Here yall go Darsita fans. Finally got it up like promised
I know i have so man y stories going on, I will figure out a updating day for them...I'm proud to say I'm back.
Rosita POV
. Denise words still rang in my head...If we don't wake up and face our fear, before the arrow went through her eye. My fear of being alone was something I have to get over. But how? I'm the last one of my family, every since this has started, I was always with someone. Abraham, Eugene and now this group….never alone. I get up from the bed, head over to the bathroom, start the shower, before I get into the shower, I look in the mirror. Denise was right I am stronger then I think, I have to believe in those words more than ever. I step into the shower letting the hot water hit my body, relaxing my muscles. Deep inside my mind something is telling me to let him fully but i'm afraid too...he has defended me more than once but there's another side of that does not want to let him in because of the fear of being hurt and being alone. I push the thought to the back of my head to enjoy the hot water. Once the water starts turning cold, I turn it off and go out of the shower, and into the bedroom. I dry off and let the towel drop. I go to my dressers to get my bra and panties for the day then to go put on my tan pants and white t-shirt with my brown boots. I put my hair into a ponytail, put my gun into its holster, my knife on the other side, and my pocket knife in my boot. I put my fingerless gloves on and start to head to the Rick and Michonne house.
As I was walking, I get lost in my thoughts once again….am i sure he's the one? His amount of trust in me is crazy this world he knows I could handle it. He didn't like that I would go into someone else's shadow, he wanted me to be my own person. I reach Rick and Michonne house, as climb up the steps I hear tiny feet approach me.
"Titi sita hola" Judith said holding her arms out for me to pick her up, I been teaching her spanish for some time.
"Hola Jud-Jud" I pick her up and go into the house to find the whole family in the house.
As I walked into the livingroom as series of Hey went my way from everyone. Maggie and Aaron in a conversation, Jesus and Tara playing cards with Father Gabriel and Morgan, Carl and Enid are sitting up the dining room table. I go into the kitchen with Judith on my hip to see Michonne and Carol cooking breakfast for the family, with the Ezekiel sitting at island not taking his eyes off of Carol.
"Hey girlies" I said to Michonne and Carol they both looked at me said "hey" then continued to cook breakfast.
"Wheres Rick and Daryl?" I asked not seeing them as I was coming into the room.
"Daryl went to visit Sasha and Rick is upstairs about to come downstairs." Carol said putting bacon on a plate. "Carl come get this plate and put it on the house." Carl comes into the kitchen grabs the plate then he stops and look at me.
"What?" I asked.
"I'm fresher than youuuu haha" Carl randomly tells me.
"Shut up" I laughed and hit him upside his head, he laughs going back into the dining room.
"Rose would you go get Daryl?" Michonne asked cleaning her katana off from cutting the fruit.
"Sure" I told her going towards the back door. "If Rick starts looking for Jud let him know that I have her."
I adjust Judith on my hip and head out the backdoor, to start walking towards our graveyard behind Deanna house. Once I'm there, I see Daryl standing in front of Sasha grave, as I get closer to him I see a tear go down his cheek.
"Daryl" I went up to him putting my hand on his shoulder "Breakfast is almost dinner Mich told me to come grab you"
"I ain't hungry" Daryl hissed at me.
I roll my eyes, and put Judith on the other side of my hip. "Whatcha thinking?" I looked at him, hoping her would tell me.
"Nothin" Daryl responded looking away from my eyes.
"You can't lie to me puto" I told him. Judith starts squirming in my arms, so I put her down, we watch her go over to pick flowers and put them on Sasha grave. She comes back over to us but this time holds her arms out to Daryl, he picks her up holds her tight. She hugs him back….it's quiet for a little bit. I hug him from behind resting my head against his back, I feel his body shaking and then I hear sniffling. I let go of him and turn him around, he's still holding Judith very close to him, I pull him into another hug his head against my shoulder.
"Daryl don't cry everything's gonna be okay lindo" Judith told him causing me to smile.
I feel Daryl nod against my shoulder and tells Judith "Okay I'm done crying."
The two of us move apart with him still holding Judith in his arms. I hold my hands out to take Judith but he holds her tighter not wanting to let go. Judith is usually everyone safe blanket when they are feeling down. The bond between Judith and Daryl goes back before, I was in the group...I know his nickname for her is little asskicker, to Judith Daryl is probably and will always be the cuddly badass teddy bear. As I look at the two, I can't help but think that Daryl would be a great father...protective, teach his kids how to track and how to work a crossbow. I was brought out of my thoughts by a whistling sound, I turned around to see Daryl and Judith walking away. Before I caught up to them, I turned to look at Sasha grave, as I was looking at her grave I felt a bullet case hit my foot. I picked it up and shivered it felt like Sasha was next to me telling me to talk to Daryl...move on. I hold the bullet casing in my hand close to my chest not letting go, I turn to walk in the direction that Daryl and Judith, whispering "I will" before leaving the graves, I put the bullet into my pocket not wanting to lose it. I reach the house to find everyone sitting around the table Daryl sitting in between Carl and Morgan with Judith in his lap.
"Took ya long enough" Rick jokingly said to me I roll my eyes,smack him against the arm,next in between him and Aaron."Since you took so long you can lead us into prayer." We took each other hands and I started to say the pray. Yeah we weren't very religious but we at least wanted to bless our food that we were very thankful to have in this world. Once I as done with the prayer, we all said Amen and started to eat, platters of food being passed from left to right, up and down the table.
I never thought I would make it this far, I never thought that I would have a real family again...even if they were not related to me by blood. Breakfast was crazy and loud as usually...everyone talking over each other. Michonne and Maggie were talking about Baby Rhee,Father Gabriel and Aaron were talking about patrolling schedules, Rick was talking to Carol and Ezekiel about trading foods from the kingdom to alexandria and back. Tara and Jesus along with morgan was talking about Tara new love interest. Carl and Enid were talking around Tara who would every once and in a while get into their conversation. I look over to see Judith feeding Daryl a piece of bacon while telling him a made up story, she then grabs toast to feed to him. I smile at the two of the she really has him wrapped around his finger, I feel a nudge at my shoulder, I see Aaron smirking at me and I blush, feel like I been caught with my hand in the cookie jar.
"Reason why you're blushing ?" Aaron whispering in my ear asking me the question.
"No reason" I told him partly lying.
"Sure, I see the looks you're giving to Daryl with Jud-bug...Don't lie to me, I am the eyes and ears of this place." Aaron told me snapping his fingers causing me to laugh out loudly.
That's when everyone looks at us, we both look at each other and laugh, even more tears falling out of our eyes. We shake our heads trying to tell everyone that it was nothing, they shrug and continue to eat. Ten minutes later, we finished eating everyone goes onto their daily business, Maggie and Tara start to clean up. Michonne grabs a messy Judith, I go into the kitchen taking some plates with me. As I put the plates into the sink, I feel eyes on my back, I think of the ladies, I grip the sink on both sides….then i turn around to see my friends smirking at me.
"So is there something you gotta tell us?" Michonne asked putting Judith on the counter next to me, grabbing a rag wetting it and wiping her face.
"Nope" I quickly said as I start to wash dishes.
Tara comes next to me to help with the dishes "We seen the looks you were giving him during breakfast" She nudges my shoulder and smirks at me.
"There's nothing going on..when did every one become an investigator?" I asked her trying to hid the blush that was slowly creeping onto my face.
"Like my daddy used to me If there's nothing there's bound to be something." Maggie told me putting a hand on my shoulder.
"Rosie Posie whenever you're ready you can tell us." Carol told me wrapping her arms around my waist putting her chin on my other shoulder.
"Okay want the truth." i looked at the ladies then out the back window. I feel they ll come closer to me and smirk to say "There's nothing him and I are just friends nothing me."
I unwrap Carol arms from around my waist, moving around the ladies to go out the back door. As I was leaving the back door, I heard Enid yell "You can't hide forever." I shook my head, I wonder around Alexandria until I saw Daryl go through a hole to the underground tunnels.
I took out my knife and follow him quietly...I stayed a few feet back us crossbow in position to attack any wandering walkers down here. Every twist and turn led us closer to the woods that surrounded Alexandria, that's when a walker came from behind me. I push it up against the wall...I was about to stab it when a arrow hits it on the side of its temple.
"What are you doing following me?" Daryl asked taking the arrow out of the walker head.
"I had it asshole, plus I was making sure you were alright...you still didn't tell me why you were at Sash grave" I told him hoping he could hear the concern in my voice.
"There ain't nothing to tell' Daryl stubbornly told me as we reach the end of the tunnel...he opens the gate, I follow him. "You aint gonna leave me until I tell you?"
"You got the right idea… but who says I'm gonna leave" I told him.
"I can handle myself out here i don't need no babysitter"
"I know and so can I"
For a couple were quiet taking in the scenery the only sound we hear is the crunching of dead leaves under our feet. We catch side glances of each other, I can tell that he's frustrated that I haven't turned around yet but I wasn't gonna let him stay out here by himself. A sense of deja vu hitted me….Michonne and I had to come out to look for Sasha when she lost herself for a while. I don't want that to happen to Daryl….I feel a pull towards to comfort him. In this moment or time he doesn't know that we are the same person, we're both alone. Denise words haunt me almost everyday...I wanna give it a try but I don't want to him to pull away. I also dont wanna get hurt or hurt him...I shake the thoughts out of my head when we reach a huge boulder Daryl sits on it and I stand behind him with my arms crossed across my chest. He was just looking into the distance as he runs his fingers through his hair, he does that when something is bothering him and I can tell something is. We stay like this for a while until he clears his throat tilting his head in a direction telling me to follow him. We go deeper into the woods that's when he finally spoke.
"The reason why I was at Sasha grave was because I do miss my friend she was like my sister, I went there to talk...for some reason I blame myself for her because I should've been in that cell not her." Daryl explained taking an aim at a possum out of angry.
"No the one who should blame thereself is me….I was the only who wanted to go even though i knew it was a suicide mission...I was gonna sacrifice myself but she did it in return. I wanted to rescue Eugene but he was acting like courage the cowardly dog with his tail between his legs." I told him "That night still haunts me...then to see her as a walker coming out of the coffin, I would say she died a hero….she gave us a chance. She wouldn't want his crying over her death."
"Still Rosita if I didnt escape Negan wouldn't have to take anymore of us out...I'm sick and tired of losing family." Daryl angrily told me has a hitted a tree.
I go up to him and hug him, he hugs me back. The possum in one hand and one arm wrapping around me. He holds me tighter "I don't wanna lose you Sita."
I move his head up towards me so that we're looking at each other in the eyes, "You won't...I promise."
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