PJ was parnoid. When wasn't he? It was so easy to worry him with a few simple words, and that's what he hated; that control over him. His boyfriend had to live with Phil simply for the internet's sake, giving no consideration for anyone else's needs. He dispised being alone and Dan knew that. But still he left him all on his own, seemingly not caring if he was lonely; each and every damn time he walked out that door.
"Please don't go back. Just spend the night here," PJ begged him, just like every night before this. He knew the answer he was going to receive, yet he still tried.
"I can't, baby, I need to film a video with Phil tomorrow and they'll ask questions," he sighed. PJ swore he was more frustrated with his boyfriend's pathetic whining than he was with the impossible situation they were in like quick sand. Phil of course liked to rub this fact PJ's face every time the two met with a glee only that prat would enjoy, telling him all sorts. Whether it was truth or a wind up, the boy was not sure.
"They always ship you two. Why not us, Dan?"
"I know, I know."
"If we lived together, do you think they would?"
"I don't know! Maybe," Dan said, slightly irritated. "Look, I've gotta go."
"Please can you just stay here? Stay with me, just one night. And I'll never ask again."
"But you will."
PJ stayed silent as he knew Dan was indeed correct. Nothing new there, of course. The other continued, "I wish it was different, honestly I do, but I live with Phil so I have to actually live there or someone will clock on."
"But I love you," was whispered back.
"I know," Dan smiled his cheeky smile and pecked his lips.
He was almost at the door, hand on the knob and ready to pull it open when PJ opened his mouth; he couldn't contain it any longer. Maybe it would make Dan stay? Maybe they could talk about things like they never had?
"I know about Phil."
"No you don't."
PJ didn't think Dan would've slammed the door after him if he hadn't said that. But the poor boy was simply left standing in his hall as the echoes of the door frame rattling danced around his head like stars.
I SHIP IT, OKAY? I CAN FEEL YOU JUDGING ME AND IT HURTSSSSS.
also WAS I UNDER A ROCK WHEN DAN HIT 2 MILLION WTF.
I seem to miss everything. Swag.
So anyway, this is an incredibly long and frustrated AN but I hope you're all enjoying the summer and yeah. :D
