Hello! This is my firts fanfic. I am swedish so english is not my native tunge so if you notice any grammar or spelling errors, please tell me. Just to clarify a few things: this takes place in the second season when Kurt goes to Dalton and in this fic Blaine is older than Kurt. The first chapter will be a bit short but if someone reads and likes it, I will write more in the future. Warnings: eating disorder
Kurt locked into his bathroom mirror with a disgusted gaze. How did he become like this? He was fat and disgusting and he hated it. The fat was everywhere! Kurt had always been a health freak, he never ate candy and only very rarely did he eat fast food. But clearly it was not enough. Tomorrow he promised himself, would he start with his new diet. How hard could it be?
He was just going to cut back on his calorie and carb intake and work out a bit more. He had done it before when he was on the cheerios. But then he stoped and he gained back all the weight again. But this time he would not make himself gain the weight back again.
No one ever needed to know about the diet. He smiled at his reflection, soon his body would be beautiful!
The first thing he did the following morning was to sit down at his vanity to write down a food schedules:
Breakfast: One fruit or one cup of blueberries.
Lunch: one salad without dressing, just greens and nothing else.
Dinner: A small portion of the food his dad ate.
If he had it his way he would eat a salad for dinner too, but then he couldn't watch over his dads diet. After his dad's heart attack he had taken it upon himself to make sure that his dad took care of himself and that he ate right. He couldn't lose him. If his dad died he would kill himself, he had decided that a long time ago. He shock his head and tried to stop thinking about it that would'nt happen, he would do everything in his power to make sure that his dad stayed healthy.
After he was finished making sure he looked as good as possible, he went downstairs and took an apple from the fridge, the first meal on his new diet. This was easy. He still was a little hungry but, he should be fine, as long as he drank a lot of water. If everything went as it should kurt would eat about 800 calories a day and with exercise on that, he should lose all this unnecessary weight in no time!
