Cpov

He was doing it again, the thought of him pulling away yet again after everything:

Valentine

Lilith

Sebastian

It made me want to pull my hair out, And now were just back to the secrets. He was gone when I looked for him and when I wouldn't look for him he'd text saying he went on a routine checkup of dumort or the police station or even saying there was a demon! He was lying yet again and avoiding me, we hadn't seen each other in what seemed like forever. We had been together for exactly 4 years the week after and he hadn't even brought it up, he always brought it up? Why was this time different?, I was interrupted in mid thought by my little sister, melody amatis garroway, she was so tinny, her long, dark brown curls around her pale freckled face, she had artist hands like me and mum, ruby red lips and bright green eyes, she was amazing to draw and paint, or at least she would be if she sat still "clary! Clary!" The 3 year old jumped up and down in delight "what's up Mel?" She shook her head and dragged me out the room "woooow Mel hold on where are we going!?"

I heard my sister laugh then squeal "uncle si si! And aunt izzy!" I rolled my eyes and opened the door to my favourite people at the moment "hay simo-" I was cut off by melody running at them both full speed making there hands fall away from each other as they stumbled back, I looked at them they were both smiling then I saw simon mouth the words "little werewolf" I silently laughed and shook my head "guys you can come in or you could stay there either way I'm ordering pizza for diner" simon hurried in "m'lady ordering pizza so kindly so" he bowed to me making me laugh "only if thou help'eth with the sibling horror dearest knight in shadow armour" Simon was in his now usual shadow hunter clothes, black te-shirt, leather jacket, black jeans and sneakers that were all simon but now of corse he had his marks and he had to wear his glasses again (no more vampire vision), on his hand glittered the leaf shape golden ring I had given back to him when he remembered everything clearly (he really did love reliving his romance with Isabelle in his head again, I could tell) "I have no idea" Isabelle trailed off "at least speak something easy, like maybe Latin or greek" me and simon looked at each other than grinned "so thou think'eth Latin or Greek could challenge the grace of old English?" She looked baffled so I joined looking at her trying not to smile "sir simon I do say thou maiden is baffled beyond comprehension and I must remember to place'eth a suggestion box in the institute so all thou brave shadow knights may know the language of Shakespeare, not to is just pure blasphemy" Isabelle sat there looking irritated while melody looked quite amused, simon walked over and kissed the top of izzy's head "were just kidding izzy were just ordering pizza and picking on Latin" he kissed her head again making her smile, I looked away at there intermit moment instantly feeling the empty hole in my heart that was always filled with jace next to me! I grabbed my phone when I finished ordering the pizza I started scrolling up and down my contact list looking for the name "hottest man on earth" Jace had stole my phone a while back and changed a few things like his name and Simons to "fang club drop out" I hadn't been able to change them, they were to cute, I found jace's number and texted