Amanda why did you have to go?

I know that all those horrible people did the unspeakable.

I know that you had no friends.

But you had me.

You had your blood and flesh.

Your little sister.

It's like you forgot that while you were going through hell, so was I.

You were not the only one that bullied.

You were not the only one that cuts.

You were not the only one that made a mistake.

And you are not the one that was supposed to die.

I know that all those people said you deserved it.

But their so wrong!

They never even knew you!

If they were real friends, they would have stuck by your side.

Through it all.

Like I did.

Some people are angry at you for it.

Some people still hate you.

Some people say you are a coward for doing this.

All these people are judgmental.

They judged you and made you feel bad.

Now your gone.

They didn't just take away you when they committed suicide.

They took you away when that man messages you.

We should have told someone about it.

Mom.

Dad.

Anyone!

Maybe if we did then you would still be here.

The. Maybe you would be standing next to me right now.

I know that Mom and Dad will be devastated but I can't take it anymore.

It was me who convinced you to come with me to that friends house,

It was me who convinced you to talk to that man.

and it was me who told you everything would be okay if you gave that guy one little look at your bare breasts.

All because of that your gone.

And I have no one.

No one who really understands what it's like.

They might hate me for this.

They might judge me for this.

They might admire me for this.

But it's my choice, and I know it's not the cowards way out.

Knowing that you would be letting so many people down, and knowing g that in your faith that you would do the ultimate sin because of it.

That is not the cowards way out.

That is brave.

When Dad gets home from work he'll probably look for me, search the neighborhood.

Mom will come home and find the key to my room.

When they get in there they will find a piece of paper.

And it will say:

'I've lost the greatest thing in my life because of my own mistake, I hope you don't hate me. But I've gone to be with Amanda 3'

My name is Abigail Todd.

I am seventeen years old, a year younger than my sister Amanda Todd.

And now, thanks to all you haters, my sister is gone.

And now, so am I.

'Suicide isn't cowardly. I'll tell you what's cowardly: Treating people so bad they want to end their lives.' Andy 'Sixx' Biersack

Author's note: I made this after I say the original Amanda Todd video and I went to the comments. A guy that's called Tom Sutton is trash talking and hating Amanda and that made me angry, I made this so maybe some people will understand what kind of effect it may have.

Also, please note that I made Abigail Todd up.

I don't believe Amanda Todd had a sister.