Never Knew

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN HANNAH MONTANA

A/N…Hi, me again. I am really going to try hard to keep this story going. For some reason whenever I have a story, I seem to get writers block right after the first or second chapter, but I decided for this story, I would have a timeline type of thing and have my ideas thoroughly set out before I post the story…lol…ok well enjoy! 

PROLOUGE

Miley's POV

Some things in life are hard to understand. Others are easier to figure out. Two words, one name, and 3 syllables define my weakness…Jake Ryan…I know what you are thinking right? Your probably thinking I have a huge crush on this boy like every other teenage girl out there. But if you were to think that, you would've been wrong. Jake Ryan, hmmm, how do I explain, well, he was an egocentric, self loving, full of himself actor who had a crush on me. I guess I should've been happy about that, but in a way I wasn't…or so I thought…

It all started the first day he came to Seaview middle school. Every girl fell all over him, because of his fame, fortune, and adorable face. But from what I have learned, there is so much more to him then just that. He told me that sometimes he wishes he could turn off his fame and be normal, like me…if only he knew…he told me he really liked me…well actually, he told Hannah, but were the same person so it doesn't make a difference...and he kissed me…which was probably the most magical kiss I had ever experienced.

The only problem is, yes, I did date him, but those magical kisses started to turn to nothing more then fairy dust as I got to know his true personality. I liked him, a lot. Which made it all the more hard for me to break up with him. The night we broke up, we fought, but he apologized through a sweet note and a single red rose. If you are wondering whether or not I miss him, I do, more then anything, but I just couldn't bare to be with him because the amount of obnoxious and idiotic moments were way more abundant than bitter sweet kisses and kind moments we shared. It just had to end.

I like to tell myself that I've moved on, but when I am by myself just thinking, I don't believe it. Ever since then, I never really saw him, he had left freshmen year. I would've kept up with him in magazines and tabloids…if I could find him in any. He was still a famous actor, people still new him, and respected him, but he kept low key maybe to sort out some things I could never know about, or maybe, just maybe, for me. Maybe he was trying to find peace in balancing out what was his famous red carpet side, and his simple normal, get up and get your own drinks when you go on a date to the movies, or should I just put it simply, normal side. I always wondered if because I rarely saw him, was because he was trying to change his ways, for me. I don't know if I will ever find out or not.

And now that brings me here…sitting in my homeroom class, sophomore year of high school. Today was the day that he was rumored to come back to Malibu, back to school, and maybe even back to me, that is of course if he didn't move on, like I did. If I didn't tell you before, I do have a boyfriend, he's sweet, but sometimes he gives me the impression that he is cheating on me, his name is Dex. I had a crush on him for a while and finally he asked me out, we have been dating for about 6 months now. I will never feel the same way about him, that I feel about Jake, wait did I think 'feel', I meant 'felt'…that's right 'felt'…I think...oh boy is this gonna be awkward.