Disclaimer: I DON'T OWN IT!!! does this story look like it was written by a professional?? NO? didn't think so...

A/N: Hello. This is my first Story. and im not very good at it. but thats okiedokie! i just want someone to R&R.

CH1: Easier To Run

Kagome couldn't bring herself to get up out of the grass. She was dieing. No doctor could ease her pain. Nobody could. She has to pretend to be happy. Smiles and laughter didn't matter to her any more. Inu Yasha was leaving and there was no way to stopping him.

"The way he told me. It was horrible." She though. "Why did he do that. He said h-he hates me.Does he really want me to die?" By this thought she was in tears."Its all Kikyo's fault! That bitch.. She loves him for what he could be. I love him for what he is.." She almost started screaming at the moment she thought it.

" Kagome-chan!!" a little voice yelped behind her. "Where have you been?" This was the tiny voice of the adorable Shippo. A slight smile wiped across Kagomes face. " You've been gone for 6 hours or more!! AND Inu yasha tried to cook dinner." His face scrunched at the thought. At the mention of inu yasha, Kagome almost cried again. Shippo notice how red Kagomes eyes were. "Are you alright, Kagome?" Shippo asked as quiet as he could.

The words echoed in her head. Was she alright? She didnt anserw. She finaly brought herself to get up. The pain of walking closer to the one she loved was unbareable. " Maybe i should go Shippo.." Kagome whispered, unsure. "Theres no use for me here. Inu Yasha has Kikyo and everyone's happy." "I won't be." said shippo boldly, putting his tiny fists on his waist. Kagome giggled slightly. " Well i won't either" She thought to herself. The rest of the walk was silent.

They came back to tiny camp like area they had set up the night before, were Kaede and Sango sat eating. "kaede, please tell me you made food while I was gone" said Kagome, a fake smile on her face. Kaede smiled brightly back. "Of corse dear" Kaede said as she handed Kagome a bowl of ramen noodles. "okay, thank you." said Kagome bubbly. Inu Yasha and Miriku ran over the hill. Kagomes heart sank. "i can't stay here I have to go!" Kagome said sharply. She ran off. "Kagome!! KAGOME!!" Sango yelled after her. "Whats wrong with the wench this time?" said Inu Yasha, "If its her butt again...." Shippo glared at inu yasha. He could see what was going on.

Kagome just kept running. No place in mind. She just ran. suddenly, Cold. She could sense the Shikon No Tama coming close. "Could it be..?" she said to hersef. Some thing that sends shivers up and down your spine. "Naraku...." But it wasn't, It was Kagura. "Where is inu yasha?" She said. "Hes the one i want." Kagome started to run again.

" Its easier to run,

Replacing this pain

with something numb

its so much easier to go,

then face all this pain

here all alone"

She wanted to go home. But she didn't know where home was anymore. back with her mother? No. she couldn't stand the shame of rejected. With Inu Yasha? No. "One word"she thought;Kikyo. Where does she go now? should she give up and let Kagura kill her? No, She didn't want to die that way. " All I want to do is be rid of this pain."