A/N: Hi guys! New story! I got this really good idea the other day from this quote (aka, the first line of the story). I ended up writing a whole story around it! I liked this idea, even though the drabbles are really short…but, bear with me! Hahaha….Here we go!
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Disclaimer: I do not own N2N or that quote….
A HUG FROM ADAM CHANLER-BERAT FOR ANYONE WHO GUESSES WHERE THE OPENING LINE IS FROM!
*Diana*
So Anyway…
There are names for women who abandon their daughters. Yes. There are names and Hallmark does not make a card for any of them.
It's times like these that I wonder what would've happened if I would've stayed…Would everything have turned out the same? Would I be getting better? Would I be getting worse? I don't even know anymore…
I feel empty without them here. No more of Dan's smiling face when I woke up every morning. No more of watching Natalie as she grew up, realizing that she's just like me. No more of Gabe's taunting memories.
Gabe….It's been months since I've seen him last…My little boy…all grown up…It hurts when I think about him. The pain, the grief, all making a comeback. But…I have to do this…I have to let go…
I put all his pictures away…not completely getting rid of them. I could never do that. He'll always be a part of my life, no matter what…But he's not a focus point…he won't take over my life anymore…
For once…..I'm free….
