Have you ever been so scared in your life that you had no idea what to do? Have you ever been so scared to share your only secret? And so scared because you knew that when you share this people will think the wrong person. They'll think wrongly of the only person who was ever right in your life. Have you ever liked a guy so much in your life that you fought with your friends just so you could get his attention? Then you get him at the end and you kissed. Then he forces himself on you and claims that this is what you wanted, but it's not, it's not what you wanted in the slightest. Then when he's done with you he sits up and you lay there. Tears running down your face as you try to comprehend what just happened. He forces you to drive and makes no remarks to what he's done. You drive to the place where you know the only people who have cared about you are. He walks into the place as you sit in the car for three minutes and look at the door. You muster enough courage and go inside. Only to see those people and him standing there talking and laughing and you leave. He's acting like nothing ever happened. That he never did anything to you. No one noticed you came in and no noticed you left. You drive home and lay in your staring at your ceiling wondering what to do. You lay awake all night asking yourself if you're worth it. Asking you're self what on earth you did to deserve this. You let this thing that happened to you control your life. And then you sit down and write a piece for homework because your teacher is making you for class and then as your writing this you realize that your letting the completely wrong thing control your life. It shouldn't be what he did to you, it should be what you should do. So you share your story to basically a room of strangers and people who you thought were friends. And it's then that you realize that nothing is ever over, but it can always be helped.