their approval I would never have had this opportunity.
Anyway the other reason I really wanted to write to you was because I'm so confused:
Pinks I have no idea anymore, I'm loosing my head, not literally of course…just incase you didn't get it, after all you've always been the slow one in the family. (Runs out of the room squealing, waiting for the pillow to make contact………wait that's right your not here to hit me Pinks…ha ha).
Anyhow back to business; its Joe I'm confused about, he wants to come over here to America and see me before he resumes coaching.
I mean it's all good except, I'm not sure what Jules will say about this. She really liked Joe (and what if she still does).
We really didn't resolve that minor space in the patchwork; what if she gets' upset and we have a major fight and she never wants to see me anymore.
The last thing we fought about was Joe, what if it happens again. HELP!
Pinks this is just so confusing and scary; and if you think that's a problem wait, until you hear my other issue about Joe.
I'm not really sure I like Joe as a boyfriend anymore; they say the more time spent away from each other the fonder the heart gets, but I don't think this is the case with me.
I just don't have any feelings for him lately, and if he comes to America he'd want to see me his girlfriend……I don't want to lead him down the wrong path.
I don't want to go too far into his heart and then all of the sudden pull the carpet out from under his feet.
Men can't live with them and you just can't live without them. You know Pinks, sometimes I think you were lucky; pre-arranged marriage. Wright now its sounding good from were I'm standing.
Can't wait to hear from you, love always your soccer mad sister Jess.
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