I have had this on my mind for awhile and now wish for you lovely readers to see what happens when you mix pixie sticks and Yaoi together. It makes pretty colors.

He isn't what everyone thinks. He is like a wild animal trapped in a cage begging to be let go. I love watching him. He once told me that I was the only one he trusted at the orphanage. I wasn't listening, just nodded and played my game. I was on level 23 and wanted to make it to the next one quickly.

"Matt you idiot you'll die with a game in your hands one day," He told me.

Mello was my first and last love. That's sad if you think about it long enough. Ha, ha, ha, man did life suck for us or what? I remember how he tasted of chocolate every time we kissed. I love sweets because of him.

Near is L, now isn't that something. I was never one to get sappy and here I am typing on a dumb computer how I was and still am. Man does fate have it out for me?

I love him though and never regret telling him so. We will go down in a blaze of glory I just know it.

He still looks like a caged animal and he is starting to get impatient I can tell. He's looking at me now and I'm getting that familiar feeling I always get when he looks at me. Better stop now before this computer gets knocked to the ground.

Matt logged off his laptop and placed it on the table in front of him. Mello was giving him a look that said he knew what Matt had just thought.

"Mello what's got you so railed up?" he ask putting a cigarette in his mouth.

He lit it and smiled his goofy smile and Mello bit into his candy bar.

"I want you to kiss me Matt," Mello said getting close to Matt's face.

"What? You on a sugar rush again?" Matt saw pain in his lover's eyes. What happened today that made Mello act so out of character?

"I went to see him again. He is still the same, that bastard. I hate him."

Near that's what it was. Mello always got this way when ever Near was concerned and he used Matt to vent.

Matt took out his cigarette and put it in the ashtray. He turned his head away from the other man and blow out a stream of smoke. He turned back and Mello closed the distance between them. The kiss was heated and their tongues clashed together in a battle over who would be dominant. Mello won, he always won.

Matt let his lover ravish his mouth and felt the blonde's hand go to his pants. He gasped when Mello unbuttoned his jeans. Matt also worked on the others leather clad body. Oh how sweet the kiss tasted. God if he died tonight it would be worth it just to taste Mello's kiss.

It was an odd thought but one thought came to Matt as they shifted from the chair to the floor of their hide out. If Mello hadn't went to see Near they would have went to bed in their different rooms.

'Thanks Near, you make this angel in devil's clothing come to me.' His thought was interrupted as Mello covered his length with his hot mouth. Mello had talent with that wicked tongue of his. Matt could only moan and buck his hips in pleasure. He moaned loudly and felt close to his climax and came in Mello's mouth. The other swallowed every last drop and pulled away licking his lips.

"My favorite treat. So much sweeter than chocolate."

They kissed once more and Mello entered his lover who screamed out his name. Each gasping breath leaving him and making him hard once more. He moaned Mello's name moving with his lover. Matt was in heaven and with every thrust from Mello brought him closer and closer to a second climax. God never would let them be together and hell was scared of Mello's wrath so here on earth they would stay and that would be good enough for them.

Matt's caged animal and Mello's sweet candy.