I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
He was all I wanted. I couldn't stand the fact he wasn't mine anymore. I couldn't stand that one little mistake had ruined everything we had together.
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I had
You're all I had
I remembered that day like it was yesterday. I was yelling at him at the top of my lungs not caring who heard me.
"I can't believe you Kendall!" I screamed. I didn't know what to think. Just a few minutes before, I had walked into the apartment we shared only to see him making out with another girl.
"I swear I didn't do anything Logan! You have to believe me." Kendall was begging, trying to make me see reason but I was blinded by my hurt. I didn't even give him the chance to explain. I told him I never wanted to see him again, and with that he packed his bags and drove off. I was crying at this point, and as Kendall drove off, I saw he was as well, but I didn't care. Kendall brought this on himself. I turned back and slowly walking back into the apartment, ignoring the stares from all our neighbors who had come outside to see what all the yelling and screaming was about.
At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon.
trying to get to You
It had been two years. I found out from that girl that she had kissed him, and he had no interest in her. I knew it was the truth, and I also knew I had just made a huge mistake. I tried calling Kendall but his phone was turned off. Next, I called his mom thinking that's where he must have gone, but she hadn't seen him. Since then, Kendall had just…disappeared. No one ever saw or heard from him.
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too.
Or Am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon?
Every night I would sit by the window in the bedroom we once shared. I could never sleep anymore knowing it was my fault Kendall was gone. I was the reason why his entire family was in pain, the reason we would never grow old together. I had given up on sleeping long ago, and would just stare at the moon until daytime came. The moon gave me comfort. Kendall had told me once that when I missed him, just look at the moon and remember he was on the other side thinking about me too, when he had moved back to Minnesota for a year. I hoped he was still on the other side thinking about me also.
I'm feeling like
I'm famous
The talk of the town
I see people whispering every time I go out into town. Kendall and I were always known around town as a cute pair. Everyone would always smile when they saw us out together. It was no secret that Kendall had disappeared and people correctly guessed that it had to do with our breakup. This was one of the things on my mind as I looked up at the full moon. I hated people staring at me. It was a constant reminder of what happened. Not that I could forget what happened anyway. James and Carlos tried to get me to move on, try dating again, but I couldn't.
They're talking back
At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the moon.
trying to get to You
I tried to reach him a few other times after that. I emailed him several times but I never received a response back.
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too.
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon?
All I could do was hope one day he would forgive me and come back.
'Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon?
Ohoooo...
I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
"I'm sorry Ken..."
