You know what sucks? It's the fact that you want something you can't have. No, I'm not telling you that I like someone. I'm telling you that I like someone that I'm not supposed to like.

If you still don't get it, I'm trying to tell you is that.. I like my best friend's boyfriend.

It wasn't supposed to happen, I swear! But god damnit, it's Shane Grey! He's all I ever think

about. Now I know what you're thinking, 'Ummm.. Didn't they already get together after Final Jam?'. But nope! During the canoe ride, he told me he forgave me; The sad part about that is that afterwards, Shane told me he only liked me as a friend.

So now it's been 3 years. 3 years since Final Jam.

3 years since Shane forgave me.

3 years since he told me I was like his little sister.

3 years since he and Caitlyn Gellar, my best friend, hooked up.

Sad, right? Well, I derserve all this pain. I didn't do anything about it.

Sigh..

"I don't wanna get disappointed

I don't wanna have to prove

How I really feel about you

But you don't even have a clue.."

I sang to myself as I stared out my window,

"You're my daydream, you know that I've been thinking about you lately

And every time I look at you

I can't explain I feel insane, I can't get away

You're my daydream"

"New song?"

I screamed and dropped my guitar on my foot. I cursed as I turned around. "S-Shane?"

Stupid daydreams.

"Hahah, yeah!" He laughed, but his frown easily turned.. Well, upside down. "What's wrong?"

"Mmm.. Nothing." I smiled, "It's just that.."

"What?"

"We have a tendancy to listen to each other's songs while the other one doesn't notice."

Shane chuckled, Nice save!

"Can you play it for me?" He asked,

"Umm.."

He sat next to me while picking up my guitar and handing it to me, "You know you want to."

I sighed, "Fine."

"Lalala-a

Yeah

Lalala-a..

I could'a been the one you noticed

I could'a been the one for you

I could'a been like all the others

Is that what I'm supposed to do?

I don't wanna get disappointed

I don't wanna have to prove

How I really feel about you

But you don't even have a clue

I try to be sensitive

I try to be tough

I try to walk away

I try to be innocent

I try to be rough

But I just wanna play

I couldn't help but just stare into his eyes and wonder if he knows this song is about him,

You're my daydream, you know that I've been thinking about you lately

And every time I look at you

I can't explain I feel insane, I can't get away

You're my daydream

If I tell you what I'm thinking,

If I let myself trust you

Can you give me what I'm missing

Can you make my dreams come true

I try to be sensitive

I try to be tough

I try to walk away,

I try to be innocent

I try to be rough

But I just wanna play

You're my daydream, you know that I've been thinking about you lately

And every time I look at you

I can't explain how I feel insane, I can't get away

You're my daydream, yeah

I faked a smile, but was deeply hurt inside. He was frowning, why was he frowning!?

I decided to cut the song short and skip the bridge, seeing how he lost interest.

And you know, and you know, and you know, and you know,

You're making me insane

And you know, and you know, and you know, and you know,

You're doing it again

And you know, and you know, and you know, and you know,

You're making me insane

And you know, and you know, and you know,

You're doin' it again"

I looked away, "You hate it."

"What!? I love it, Mitchie!"

I looked out the window and starting daydreaming,

"So..exactly how long have you been staring at me?" Shane teased.

Mitchie laughed sarcastically,"Very funny Shane. Should I be telling Miss Gellar about your cockiness?"

His face turned into a mock of horror, "She'd kill me if she knew I was being cocky again! Do you want me to die?"

"Mhmm."

Another look of horror appeared on his face, "Mitchie!"

"Mitchie...-" Shane shook my gently.

"Whaa- Oh.. Sorry."

"Now I see why you wrote a song about daydreaming, Miss Torres."

I smiled, widely. But fakely. He made me make eye contact with him,

"Now if you didn't hear, I said I love it." he said,

I muttered, "No, you love Caitlyn.."

"What?"

"Shane.. That song was about you." I admitted to him,

He sighed with relief, which was really confusing. "About time, Mitch."

"Huh-" I started, but was cut off by his lips softly pressing against mine.

I pulled back, completely in shock. "Mitchie, you're my daydream."

"B-but what about Cai-"

"Sshh.. I'm sure she'll understand." he whispered before he placed his lips on mine.


Hmm.. do you think Caitlyn knew about this whole 'Mitchie loves my so called boyfriend?'

Hahaha, just a little oneshot.

Always & Forever is coming soon to a computer near you.