Flying Free, without you I wouldn't be who I am today.

Sambuca Kelly- A small diary entry she wrote before she sadly passed away.

Dear diary,

I have a feeling that today will be my last, something inside me is telling me today's the day to go. Fly away be free. At least I won't be suffering anymore from the pain and hurt. The thing is other people will be suffering instead, Mum, Finn, Denzil, Lauren, Tom, Prince... everyone. I just hope they can find it in their heart to accept the fact that I'll be going soon and won't be returning. I want them to keep in their minds that one day we'll meet again. I don't know when, I don't know how but one day in heaven I'll meet them again.

Mum- I don't know what I would do without you, you've been so strong recently. Usually it's me that would have to care for you, but you've really been here for me. Your the best mum I could ever ask for no matter what happened in the past. I've always loved you and always will. I just hope you feel the same way about me, I hope you think of me everyday I know for a fact I will think about you no matter what. I am grateful for the time I spent with you, grateful for the memories. Please mum be strong for just a little while longer. I'll always be your princess and you'll always be my inspiration no matter what. You brought me into this world, and without you I wouldn't of had the amazing life I had. I love you and I always will.

Finn- Finn, when I first met you... You were a right cocky one! But that's just because I didn't realize that in fact deep down inside your a lovely, warm and kind person. I just wish I had realized that sooner so we could have spent more amazing times together like today in Blackpool. I couldn't ask for a better time. Thank you Finn, I love you with all my heart. When I've gone, and whenever you're missing me just look down and hold the ring I gave you and just possibly I will be doing the same thing. You'll have a great life Finn, feel free to love again. Just never forget me, I hope we meet again. Once more I would like to say Thank you for saving Denzil. You're my hero and I shall always be your princess charming-I love you.

Denzil- I remember when I first set eyes on my new baby brother! You were so small and vulnerable and from the moment I first saw you I've not stopped caring. I know you think I nagged you all them times but that was just my way of caring. When the times I've needed you the most you've always been here for me. But now I won't be here for you well not in person. Stay strong little brother, I love you.

Tom- You're the father figure in my life and today made me realize that. Through the hard times with my mum you were always their. Josh is lucky to have such an amazing dad! I mean it, you've been their where none else would dare to go. I can't thank you enough. Tom Clarkson the best teacher in the world! Tom Clarkson the best father figure anyone could ever ask for. I love you.

I'm grateful for the 16 years I spent of this earth, I'm also grateful that I met such amazing people and that I had such a wonderful family. Without the people I love I wouldn't be who I am. Whenever your sad or missing me just think I'll be flying, flying free. In heaven I hope. Goodbye to everyone, and I hope we meet again one day.

Don't forget me-Sambuca Kelly,xxx