Hello you beautiful people.
This is my very first english story, I wrote stories before but only two or three- and they were german. I have to admit my english is not the best and neither are my writing skills, sorry for that. But I just love making up stories and I always have that whole thing happening in my head, just writing it down is still difficult for me, but I hope you give it a try anyway
First chapter is just some fluff for the beginning, don't worry, drama is already on it's way.
Disclaimer: Haha funny, in my dreams.
Chapter 1
Even after almost 9 months this whole situation is still unbelievable for him. It's all way too perfect, too perfect to be true. But it's real. Kate Beckett is his now and it doesn't seem like it could ever end between them, he really is sure that she could be his third time charm. Lying curled into his side Kate is sleeping in his bed with a smile on her face. She is happy, he thinks, finally. Every morning he's awake before her, every morning he's watching her for quite a while until she wakes up. In the beginning of their relationship she told him to stop and never do it again when she woke up and saw him staring at her but now it seems to be okay for her, at least she doesn't complain anymore.
Suddenly her lashes start to blink, she's waking up. ''Hello, my dear detective.'' ''Hey Cas.'' She smiles and Castle could see the love in her eyes. She's not said the three words yet but that's not even necessary. He can see that she loves him. He just knows it.
''Seems like we have a day off, hm? What do you want to do?''
'' I don't know, what about staying in bed… all day?'' She comes closer, her face not even one inch in front of his giving him THAT look and he can't do anything but gasp.
''That's a yes, I guess?''
''Hm-hm'', he agrees not able to say anything more because her lips are already on his. They kiss softly but still with passion, he can feel her desire for him and his body is immediately reacting. ''I haven't even really started yet, kitten, but thanks God we've already put our clothes off yesterday.'' She grins and turns on top of him, starting to place kisses down his neck to his stomach. He closes his eyes enjoying her exploring his body. Suddenly he feels her stopping, opening his eyes he finds her looking up at him in satisfaction. And again- THAT grin. Once again, she lowers her head and continues kissing his stomach but this time her kisses are so much slower, it's like she wants to torture him. She puts one kiss after another down his abdomen and with every kiss she's getting slower and slower. ''Damn, Kate, hurry up.'', Castle groans. But Kate just chuckles enjoying seeing him like this. Her next kisses are even more intensive and torturing than the ones before. With every kiss she can feel Castle more hardening under her which drives her crazy. Only seconds later she can't hold it anymore, she places her hips on his and lets him slowly entering her. Kate gasps. Moments like this make her realize that this whole thing is real and not just one of her dreams. They directly find their rhythm and with every move they get more and more aroused. Their moves get faster and harder, sweat is running down their bodies, their eyes dark with lust. Castle feels that he can't endure this any longer and reaches for her hips. With the next move he presses her even closer to him. Groaning Kate throws her head back surprised that that was even possible. They both can't and don't want to control themselves any longer. One last time Castle enters her with all his length and Kate feels like she's exploding inwardly. Even though they have already had many like really, really many rounds like this behind them she's still not used to it. Within seconds their orgasms hit them as hard as never before. At least it feels like that. But actually it always feels like that.
Exhausting Kate rolls off his sweaty body and lies next to him. ''That was nice.'', Castle says still out of breath. ''Just as always.'', Kate answers with a grin. ''Now, take a shower writer boy, you're sweaty.'' ''Why, Beckett? I thought a special someone suggested to spend the whole day in bed…shaking hands. I can't shower after every hand shake, that's totally unnecessary and also it would be a waste of water. Water is a limited resource on this planet and as you know waste of water is a big issue these days. You really want this world to end just because we are…shaking hands a lot?'' ''Fine, then don't shower. But round 2 has to wait, the last one made me hungry, let's get some coffee and something to eat in your kitchen first, ok?'' ''Your wish is my command, detective Beckett.'' He says, climbs out of bed and lifts her over his shoulder.''Stop it Castle, let me down!'' Kate screams in laugher without even trying to fight against him.
He can be so childish but that's what she loves about him the most. Of course he can be serious, too but she likes that 9-year boy so much more. It reminds her of the short time she had with her mom. She was just like him, never ashamed of being childish. When Kate was little, she always played ''School'' with her, of course Kate was the teacher. In that way she usually made her Mom do homework for her. Her mom knew but she didn't say anything because having fun with her daughter seemed so much more important for her then doing boring and senseless first class homework. And even when Kate was already in high school they kept their traditions. Every Wednesday evening they were watching old Disney movies. First Kate chose one, then her mom. She really does miss those times.
''Kate, is everything ok?'' Castle suddenly interrupts her thoughts. He had set her down on one of the kitchen chairs and is standing in front of her now. ''I was just thinking about my mom, she would have loved you.'' She looks up to him with a smile on her face but he could see the sadness in her eyes. ''And I would have loved meeting her.'' He gives her a kiss on the forehead and strokes her hair gently. They stay like this for a moment until Kate moves away from him but now she's deeply looking into his eyes. ''I'm sorry, Castle.'' He doesn't understand and gives her a confused look, ''what do you mean?''
''It's always the same, I'm always ruining everything. One moment everything is perfect and we have fun and I don't think of anything else but you. But then, in the other moment, I'm again that broken girl that can't deal with her past and the moment is completely ruined. This must be so annoying for you. I'm sorry Castle I could totally understand if you…''
''No Kate don't even say that! You are perfect to me, just the way you are. Your past made you to the strong woman you are today, the woman I fell in love with. It's a part of you and you can't just ignore and forget about it. I know that. I just want you to let me help you deal with it, ok?''
''Sometimes I don't understand how I deserve this, how I deserve you.'', she gives him a happy and also really thankful smile. ''Well of course there are a few things you could do for me in return.'' He grins. ''Aha? And what would that be?'' ''I don't know, surprise me, Kate.'' ''Oh, I think there are plenty of things I can do for you.'' She gets off the chair closer to him. She curls her arms around him and wants to kiss him when suddenly her phone rings. ''Let it go to voicemail. It's your free day, Kate.''It was never easy to say no to those blue puppy eyes but she just has to. ''I'm sorry, I just couldn't deal with a case being solved by the boys.'' Castle hesitates for a second but then he agrees, ''Me neither, here.'' He reaches for her phone on the table and hands it to Kate. ''Detective Beckett?'' ….''We will be there in about thirty minutes, don't solve the case without us, you hear me? See you at the crime scene!'' She hangs up. ''Seems like we still have to shower.'' Castle reaches for her hand, ''Wanna join, Detective?''
Hope you will continue reading this story, and a special THANK YOU to my friend Paola, she helped me a lot with this.
I would really appreciate some reviews to improve my english and my writing style, but I won't beg for anything ;)
Next chapter will be uploaded in the next few days, I think. See you then !
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