a\n: this is for a challenge by Kore-of-Myth and it's a shuffle challenge, well, I'm doing all my songs with Weasleys and here's the first chapter, my first song on here is…..*drumroll* 18 days by Saving Abel….i don't even listen to this song, great!!!!!

Ginny was dying…mentally. She needed Harry….but she couldn't change what he had chosen…he wanted to keep her safe…and so he left to do so. He left to go finish the mission Dumbledore had left for him, and it was killing her. She tried hard not to rearrange her mind away form him and onto other things…but she couldn't help it…it had already been 18 days without him!

She remembered how she felt when she was around him, her state of mind then. It was breaking her every time she thought of him, she still remembered holding him….18 days ago. She hoped he'd be back soon….that this war would be over and they could be together…all she knew was it was 18 days already…..and she couldn't handle 19….she knew all good things came to ends…but they didn't even have time yet to know if what they had was good or bad. Its been 18 days since she saw his face…and her own…..she couldn't drag herself out of bed….she couldn't hold him….and it hurt her. It was already…..18…days. it was too many days without him, she knew.