So I got this idea today and I really liked it so I wrote it while it was in my head. So here is the first chapter of "It Will Rain". I hope you guys and gals will enjoy it cause I know I enjoyed writing this chapter.

Please review and enjoy while you read.


Ch. 1: Afraid of Something

I can't stand waiting in here. I want to be a doctor so badly it hurts sometimes but I know that I have to wait until I graduate. If I even survive until then. Outside the rain patters gently against the ceiling, the ground, and windows. Everything under the dark sky getting wetter and wetter and event though I'm not outside and haven't been outside in a day, I'm still wet from my own rain. It's been a few days and I haven't moved from here because I'm afraid that at any point the doctor will come out and find that I'm not here. I would be inside the room with the person I love but I can't bear to see him like this, and I know he wouldn't want me, or anyone, to see him like this. I stand and walk to the window and gaze out at the people that are scurrying to not get wet before turning to the people that have umbrella's. As I watched in envy at the happy people outside I feel worse. Then I feel at tap on my shoulders and I tear around with fresh tears dripping down my cheeks and jaw.

"About James... He's-"


My happy day's started this year towards the beginning of the year. I had admired James from across the room, after all we were from two completely different worlds. He was a theater performer and I was that "meat head" jock. Well technically, James was a performer period but he just did so much in theater, especially in musical's and for the first time I was glad I had a sister. I probably would have never known he existed if it weren't for her. Katie, my sister, has a friend who's older brother was also in the play. Anyways her friend asked Katie to go with her and since she can't drive yet, I got stuck being her driver. 'Well why didn't you stay in the car.' Maybe it's because I was kind of curious about what goes on outside of hockey and other jockly things. So there we sat watching as person after person came into the play as they did there own rendition of the book, "The Scarlet Letter". At first I was like, 'is this even school appropriate?' but then I got over it because BAM! there was James. Dimmesdale was his role and thankfully he had a lot of lines and things that he had to do and I was captivated as he pledged his love to. Hester was it? And her daughter Pearl. The whole time I kept putting myself in 'Hester's' place as they confessed their love after seven years of suffering. I hoped that I wouldn't have to wait seven years to confess my love and decided to make a move the next day. Time was ticking and junior years was speeding away before I could even register what was happening.


I walked around the school looking for James since I had no lead on where he could be what's so ever. I sighed and gave up on it for now and walked back to the front of the school where Carlos was waiting for me by the tree we usually meet at.

Carlos was my super hyper, super childish, best friend. He was amazing in so many ways it wasn't even funny. If I was ever injured he was there for me knowing how to make me feel better with his "remedies of magicalness" as he called them. Of course whenever I was sad he knew how to make me laugh and was kind enough to not make me feel pressured into telling him what was a matter with me even though you could tell it was killing him inside, which only made me tell him and as soon as I did, once more BAM!, it was like fireworks or the sun exploding or something and his smile would just burst and blind anyone within ten yards or who didn't have sunglasses. Okay so that's an overstatement but he really did get suuuuuper happy. But the thing that made him my best friend is because he knew I was gay and was perfectly fine with it, even keeping it from other people even though he hardly kept secrets, he kept this one under look and key or wherever Carlos' keep things hidden. Probably somewhere below corn dogs and puppy dogs.

"KENDALLLLLL!" Carlos whined once I came into his view, "Why are you so late!"

I got tackle hugged and I spun him around as I caught my balance from the shorter Latino. I laughed and set him down watching him smile like an idiot, an idiot that hasn't seen me in years.

"I was doing something for a teacher." I lied, hoping Carlos wouldn't notice.

"That's cool your so nice~" Carlos sang as he threw his arm around me and we walked back talking about how his date with one of the Jennifer's went last night.

I slightly ignored him once the brunette passed us. My eyes following him as he climbed up the stairs to get to the doors. I watched as he was met by some other brunette who also threw his arms around James. I watched jealously as the two laughed and smiled and walked into the school together.

"Then I got a kiss!" Carlos screamed into my ear.

"NO WAY! Dude! That's great!" I exclaimed honestly happy that he got a kiss. Not that it was his first but a kiss from any of the Jennifer's is like taking a rocket to the moon in social affairs.

I turned around when Carlos didn't say anything, seeing that he was pouting and giving me puppy dog eyes. "What were you looking at?" he questioned sad that I wasn't giving him my undivided attention. There was the child in Carlos.

"Uh I thought I saw someone I knew go into the school that's all sorry 'los." I lied once more. Two lies in a row to Carlos. I was doomed to eternal damnation.

"It's okay~" he smiled again, "was it who you thought it was?"

"Uh yeah it was actually. Do you mind if I go speak to them real quick? You won't get lost all on your own right *mijo?" I teased before getting punched in the arm.

"Shut up! Your not allowed to go to my house anymore Kendork! Get out of here!" Carlos said sticking his tongue out before laughing and walking away.

'Man I love that kid!' I thought as I ran up the stairs and opened the door holding it open for this girl that walked out. I went into the door and looked down the hallway looking for any signs of James. 'Nope none...' I walked through the halls turning after hearing a locker slam shut. Thinking that it was weird for someone to be using their locker this morning I followed the sound and found James leaning against a locker wearing black skinny jeans that hugged him amazingly and a black leather jacket. He was talking to the kid he was earlier and they shut up as I walked up to them. From there I noticed that James was wearing a green v neck that reminded me of Christmas. 'All I want for Christmas is you~' I sang as I got closer. Now that I was closer to them I noticed that they had stopped talking and were watching me as I got closer. That's when I got nervous.

"Uh. Good morning." I said failing to come up with something better to say.

"Good morning?" the shorter brunette, James' friend, said cautiously.

I looked at him hoping I didn't look at him dirty because if I was going to get closer to James I would have to play nice with his friend's too. Then I noticed that they were wearing something similar except the friend didn't have a leather jacket, it was just a black hoodie that matched his skinny jeans.

"Can I borrow your friend for a little bit?" I asked kindly as I turned to James.

"Why?" Logan asked.

I sighed in my head. Curse him an his question. "I just need to talk to him reallllly quickly." I said trying not to be hostile to him.

James finally said something since his arrival. "It's fine Logan. The bell's about to ring anyways so I'll meet you up at lunch?" he asked, his voice sounding more like an angels up close.

"Yeah that's fine. See ya later James. And you Kendall." he said before taking off to his first period.

"How does he know my name?" I asked turning to James who just rolled his eyes and sighed.

"I wonder? Your not like the schools hockey hero or anything." he stated with another eye roll. "There isn't a person in the school that doesn't know you Kendall..."

"Oh..." was all I managed to say before James got to business.

"So what do you want?" he asked not bothering to make friendly talk.

I thought about my answer regretting ever coming to talk to James. "Uh I came to talk to you about the play last night." I instantly regretted saying that.

James flinched at the mention of the play and leaned against the locker a bit more. "Are you here to pick on me about it like all the other a-hole jocks?" James spit at me.

"What? N-No I wouldn't do that! Carlos would kill me!" I stated quickly, "I just wanted to say you were really good out there."

With that James calmed down and slowly eased off the locker as he let out a breathe that he was holding in.

"Oh alright. U-uh thanks... I think?" he blushed making him look so much cuter. "Wait. Why were YOU there?"

"My sister's friend's brother was in it. Uh his last names Brooks?" Kendall said trying to think of his name.

"Oh you mean Ivan Brooks. Yeah okay. That still doesn't explain why you were there," James teased a smirk forming on his face, his eyes sparkling with mischief.

"Ivan's sister invited my sister, Katie to go watch it and since she isn't legal to drive a car and we live to far for her to walk I brought her and stayed to watch the show." I explained as thoroughly as I could trying not to admit it was to see what non-jocks did with their time.

"Oh neat. How did Katie like it?" James asked then obviously happy that the topic was about him.

"She said it was sad but really good." Kendall answered.

"Cool-" DING DONG. "Oh well there's the bell... see you around sometime." James said before walking away.

"Bye James!" I yelled after him before turning to head to my first period.


So I felt like writing something different from my others. Sorry about the beginning and I hope it didn't confuse anyone. Just in case the first part is pretty much the ending of the whole story. The second part is just how Kendall first saw James even though it was from afar. Finally the last part was the first day that they met. The story is going to be over the span of about half a year maybe? Not sure yet but I'll try not to babble and drag on and actually get the story line out quickly without getting confused.

Also the chapter names will hopefully all be lyrics from the song by Bruno Mars. If I can't get a chapter after it I'll come up with something or another.

ANYWAYS!

Thanks for reading though and please review~