"Edward I'm scared…….what if I don't turn out beautiful? What my ayes aren't golden like yours? What if after I'm changed I don't smell like I used too and you don't love me anymore? What if you stop loving me and then you leave ,me?"

"Bella… Bella stopping biting you nails you are going to be fine, and as far as you not being beautiful well that is just not possible you are already too beautiful for your own good, and no your eyes wont be golden when you are first changed they will be red but we will teach you our ways and you will be able to adapt after a while you will be fine, and don't worry about your sent it will only get stronger when you are changed and it will be a good thing that you will not be as fragile because I don't think I would be able to keep my hands of you if smelled any better, I will NEVER leave you Bella please forgive me for ever making you doubt me, I love more than anything I don't think I could be able to live without you again…."

He bent down and pressed his cold lips on mine and put is hand on the low part of my back, I thought I could take it but I lost control and started to kiss his jaw and down his neck and he finally pushed me away with a little more force than I was used too.

"I'm sorry love but you know the effect you have on me when you do that"

"just trying to see if I could get you to brake your promise…. You stuck in there good boy!!"

I gave him a pat on my head and kiss on his cheek

"is someone mocking the deathly monster?"

"oh come on now I wouldn't really call you a monster"

"oh Bella we have had this conversation before and you always loose!!"

"I know I know"

"are you ready" he asked me all trace of laughter gone from his voice

"I- I -think so" I hope didn't here the sound of fear in my voice I know he wouldn't like it.

He ignored my moment of weakness and started to kiss me with his cooled lips and at first I didn't understand what he was doing until I felt his hand under my shirt resting on the small of my back. I felt the heat rush to my face.

"Edward?" was all I said. It worked he took his hand back, looked at me with that lovely grin on his face.

"I just wanted to see you blush for one last time"

Then he kissed my neck sending chills down my spine and pulled his lips back and sunk his teeth into my neck.

The last thing I saw before I blacked out was his deep red eyes and my blood dripping from his exposed fang… it terrified me.

Well tell me if you like it if you do I will continue if not it will be a one-shot thanks!!

-Megan