Amy's POV
Today was the day. I'm getting married to Ben, legally. My parents finally said yes. It isn't going to be a big wedding, I really don't want to have many people and because the baby is almost coming. Ben is a good guy, it's the right thing, but something is holding me back, but I just don't know what. I really love Ben, especially because he was and still is there for me. But am I not to young, are my parents maybe right? Should I really get marry. I still don't know Ben really, I just know him like 2 months or something. Argg..I want all this doubt to go away, I want to be happy, have a happy family. Trying to be with Ben. I still don't know if Ricky is going to be invulve or is he going to run away. I just can't trust him, well that's what everyone is telling me, but something tells me I can. I can trust Ricky. Maybe, maybe I care about him, but just in a special way, he's the father of my baby, that makes him exclusive. I'm still thinking about those words that Ricky said to me on the phone "If Ben and Adrian wasn't around, do you think we'll have a shot on a relationship?" I know I hurt him with those words I said back to him, that I can't trust him, that he never would be faithfull to me. Why? Why is Ricky special to me. I know, Ricky isn't a trust person, he will sleep around, he's not going to be with me forever, Ben is. Ben is so much better, but at some point, I really don't see it, I only see Ricky, his beautiful hair and his eyes. His lips, that she kissed at bandcamp, she would never forget that. I heard someone calling my name, oh it was my mom, asking me if I was ready. Of course I had to say that I'm ready, that I want to marry Ben, it's the right thing to do, and I have to. In my white dress I walked to the kitchen where my mom was making herself ready for the little wedding. "Let's go Amy!" said my mother. I followed her to the car and we drived to the little cute church.
Ricky's POV
Today was a big day, a big day for Amy and Ben, not for me. Will I ever get married? I'm wearing a black suite, I'm going to the wedding, to support Amy, Amy and Ben. But something is holding me back, I don't want to go, because I don't support them I think. I don't think they should get married. I don't want Amy with Ben, I want her with…. Why am I thinking this? She was just a girl at bandcamp, not special, only that she's having my baby. Why in the hell is suddenly a band geek important to me?
Ben's POV
Finally, the big day. I really want to marry her, but not only because I love her, also I think because then Ricky won't be invulved with the baby, with Amy. Then we're going to be a family, me, Amy and the baby. Now Ricky won't steal Amy from me. Someone is calling me, I pick up the phone. "Hello" "Hi, Ben" "Grace?" "Yeah that's me" I hear her crying. "What's wrong" I asked. "Jack…Jack, he slept again with Adrian, we broke up, but I feel terrible Ben!" "Ohmygosh, Grace, I'm here for you". "Can I please come over, I need someone to talk to, it won't be long, please?" Should I say yes, you know, she's really said and I don't want her to be. "Yes, of course, we're friends, aren't we? That's what friends for!" I just needed to say that, I didn't want to disoppoint her. Grace was the first girl I had a crush on, when she walked down the hallway, her beautiful blond hair. I knew Jack wasn't a good boyfriend. But..what will happen with Amy? Maybe know finally, I can try to have a relationship with Grace, the goddess. I hate it, before the phone call everything was okay, but know I have so many doubts.
Amy's POV
I was making myself ready in the church. My mother helped me, until someone knocked on the door. My mom said come in, I said to my mother "How do you know who it is? Don't let someone in if you don't know who it is, maybe it's a stranger or something." "It's fine Amy, don't be so stressed." Said my mom to me. The door slowly opened. I saw a head coming out of it, and then I saw him, I saw Ricky. Ricky asked me if he could talked to me, of course I said yes. My mom left the room and there I was, alone with Ricky.
Ricky's POV
I just needed to go to Amy, I knew where she was. She was making herself ready in that church, I don't know the name anymore, it isn't important, but what is, is Amy, for some reason. I just knocked on the door and saw her in a beautful dress and of course her pretty face. She really was beautiful.
Amy's POV
"Please, don't get married with Ben" Said Ricky with his beautiful vurnable eyes. "What is this, Ricky? Why are you saying that to me? What's going on?" I asked him, I really didn't know. Does he still have feelings for me or is it just because he's jalous or something. "Amy, I know, I'm not the great guy, but please give me a chance, because you never gave me. I will try to be a family with you, I will try to do my best. Ben isn't your type, I already told you that." "But you are?" I asked him, a little iritating. I know I didn't gave him a chance, but I just wanted to let him try harder, try harder to get me. "I know I'm not, but even you know, I'm better then Ben. You never thinked of us? Me, You and the baby, a cute little family." "Of course I have, but.." "But what" asked Ricky curious. "It doesn't matter anymore, but even when I get married to Ben, you still will get invulved with the baby, I will make sure of that." "I know Amy, I know. And I know I hurt you, but even the guys who are good inside are also going to do something bad. It won't be the first time." "I know Ricky, I even know that you aren't a bad guy, just a guy who has different interestings, a different life, a different way to get over his past. But non of this matters, because I have to marry Ben, I don't have a choice." "You do, goodbye Amy." Said Ricky and he just walked away.
Ben's POV
There was she, the beautiful lady, who stoled my heart. She came to me and I hugged her. "It's going to be fine, I promise you." "Thanks Ben, thanks for being so nice." Said Grace. "Any girl would be death lucky to have you as a boyfriend." "No, you as a girlfriend" I said to her. "Well, Jack wasn't death lucky" She cried. "Well some guys are just idiots." I comfort her, we had a really great confersation and even the last 10minutes Grace was smiling. She was a special one, but I have to marry Amy, I can't say no right know, why does this happends to me?
