This is my first fanfic ever and it probably sucks and my spelling and grammar probably suck to. Sorry for that, but I didn't wanted to write my story in Swedish since I'd like everyone who wants to read it be able to. So here it is! Only one chapter, I may write another if you like it. It's about the Gilmore Girls, mostly about Rory and what would have happen if Rory got back with Logan and also become a bad girl. I should also tell you that it's been a while since I saw the serie so some things I may have made up, I'm not sure. Well, hope you enjoy it... Take care//Helen.
What if Rory broke up with Logan, but later regretted her decision? What would happen then?
A year after Rory Gilmore had graduated from Yale she came home to Stars Hollow, after working a year abroad developing her skills in journalism. Rory was pretty excited about coming home to the states and seeing her mom and all the other people in Stars Hollow, and of course Richard and Emily Gilmore, her grandparents.
Rory drove up to her moms little house and parked her car and before she opened the trunk to get all of her stuff she looked at the house.
Ah exactly the same as before, she thought. Home sweet home. For now her mothers house would be her home, but she really wanted to have a place of her own. She needed to feel like a grown up, taking care of her self.
- Mom! She shouted as she opened the front door. I'm back! Did you miss me?
No one answered.
She must be home, Rory thought. The front door wasn't locked.
- Mom! She yelled. Where are you?
Then she heard sounds that sounded a lot like giggling so she ran upstairs.
- Welcome home! Lorelai Gilmore, her mom shouted and gave her a big hug. I have surely missed ya!
- Hey mom, Rory smiled. I have missed you to.
After dinner which of course was take-out as usual, this day it was pizza, Rory took her luggage to her old room. She switch the lights on and sighed. She knew it was still standing there, her mom could have not known that it should have been removed and hidden in a closet somewhere. Rory felt a little ache in her heart and sighed again and then she went the few steps from the door to her desk and there it was, the rocket Logan gave her when they were still together, over a year ago and before she broke his heart and said no to marrying him.
Did I really do the right thing? She thought. Maybe I should call him, but what if he doesn't want to talk to me?
Rory looked at the clock by her bedside table and realised it was nine o'clock and not at all to late for her to give Logan a call, that is if she dared to. She shut her bedroom door and started to dial the numbers on her cell, it was kind of sad that she still remembered his number.
- Hello?
Oh my god it was Logan! Just hearing his voice made her legs tremble and she had to sit down on her bed.
- Hi, she begun but then realised she didn't know what to say next.
- Rory? Logan asked. Is it you?
- Um... I'm afraid so.
- Weird you're calling at this hour or even at all. I guess you're back in the states then?
- I'm at my moms. I just wanted to call you, it ended pretty badly between us.
- Yeah I heard, Logan said shortly making Rory feel a twitch in her stomach.
- So I wondered if you sort of wanted to meet somewhere?
- Why? Why do you even call me more than a year later after our brake-up when you didn't bother to contact me at all this year or even last year? Why should I even talk to you, if you don't remember you broke my heart, Ace.
He used his old nickname of her. Rory felt tears starting to dwell up in her eyes.
- I'm sorry, she said. But I do want to see you.
- Maybe I don't want to see you. It was probably for the best anyway that you didn't call or anything after causing me so much pain. Have a nice life, Ace.
He hung up and Rory started to cry.
Lorelai knocked on her daughters door and then slowly opened it.
- Hun what's wrong? She said and sat down by Rorys bed.
- Nothing. Just leave me alone okay?
- Are you sure? But you now where I am if you want to talk.
- Mm, Rory mumbled.
Lorelai left her room.
It was eight o'clock in the morning when Rory woke up the next day. Her eyes were all red after crying for hours last night and the little make up she had worn was all smeared out in her face.
- Fuck.
It wasn't like her at all to curse like that, but what else would she do? Her best friend were out touring with her band and Rory didn't even know how to contact her. It wasn't like she had a number to reach her by and there was probably no use trying to e-mail her. It was summer, she was unemployed and she had no one accept her mom to talk to.
Rory got up from her bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower and after that she was going to eat breakfast and then get dressed.
There was a note on the kitchen table from her mom saying that she was at work and that she could stop by if she wanted to.
After getting dressed she decided to call Logan again, since it really went all that good last time she tried. No matter what she was going to say all the stuff she wanted to tell him and not chicken out like last time.
- Logan, he answered sounding sort of annoyed. Did he know it was her number?
- Hey it's me, Rory said and then started to talk without pausing. I'm sorry, please don't hang up on me, just listen to what I have to say and then hung up if that is what you want. I have thought a lot about you since our brake-up, about us and about whether I did right by turning you down and I... Fuck, she said and then bit her lip remembering she didn't curse, I love you Logan. I love you so damn much, and I'm so sorry that I hurt you. I...um I really regret my decision, I wish I could go back in time and fix things and then I wouldn't have left, I would have said yes to you...
Rory stopped talking, not knowing what to say next and hoping that he had listened to her.
- Rory, Logan finally said. It's fine really, everything that has happened was for the best. You shouldn't regret anything, you did what you wanted to do.
- What the fuck Logan? Rory suddenly blurted out. Why are you acting this way, just fucking see me okay? Please.
- Are you sure of that you're really Rory Gilmore? Logan said. What's up with all the cursing?
- Give me your address and I'll stop by.
- Fine.
Logan gave her the address and she wrote it down.
Rory put some make-up on before getting in to her car.
What's up with me? She thought. It's like I don't even know myself anymore. With all the cursing lately and the sudden urge to be a bad girl. And why did I call Logan? I do love him, but throwing myself at him like that?
Before driving to Logan's Rory parked her car and went to pick some things up.
- Rory?
She looked up from searching for some cans from the bottom shelf and rise up.
- Hey, she said looking at her old high school sweetheart. Dean. What's up?
Dean raised his eyebrows staring at her.
- What has happened with you?
- What?
She knew she didn't dress like before and the fact that she wore more make-up nowadays was different about her but what was his problem? So what if she had some jeans with a low cut waist and a tight top showing a bit of her belly button which she had pierced last fall.
- You look so different...
- Yeah so what?
She didn't know why she was being so sassy, but if felt nice.
- Well I got to go now, I just needed to buy some drugs from a dealer but since he's not around I guess I'll do that some other time.
Dean stared at her and she laughed.
- No, I'm not taking anything, just wanted to see the look on your face when telling you such stuff. Maybe I´ll see you around?
- Yeah, I just moved back home after finishing school so I´ll be around.
- See you then.
Rory put the rest of the stuff she needed in her shopping basket and then went to pay for it.
Rory bit her nail waiting for Logan to open the front door, that wasn't like her either biting her thumbnail like that.
- Hi, Logan said.
- Hey, may I come inside?
- Okay.
He stepped aside and Rory went in to the hall.
- So..., Logan started.
- Here I am, Rory said. One year older and well people say I look a bit different.
- Yeah you do. But you do look good, Ace. Not that you didn't before.
- I love you, she blurted out and looked at him.
- You came all this way to tell me that you love me?
- No, I came all this way to get you back.
She didn't know where all her sudden confidence came from, maybe it was a part of the "new" Rory?
- Is that so? He smirked.
- Yeah. Fuck everything, all I want now is you.
- Really?
Rory got a bit closer to him and then kissed him.
- Do I want to know what you have been up to kissing like a bad girl?
- No. How do a bad girl kiss? Rory smiled at him.
- Her kisses makes the guy almost come in his pants, that's how.
- Really? How does she fuck then?
- I don't know yet...
- Maybe you will.
Rory's cell started to rang an she sighed and picked it up.
- What?
- It's your grandmother, where are you at this moment?
- Somewhere, anywhere don't really know.
Logan raised his eyebrows and took a firm grip of her butt.
- Who is this and where is my lovely granddaughter?
- It is me grandma. I just don't have time with you right now, why don't you bother someone else?
And then Rory hung up.
- Did you just hung up on Emily? Logan asked.
- Yes, I have better things to do than wasting my time on her. I told you, nothing can keep me away from you.
- I'm starting to see that. Ace?
- Yeah?
- I do love you to.
Rory smiled and kissed him making him gasping for air.
Later on laying in Logan's bed Rory wondered who this girl really was? But why should she care, she got her boyfriend back and for now that was all that mattered.
- I could lay her forever, she said with her head resting on Logan's chest.
- It feels like it's all a dream, if I pinch myself will you go away then?
- Try cause I'm not going anywhere unless you want me to.
- I got you right were I want you, back in my arms.
- It almost feels like I never left, Rory smiled and he placed a kiss on her hair.
For a couple of minutes they said nothing.
- Did you mean it? Logan asked breaking the silence.
- Did I meant what?
- That you want to marry me.
- Yes. So if you got that ring somewhere you may put it on me if you'd like to.
She couldn't help but blush a little.
- Not now, I'll wait until the right moment comes along. But Ace for now, would you move back in with me?
- Sure.
- It still feels like a dream, Logan said and Rory turned around and kissed him making sure of that he felt that it wasn't.
