Until I die

I Thought I could handle this

Believed I could move on

But now I'm doubting my strength

Why did I think I was strong?

I can't stand seeing you

And it hurts to feel your touch

Yet at the same time

I want to hold you so much

I know this is totally wrong

And we could never ever be

But I miss you more each day

I'm just wondering if you miss me

Each day is getting harder

And I'm pleading for a change

Yet nothing is looking remotely different

Everything, sadly, is staying the same

I fear that my love for you

Will stay with the beat of my heart

I'm so afraid that until the day I die

I will love you with every single part

By Grace

Authors note: I love this poem so please review