Julie:

Seeing that one person you love with all your heart walking away from you is like a thousand knives colliding with your body, momentarily making you numb to any feeling but grief. I love him. He is everything i could ever ask for, everything anyone can ever ask for. He is perfect, well he was made to be perfect, but regardless he is perfection at its finest. All i could focus on was Edward's retreating figure. I slowy turned away, afraid to watch him leave me for good. I just felt so numb, so broken. I took a shaky breath and turned to face his family with an award winning smile, i doubt it would do much i'm pretty sure Jasper could tell how i was feeling. I made eye contact with every single one of them as their facade slipped.

"Alice, will you take me home." I could only muster a whisper.

She grabbed my elbow and gently led me away. A sudden rush of piano music ran through the house and i stood not making a sound. I couldn't handle it anymore. I fell to my knees and sobbed. I must've looked pathetic, i knew i looked pathetic. I don't care anymore. Never again. I felt a hand on my shoulder, i stiffened. I relaxed when i saw it was only Jasper.

"How about i take you home?"

If anyone understood it would be Jasper. I let myself be held as he rushed me into his car before i broke down again.

"I'm not going to ask you how you're feeling because i can feel what you're feeling and honestly how are you still sane..."

"I don't think you even need your gift to see how i'm feeling jazz."

He frowed slightly at me.

"What happened today Jules?"

I shrugged not really in the mood to talk.

"Alice told me what was going to happen but i'd like to hear it from your point of view."

i shrugged again.

"Jules..."

He pleaded for me to say something.

"He still loves you.."

"Jasper stop, i don't want to hear it." my voice was hoarse and dry.

"I could feel it. He loves you so much."

"STOP."

silence.

"Jasper just take me home, please" he sighed and nodded.

We arrived at my house shortly. I shouldn't be upset with Jasper he was only trying to help.

"Jazz, I know you're only trying to help, but i don't want or need your help. What happened today is between Edward and I. I'll see you at school. Goodbye."

I shut the door before he had a chance to say anything and rushed into my house. I kept up my facade long enough. I just want to take a hot bath and crawl inbetween my sheets.

Edward:

"Alice, will you take me home."

She barely whispered but i heard her loud and clear. Oh how could i do this to my Julie. I needed to play piano, my thoughts were a corrupt mess. As if my body had a mind of it's own it started playing a haunting melody, each and every note filled with despair and sadness, i only started feeling worse when i heard her break down not even 10 feet away from me. It took eveything i had to not run to her and sweep her in my arms promising that everything would be okay and that i would make the pain go away.

Edward how could you? Especially to Julie, she is your mate why can't you accept that.

Jasper sounded to disappointed and i'm sure the rest of my family would give me an earful later.

"How about i take you home?" Thank you Jasper.

They left. She left. How could i let her leave? Forgive me Julie.