A/N Hey this is based on breaking dawn sorta… And this is Bella's POV just so you're not confused.
Sun Rise
By Isabel VanDinter
"Bye Bella," Then Edward was out of the door. I had noticed Edward hunting a lot. He had just hunted last week, and now he's hunting again. Something's wrong with him, and I need to talk to him about it. I had been a vampire for about 2 years now; Renesmee was 2 years old now, all though she looked like she was 3 or 4. Losing my train of thought when Jacob walked in with Nessie.
"Mom," she screamed and jumped out of Jacob arms and ran over to me. "Hey honey, how are you? Did you have fun with Jacob?" she stretched her arms up, asking for me to pick her up; I did. She touched my face and I saw her whole day flash threw my mind. Her and Jacob went down to La Push and went to the beach. They got lunch then… I froze in horror.
Nessie had seen Jacob phase into a wolf and attack Paul. "JACOB! How could you? Right in front of her!" I screamed "She will probably have nightmares because of you…" I didn't finish. "Bella im sorry me and Paul got into a argument and I lost control, it will never happen again." I felt Nessie put her hand back to my face finishing the scene.
A growl ripped threw my teeth, as I saw the last part of the scene play in my head. Jacob had hit Renesmee and she went flying across the gravel road. I set Nessie down in her play pen. "HOW DARE YOU!!! You hit my daughter because you phased to close to her, YOU HIT HER!!!" I about spit the words at Jacob! "You STUPID MUTT! GET OUT OF MY HOUSE NOW! BEFORE I BEAT THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF YOU!!" "Bella, it was an accident she didn't get hurt and that's all that matters right." "WRONG! Even if she didn't get hurt, it's the fact that you couldn't control your self around her, Jake I don't trust you anymore, you're not aloud to be alone with Nessie anymore without my super vision." I roared.
"What that's totally unfair! Just because I slipped once doesn't mean it will happen again." "Wrong again, that's that second time you have slipped, remember you phased to close to me when I was a human still, you broke 3 of my ribs and sprained my arm." I retorted "Bella that's not fair you know that was accident." He said loudly. "Jake calm down, im just worried ok I just don't you to do something you will regret." I said trying to calm him down.
"I know Bella and I do feel really bad about what happened today, do you forgive me?" he asked and smiled and he knew I would forgive him when he did that. "Oh fine, I forgive you but if it ever happens again I swear I will hurt you so bad…" I didn't finish my threat. I knew he got the point. "Hey where's Edward?" he asked breaking the silence. "Um he went hunting again." I said "Oh wow he's been hunting a lot," when he said that I had remembered I hadn't hunted in about 2 weeks. "Hey Jake could you stay here with Nessie I have to go hunt, it's been a while since I hunted and um well…" he knew what I meant. "Yeah sure, go kill a mountain lion for me." he said playfully.
"K I will try, bye Nessie I will be right back." Then I was out the door, running into the forest. "Edward, ware are you?" I said knowing he would be able to here me if he was hunting close by. I stopped running and listened to see if I could hear him. All I heard was the heart beats of deer and the water running in the creek. I began to run again, I was going to go run everywhere till I felt my throat burn. I went and killed 2 deer. Getting some blood on me, I needed to work on not being so messy. After that went running around the forest.
"Edward!" I yelled a little louder this time. I had just about searched the whole forest when I heard him come. I began to run over to where he was. "Edward where have you been I have been looking for all over." I said as I reached him
"Oh I went hunting up in the mountains. Sorry I wanted to get a bear." He said. I went over to him and hugged him and kissed him I slid my tongue into his mouth. I pulled away as soon as I tasted him mouth. "What the hell Edward you taste like a… a human." I knew what humans tasted like. I remembered back to my blurry human memories. I thought about me and Jacob when we kissed.
"Bella I can explain…" he said quietly. "Fine explain!" I said boorishly. "Well I um actually went to a book store; you know I was looking for a new book to read. And I ran into someone from school. She went crazy and pounced on me, and kissed me before I knew it she slid her tongue into my mouth, as soon as she did this I pushed her away." He was still avoiding my eyes. I pushed his face up so I could see his eyes, he looked me right in the eyes and I couldn't see any emotion in his eyes.
"Fine I believe you, but make sure it never happens again." He started to wrap his arms around me, I pushed away, and he looked confused. "What's wrong love?" he asked his voice sounding like an angels. "Well um im still a little mad that you actually let that girl get that far with you." "Im sorry Bella really, it will never happen again I promise forgive me, I guess I thought it was you when you were still human." "Fine I forgive you but im still mad."
After I said this he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close to him and slid his tongue into my mouth, I did the same and I moved my hands up to his hair. After a minute of this we pulled away. "Still mad at me?" he asked. "No, im not" he wasn't playing fair. After this we raced home and he won as usual.
I walked in the door first, 2 seconds later Edward growled very loud. "What's wrong?" I asked right away. "Bella go grab Nessie so I don't hurt her." He asked me. I did as he said. Once I was back at his side he started to talk. "Jacob you idiotic MONGRULE!" Edward roared. As soon as he said this I knew what he was talking about. He had read jakes mind and saw what happened with Nessie.
"Edward im sorry really I already talked about this with Bella, really im truly sorry it's been eating me up inside, I feel horrible." Jacob said I could hear the pain in his voice. "Honey please leave him alone he feels bad enough, just give him a-" Edward cut me off. "Damnit Bella! Why don't you ever support me about this kind of stuff, when it involves Jacob you always take his side and act like its ok!" Edward screamed the words at me. "I don't always take his side, I was talking and saying that I had talked to him about this already trust me I was going to rip his head when Nessie told me that happened." I retorted back.
"I don't care Bella, it's just the fact that you were supporting him and not Me." he said. I felt pain rip threw me, like it was slowly cutting threw my chest. "Edward please-" I couldn't find the words to talk. "Bella please save it, I don't want to hear it. Im leaving, I don't know when I will be back." "Please don't do this please Edward I-Im sorry, don't leave me you promised me you would never leave me again, and are you going to break that promise?" I said.
Pain was shooting threw my whole body. If I were still human I would have been sobbing like a water fall. "Bella… I just need sometime away, please I think we need to be apart from each other just for a while, so I can think threw this." HE said the words and then he kissed Nessie on the cheek then me on the cheek and he was out of the door.
"Wait…" the word slipped out of my mouth. I put Nessie down in her play pen, and went over and sat next to Jake on the couch. He put is giant arm around me and held me close. I just ignored how bad he smelled; it felt nice to have Jacob hold me, it had been so long since he had done this. I thought back to my old human memories, when I was in love Jacob and he was in love with. I remembered when we he kissed me in the clearing before the big fight with Victoria and the newborns. It was such a passionate kiss, I loved it maybe I should kiss Jacob to see if Im still in love- stop it Bella you love Edward!
Losing my thought with Jacob talking. "Bella are you ok?" He asked. I looked up and saw worry in his big brown eyes. "Yeah I think so, did you know you have always been here for me when Edward has left me." I said "I guess I have haven't I," he said with a proud voice as if he was a superhero or something. "Yep, you're the best Jake!" As I said this I could hear his heartbeat increase. I hugged him and moved into his lap. His heartbeat was like a hammer in his chest I looked up at him, his eyes burned into mine, He smiled and I nestled my head in his chest. My nose cringed at the smell but I just ignored it and continued to sit in Jacobs's arms.
"Jake can I ask you something?" I said breaking the silence. "Yeah sure anything" "Do you still… love me?" I asked a little nervous. "Yes of course, I have always loved you and always will but Im not in love with anymore." He said the words and I was shocked how much they hurt me. sdfj
