I'm Sorry

Dear Doctor,

I'm sorry for leaving you at Bad Wolf Bay I'm sorry for kissing him. Thoughts run through my head when I write. At first I hated you for leaving me with a man I barely knew. Why did you leave? I spent almost 3 years trying to get back. When I saw you on the street I felt joy I hadn't felt in years. I had played this scene so many times in my head but it never ended with you getting shot by a Dalek. I was so scared that you would not regenerate that all my work was for nothing. Or that you would change into someone I didn't even know. Someone who wouldn't care about me. I love you for so much more then your face. I love how you can be a six year old one moment and then ramble on about something scientific the next. When I was with you I felt so safe and I wish I told you that.

The truth is I'm scared. I don't know what to do I mean Peter(You) is so different. He has a different type of anger in his eyes. You said he was born in battle full of blood anger and revenge. I'm scared of the future of what I will have to conquer without your hand in mine. I love you Doctor and I want you to be happy. Thank you for showing me everything and I don't want you to be alone. I wouldn't have missed my time with you for the world.

Love.

Your Rose

A golden light surrounds the letter and a universe away a man in pinstripes reads it worry spreads over his face.