For You I Will…
"Wandering the streets, in a world underneath it all nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet As what I can't have"
Today was it. I was going to tell her how I felt. I was wonder the streets of Forks and I was underneath it all. Underneath my sorrow, my fear, my thoughts. I just thought about how forbidden she is. Nothing tastes as sweet as what I can't have.
"Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair round your finger"
I came up behind her at the library. The one person that I shouldn't have was sitting in front of me, twisting her hair around her finger.
"Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you What I feel about you."
It was getting late and now or never. Tonight was the night. Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you what I feel…
"I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have and cannon ball into the water"
I took in a deep breath as if I were about to jump into the water. For what I had to say tonight, I had mustered every ounce of confidence I had…
"I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have For you I will, For you I will"
I kept going through the whole scenario in my head. This was really taking all of the confidence I had. I just kept telling myself though 'for you I will…'
"Forgive me if I st-stutter From all of the clutter in my head Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes Like a water bed"
I tapped her shoulder.
"Bella, forgive me if I st-stutter right now." There was a lot of clutter and distractions in my head right now.
I looked deep into her chocolate depths. I could just so easily fall asleep in them.
"Do I seem familiar, I've crossed you in hallways a thousand times, no more camouflage I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall."
"Do you know me? We've crossed each other a thousand times in the hallways." I had started. There was no camoulflaging myself now. And, when I thought about it… now, I wanted to be exposed. I don't want to be afraid to fall. I already had.
"If I could dim the lights in the mall And create a mood I would, Shout out your name so it echoes in every room, yeah"
"Bella, let me just… say what I have to say, alright? If I could dim all the lights and create a mood, if I could shout your name so it echoed in every room… I would."
"That's what I'd do, That's what I'd do To get through to you"
"If that's what it'd take to get through you… to get to you…"
"You always want what you can't have But I've got to try I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have For you I will"
"Well… you see, people always want what they can't have but… I'm going to try. I've mustered up every last ounce of confidence I have because for you I will. Bella, I love you."
I finally got it out. I told her I loved her. I know she was dating Jacob right now but I went right out, sort of, and told her.
She stood from where she sat and started at me for a moment. I stared back. She then kissed me with all of the force in her body.
"Oh, Edward." She said when we broke apart.
"But…"
"Edward, for you I will." She smiled and blushed. I guess she didn't care about Jacob after all.
FOR YOU I WILL…
