It was wonderful at the beginning there was love, passion, happiness, and then we decided to get married at the age of 17 and 19 it was working well living at my dads house, until he passed away because of cancer a month after my 18th birthday, now both of my parents were lost because of cancer and at the most I might have it to and now living with no family at all. Now I'm 19 years-old and my husband just turned 21 his name is Sesshomaru. It's been about 1 year since my dad passed and Sesshomaru became an alcoholic, and a druggie. Only I didn't find out till about 2 months ago. Now all that I have left is the house, the car, the money in the bank, all my parents left to there two children and one being………me…………..

5 months later……..

Sesshomaru: Baby please hurry………………..come on I had to leave 5 minutes ago do you want me to get this job or not?
Me: Babe! Chill it's not for another 45 minutes……..

I was looking for the car keys as Sesshomaru sits on the front porch smoking, we kept the rule of not smoking in the house since he already drank all the time in here and that alone was hard to get the smell out of the house.

Me: Found them!
Sesshomaru: Where were they?
Me: In your pants!

Sesshomaru: Ok can we go now!

Me: Yeah ok let's go!

He walked to the car as I rushed to turn it on, talk about someone that wants to get somewhere in a hurry he took his sweet time getting in and bulking up.

Me: You're gonna get it baby I know you are.

Sesshomaru: Yeah I know……

He was going to go to an interview for Ruby Tuesday but I don't know if he was gonna get what he wanted…………..bartender.

Sesshomaru: I know I can make bartender!

See I told you, it's been nothing but bartending since he wanted to get this job four days ago.

Me: What ever you want babe.

He took my Hand and held it, I liked it when he done just the littlest romantic things and I knew he done it for one reason for the need of wanting kids from me but I'm still not ready since my dad died, I was still not wanting kids for I havn't even got to college yet.

Sesshomaru: We can finally pay some bills now instead of using up that money.

Me: Yeah…..

My cell went of to "Life ain't always beautiful" By Gary Allan.

Me: Hello?
Miroku: Hey! What up?

Me: Hey! Nothing I'm taking Sesshomaru to his interview. How about you?
Miroku: Really! He needs to get it this time! I'm sitting at home with some old friends and I was hoping you would come by and see us.

Me: Who's us?
Miroku passed around the phone and I could here a lot of voices saying me! And Me! And Me! And you can't leave out me!

Me: OK that helps out with nothing. Come on who is over there?
Miroku: Come by and see you havn't took time away from the real world since he passed.

Miroku knew I hated hearing people say my dad so he just said since he passed or when he died.

Me: Ok I'll see if it's ok with Sesshomaru first then I'll get back to you ok?

Miroku: Ok! See you soon!
Me: Hopefully………Bye

Miroku: Bye

I turned of my cell and by then Sesshomaru had this look on his face that read "you ain't going no where tonight!"

Me: Baby can I go see some old friends you can call me when you get done with the interview………….since they said it'll take up to an hour anyway because first you have to take a test if you want to be bartender anyway.

Sesshomaru: No baby I want you to be there with me.

Me: Baby I havn't done anything since daddy died, its always been job to job to job or you, you, you……………..please baby...

He thought for a moment but I was getting restless.

Sesshomaru: Ok…………….I'll call you when it's over.

I pulled into Ruby Tuesdays and let him out the car he kiss me on my check and I wish him good luck and he walked slowly in as I drove off I called Miroku back to tell him that I was on my way and he said to come on. He was only two miles from Ruby Tuesday's anyway I pulled into the road and I could see three cars lined up on in the drive way and on the grass I parked onto the grass and I could already tell who was here. I walked into the house and everyone ran up to me and I was hugging and crying to see my old friends.

Kirara: Kikyo!

I began to cry just hearing her voice come from her she was the first one I hugged then Miroku.

Miroku: Now see aren't you glad you came.

Me: Yes!

Kirara whipped a tear from my eyes, she was one of my closets and dearest friends since middle school and she was brides maid in my wedding and she always there when no one else was, we cried as Sango came up to me and all I could do was cry I havn't seen here since we graduated.

Sango: I'm so happy to see you!
Me: Me too!
Me and her both were crying and laughing and hugging and crying more, we knew each other since middle school too and we've seen the worst and best of each other. Then I saw short brown hair and I knew who it was, Inuyasha.

He let me cry as he held me in his arms I havn't seen him since he changed schools, Inuyasha was one of my best friends and an old boyfriend but most of all he was my best friend and we never talked after graduation on the phone since then but we always called and helped each other out and he was Sesshomaru's best friend too, he was the best man at our wedding and gave us the best toast at the wedding too and he carried my father when he died.

Inuyasha: Hey Sexy!

Me: Hey Hottie!

That was our nicknames for each other since high school.

Inuyasha: Last time I saw you were at my graduation I finally have those pictures at ya'lls graduation and mine.

We stepped away from the door and sat outside around Miroku's glass table and we drank and laughed about old memories until we got to the future.

Miroku: So what is going to happen now? I now I'm going back to work part-time and I'm going to college here.

Me: I'm going to try to go to college and work but you know how Sesshomaru is.

Inuyasha: Sesshomaru don't like the fact that women work yeah we all heard about that in the last nine billion years.

We all lightly laughed.

Inuyasha: Well I'm going to work here till I leave for a college far away from here.

Miroku: Well we could room-mate but I don't think my parents can handle anyone else gosh I want to move out of here.

Sango: I'm moving hopefully somewhere close so and going to college and when I don't have class but two days a week so……

Kirara: I'm living with my parents and going to college but I want to find somewhere else to live.

Inuyasha: Ok looks like we all need to find some help with the living problem……

Me: You could crash at my house we have a spear bed room I'm sure Sesshomaru won't mind since ya'll are really good friends.

Inuyasha: Like brothers me and him.

Kirara: Why isn't Sesshomaru here anyway?
Me: He had to go to an interview.

Sango passed around to all the girls another Strawberry daiquiri and boys Bud light.

Sango: What does he want to be?
I said in a sorrow voice: A bar tender.

Inuyasha: Sounds like someone don't like that……..

He pointed to me while drinking his beer and I flipped his beer at more of an arch until he jumped forward.

Inuyasha: ok I that came out wrong!
Me: Thank you!

Kirara: Why not did you find out something or what?
Me: No I just don't like that fact that he wants to be a bar tender and nothing is going to stop him at that.

I was picking at the wrapping on the bottle I had while Miroku changed the subject for me.

Miroku: Ok well Sango what do you want to go to college for?

Sango: You know that dumb ass….

Miroku: Still becoming a home nurse takes a lot don't it.

Sango: Not until you start working I guess I don't know I havn't been there yet.

Miroku: Well I think someone has had too much to drink.

Me: Yeah I need to stop if I want to drive.

Inuyasha: How many have you had?
Me: One and then this one. But I doubt I'll get to two by the time………

Just then my cell rang I knew who it was.

Me: Hey babe………..ready?

Sesshomaru coughed first before he came to saying anything: Yeah come on and get me.

Me: Hey I have a question……

Sesshomaru: Yeah what?
Me: Can we have some of my closest friends come stay with us for a while………….Just for the night?

Sesshomaru got quite and I knew he wasn't thinking he was smoking another cigarette. I put my head on Sango's shoulder, everyone looked at me.

Sesshomaru: Yeah ok……….when you coming to get me?
Me: Now…

Sesshomaru: Ok……… (Click)

He hung up on me and I knew he was mad about something.

Me: OK where's your stuff?
Inuyasha: can we stay?
Me: Yep we have to go though.

Miroku: We'll can we will get everyone's stuff and you and Inuyasha and go ahead.

Me: Yeah come on Inuyasha let's go.

We done our goodbyes for now and we went to Miroku's car got his stuff put it in my car and we left.

Inuyasha: You didn't tell him that you loved him?

Me: So…………

Inuyasha: You should always say that to the one you love.

Me: He hung up on me before I could ok?

Inuyasha: What's going on Sexy?

Me: Let's just say with you here there will be A LOT less arguing.

Inuyasha clapped: I'm helping.

I laughed as he stared at me as we pulled into Ruby Tuesday's and there was Sesshomaru and Inuyasha got out the car and they shook hands and hugged, then got back in the car as Sesshomaru put another cigarette in his month.

Me: Thanks Sesshomaru for letting everyone stay the night.

Sesshomaru left out this deep breathe blow and I knew he was pissed.

Sesshomaru: Sure, Kikyo I don't care I really just wanted to go home and go to bed without noise or anything but ok I'll stay up with loud noise and everything!

Me: Baby, We'll be in the back yard our room is by the front door you won't hear a thing you can go to sleep I promise.

Sesshomaru looked out the window and then he talked on his phone for a minute then got off.

Sesshomaru: You know what just bring them over I'll go with some friends.

Me: Baby I wanted you to see them again…………..

Sesshomaru: If I seen them once then I don't need to see them.

Me: Ok whatever I don't want to start anything with you.

I looked in the rear view mirror and Inuyasha's month was wide open like what happened to ya'll!

We got home I showed Inuyasha to his room and helped him unpack a little then went into my room and there was Sesshomaru just now getting off the phone then he got up and went to the bathroom to brush his teeth.

Me: Where are you going?
Sesshomaru: I told you I'm going out with some friends?
Me: To do what?
Sesshomaru: Kikyo! DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT!

Me: Fine GO!

I walked out the room and sat on the couch and cried until Inuyasha came out his room and I whipped my tears as he sat beside me.

Inuyasha: I heard……….

Me: It was a simple question he asks me all those same questions and I tell him without making a scene, I'm sorry Inuyasha you shouldn't have had to see that.

Inuyasha: Don't worry about it Sexy………

Me: Ok Hottie.

He gave me a hug and a kiss and the cheek then he walked into the kitchen then leaned back into the living room.

Inuyasha: You have a lot of beer!

Me: O0o sorry you have to excuse that…..

Inuyasha: Can I have one?
Me: Ask Sesshomaru…

Inuyasha: Hey SESSHOMARU!
Sesshomaru: Yeah!

Inuyasha: CAN I HAVE A BEER?

Sesshomaru: HAVE AS MANY AS YOU WANT!
Sesshomaru walked into the kitchen and got a beer then looked at me and walked outside.

Sesshomaru: Kikyo can you come here please…

Me: Once I call Miroku to see where they are at……..

Inuyasha: That's ok I'll do it.

He winked at me and I smile then I got up and walked outside and Sesshomaru was sitting in the swing me and my dad put up before he died and I walked over and sat down. Sesshomaru held my Hand but I pulled it from his Hands.

Me: Sesshomaru I really don't want to talk to you since you want to be a dick and all………so please just get your friends and go since your old ones don't count and the ones that were in our wedding along with that.

Sesshomaru: Baby will you just listen just one second!

Me: No I'm not you won't answer my simple question and I'm not going to listen to yours no I'm sorry no………….just stay out here and I will go back to the couch ok…….

Sesshomaru: KIKYO JUST LISTEN!

Me: NO...don't cause a scene just ok because I know what's going on with you! DON'T PLAY!
Sesshomaru looked at me in the saddest way and I walked back in and went into the refrigerator and got out the ice cream we had and slammed it on the table while Inuyasha just now got off the phone.

Inuyasha: They said they are on there way.

Me: Ok……………that's good.

Sesshomaru walked in and took another beer from the refrigerator.

Inuyasha: Think you had enough since your going out and all?
Sesshomaru: nope man you know…………….can't get enough so don't stop till you have it all.

Me: Then, you're dead 6 feet in the ground because of alcohol poison.

Sesshomaru: Ok Kikyo what ever you know that won't happen to me.

Me: Well you drink enough too……….

I looked down at the ice cream

Sesshomaru: Yeah and keep eating ice cream and you might end up fat and alone, and then you can join me in the ground 6 feet under.

I put the ice cream back in the refrigerator and walked into my room to get ready to have some fun for once but I had to have sat in the bathroom and cried my eyes out because of what I said to Sesshomaru and what we argued over and what he said. I put on a pink tank-top and a pair of blue jeans and brushed my hair and then put on some make-up then walked out and found Sesshomaru on our bed sleeping. I walked over and kissed him and he woke up.

Sesshomaru: I'm not going anywhere tonight they called and told me they ain't going so I'm not going I'm just going to go to bed, ok, I love you and I'm sorry for what I said and making a scene and everything I'm so sorry Baby I love you and I shouldn't have done that.

He kissed me and it tasted like beer, the worst taste I ever tasted, and then I smile gently hiding the yucky taste in my moth.

Me: I'm sorry for everything, I love you so much.

He laid his head back down on the pillow and I kissed him and the cheek and then walked out the room as I shut the door then I made the worst face in the world and Inuyasha busted out laughing.

Inuyasha: What happened to you!

He still continued to laugh as I tried to find something else to wash the taste out with I finally found something, water from the sink.

Me: EW! I hate that taste!

Inuyasha: What taste?

I pointed at his beer bottle as I drank some more water but because water has no taste it only made it worse so then I went into the fridge and there was can Dr.Peppers behind all the bottles of beer.

I drank a can in under a minute and Inuyasha still sat there and laughed. I took another one and sat on the other end of the table.

Inuyasha: you know Sexy, since I been here in town I thought about only one person…….

Me: Who?

Inuyasha looked at the floor: Never mind that person has moved on anyway.

I leaned in: Oooo an old girlfriend, huh?

Inuyasha: Yes and I don't want to talk about it?

Inuyasha put his drink into the trash and then Miroku walked into the house.

Me: Hey GUYS! We have to go out side since Sesshomaru is asleep.

Miroku: gosh this house hasn't changed……..

Sango: You still can see where I and you wrote our names.

She looked at the door where she and I wrote our names and felt the carved letters with her fingers.

Sango: I thought by now it would have faded but nope I was wrong.

They came and sat at the table all together and we sat and talked for a while just at the table drinking soda, beer, what ever.

Miroku: Ok now let's play a game.

He took out 5 strawberry daiquiris' and passed them around to everyone then sat back down.

Ok we are each going to say something that you think that all off us have done but the point is to not get to the bottom of the drink….

We all nodded and then Miroku started.

Miroku: Have you had sex today.

Nobody took a drink.

Kirara: If you ever fell from a tree that was more than 20 feet high.

I took a drink, along with Inuyasha, and Sango.

Inuyasha: Ok now if you ever party a whole week straight no sleep just drinking and partying.

We all took a drink.

Me: Have you ever played stripe poker and had everything off….

Miroku, Inuyasha, and Sango all took a drink.

Kirara: When was this!

Sango: We had done it with each other only someone else was playing, I think it was ummmm one of Miroku's girlfriends.

Miroku: Ok back to the game please.

It was Sango's turn and she thought for a moment.

Sango: Have you ever got in a car wreck BUT you were driving a friend's car.

Inuyasha took a drink.

Miroku: Yeah with my car and with me in it!
Inuyasha: Hey a paid for you to get a new car since you know that one you know.

We all laughed and for the first time I felt right since the day my father died everything just went out of placed and then it was me dragging everything on my shoulders including Sesshomaru. We stopped the game after about 9 minutes later and went outside where we turned on the music and Inuyasha and I were dancing while Sango and Kirara danced on Miroku. I never felt this way toward Inuyasha since we went out and I never felt this way with a different guy. Inuyasha was everything a girl needed he has the money, defiantly the looks, the personality, and even a complete gentlemen as much as possible unless his sick. After dancing us all sat on the back steps then Sesshomaru walked out to join us.

Sesshomaru sat beside me and put his arm around me: Hey guys what's up?

They all said nothing at the same time it seemed that the energy that we all had went away when he joined us.

Sesshomaru: Well I just wanted to see how everything was going I'm going back to bed.

He got up and then went away and then out of the blue we all just started to laugh for no reason. We continued to drink and dance and laugh until we started to cry. Then we all went into the fence yard and fell into the middle of the grass. We all just looked at the stars lying head to head with me and Inuyasha on the opposite side of Sango, Miroku, and Kirara.

Miroku: I never thought we would be doing this again.

Sango: That's right we done this at your 17 birthday party, that was awesome.

Inuyasha: I'm glad your dad let us pour all that water on you! That was funny as CRAP! In the middle of the winter too!
Kirara: Your dad was the best dad anyone could have ever wanted you know that don't you Kikyo?

Me: Yep…………………………..he was and my mom.

Sango: We can't forget your mom she was the one that would throw teen parties all the time no matter what! It was every 3 weeks we would all be back here partying with some other friends. But she always had us five always we were always together.

Me: Yep………….

Inuyasha: I hope well be able to do this again.

Inuyasha knew I didn't like talking about my parents since they died ever since my moms funeral I didn't like how my dad would play it off just like she was here still for about a month and I had to stay at someone else's house most of the time because of it or I would lock myself in my room as soon as I got home when my dad would say honey will you get me a drink or honey can you come here for a minute, I have to tell you something.

Miroku: I hope so I love it when I get two beautiful girls on me dancing! I feel like a pimp!

Sango and Kirara laughed and then Sango turn over on her stomach.

Miroku: What I'm for real!

Everyone busted out laughing.

Miroku: I want to dance now please come on my two lovely dancers.

Sango, Miroku, and Kirara got up and Miroku turned on the stereo and began to dance but now me and Inuyasha where sitting on the grass watching them.

Inuyasha: Hey Kikyo……..

I looked at him and I knew he was about to tell me something important since he didn't say sexy.

Me: What Inuyasha?

Inuyasha looked down at the ground and then looked at me as I continued to look at him.

Inuyasha: Are you happy with Sesshomaru for real I mean since ya'll get together and got married?

I sat back with my arms holding me up: I don't know all I know is that he has changed since the day we said I do………….right now no I'm not happy I have all this weight on me and he don't help, I'm lucky he is actually getting a job which he will be using for his beer and party nights this is the first night he didn't go out since………….you know………..and this is the first night we didn't get into a huge fight and the first night I felt right in such a very long time.

By this time I was back up and looking at everyone else dancing.

Inuyasha: Well let's not let it stop then come on.

He smiled and pulled me up and the cd went to my favorite love song "crazy" by KC & JoJo. He took me by the hand and we went up to the porch and took my heads and put them around his neck then he took his arms around my waste and by the middle of the song I had no idea that Miroku, Sango, and Kirara sat down and just sat and watched us as we turned slowly looking into each others eyes deeply and the only thing that went through my head was what went wrong with me and him, when we were going out? Why didn't I marry him? Why can't a feel this way toward Sesshomaru like I do him? Gosh he looks so cute staring at me like that just looking straight into my eyes no where else………I wish………..I wish………..

By that time the song ended and while everyone clapped Inuyasha got closer to me but I sniped out of it and looked over and saw them sitting down clapping as the next song came on. Then we all went into the living room and talked more and watched a movie and by that time Sango was asleep in Miroku's arms on the love seat covered up, by the second movie, Kirara was out on the chair that was laid all the way back leaving me and Inuyasha talking and watching the third movie and we fell asleep on the couch together laying down together Inuyasha on one end and me on the other. We didn't wake up till 2 the next morning and Sesshomaru left a post-it on my forehead saying to call him on his cell when I got up.

Next day………..

Miroku: Can't move…………..

Sango: I don't think I want to or I'm going to the bathroom to throw up……….

Kirara: WOW! That was an awesome night! So have to do that again!

Inuyasha: I think I have to pee really badly!

Me: You know where the bathroom is.

Miroku began to laugh: Ok don't move that post-it on your head what ever you do!

I kept my eyes closed then finally removed the post it and put a pillow over my head to go back to sleep. But unfortunately Sesshomaru walked in through the door.

Sesshomaru: Kikyo why didn't you call me?
I rose from the pillow slowly: Babe I just woke up………

Miroku: Really and now I have to find the bathroom sorry Sango but your gonna have to excuse me.

Sango: No you were keeping me warm!

She pulled Miroku back and the unthinkable happened Miroku kissed her!

Inuyasha: …………………….Oh my god!

Kirara: Did that really happen?

Me: I never would have thought!
Sesshomaru: KIKYO OUTSIDE NOW!

I looked at him and got up and stumbled outside and sat on the porch steps as Sesshomaru took a cigarette and began to smoke it.

Sesshomaru: You just woke up huh! Baby you were on the couch with Inuyasha!

Me: SESSHOMARU! He was on the other end of the couch!

Sesshomaru: I DON"T CARE! You danced with him too!

I shook my head: Sesshomaru if you can't trust me then I don't think this is going to work out at all!

I got up and walked into the house and I could hear someone throw up and it was Miroku! I walked as fast as I could to the bathroom and there was Sango already there helping him not fall into the toilet as he threw up. I wet a cloth and he was running a fever.

Miroku: I'll be ok I just don't need to move to far from this toilet it always happens to me after I drank a lot.

Kirara: Hey Kagome where are the medicine pills he could take some.

Me: I don't think that is a good idea since the alcohol it's out of him yet and his running a fever so he might throw it back up.

Kirara came to the bathroom with some pills for Sango, me and her. And came with the thermometer. We took his temperature and it was 100.4.

Kirara: Yeah I'm not giving you pills just so you'll through it back up. Miroku took to the toilet again throwing up again.

Sesshomaru: Kikyo baby I don't feel good.

Me: Sesshomaru! Miroku is throwing up ok! You're just jealous right now! So shut up and just take the car and call one of your friends since you're always gone any way!

Sesshomaru looked at me through the bathroom door and everyone saw him give me this mean look.

Sesshomaru: What ever…………I'LL BE BACK WHEN I'M BACK!

I mumbled: Hopefully never……..

He slapped the door shut and then everyone looked at me.

Me: Miroku let's check your temp. Again ok?

Sango: I'm sorry but I never saw ya'll act like that before……….EVER! What is going on Kagome?

I took a deep breath as Kirara sat on the edge of the tub and Inuyasha join us at the door I sat on the bathroom floor and looked down holding by my tears as I looked at everyone.

Me: Since I said I do and my dad pass……………………………. (I began to choke at the throat) He as been drinking always never stopping, has been going out with friends that I never meet and we have fought since the moment we said "I do" I shouldn't have gotten married I should have just kept to myself when I broke up with you Inuyasha. All I know is as far as Sesshomaru goes he comes home with his buddy's parties here and then leaves. In fact last night was the first night he stayed home.

Sango: Me, you, and Kirara are gonna have a BIG talk when Miroku is feeling better.

I got up and went into the kitchen to get something to make some coffee and cry on the table before going back but Inuyasha followed me. I began the coffee maker and sat on the table and held back my tears.

Inuyasha sat beside me and held my hand that was on the table.

Inuyasha: it's ok to cry Kagome, it's not the first or the last time I've seen you cry.

After that the tears just came pouring: I just wish I didn't have him anymore I mean our relationship has ended but no one will say anything we both know it. I don't know why I havn't said anything.

Inuyasha: Babe, ya'll can work it out.

Me: No we can't because I know now that we weren't meant for each other and that I never should have gotten married at the age of 16 I knew my mom was right………

Inuyasha: What did she say?

Me: The day he asked me and I told my parents was the day she said it'll never work out and then she said we weren't meant for each other because she has seen me happier than that before.

Inuyasha: With whom?

I looked at him: With you, she said that, and to tell you the truth and think she was right.

Inuyasha kissed me and then I heard someone come in but I wasn't even going to look it felt so good to kiss him once again and then he let go and I could see by now that it was Sango and then my heart sank as she had a BIG smile on her face! We tried playing it off as I got up and poured some coffee into coffee cups and Inuyasha left the room to check on Miroku which I knew was a bad idea.

Sango walked slowly over to me: I seem to have caught something that I wasn't supposing to.

I turned around: Please don't tell anyone this!

Sango: O0o I'm not telling anyone in the whole world unless you tell me that it's ok!

Me: Thanks Sango.

Kirara joined us in the room and we began to make our coffee taste just like we wanted it too.

Kirara: What was that all about you kissing Miroku?

Sango: I don't know?

Me: Well did you like it?
Sango smiled: Yeah I did………..and I mean Miroku is cute…………………well FINE!
We laughed as I got the milk and Kirara got the sugar.

Sango: I mean I really like him, I just never put much thought into it.

Me: Well would you like it if I talked to him about it?
Sango: Yeah! Please!
Kirara: Ok anything else I missed.

I looked at Sango and nodded and smiled.

Kirara: What?
Sango: Ok I wasn't supposed to see them kiss but….

Kirara whispered in a high voice at me: YOU KISSED INUYASHA!
Me: Well more like he kissed me but I mean it does take two people to kiss so yeah.

Kirara: I knew something was up when ya'll dance closely to each other last night.

I smiled and thought about it and I just had this happy and wonderful feeling in my heart for the first time in a long time.

Kirara: ok my turn to kiss someone…….

We both looked at her.

Sango: We need to have Shippo here though.

Kirara looked down at her coffee: Yeah but he won't be back anytime soon.

Me: Sounds like someones not telling everything that they know.

Kirara: Ok so I talked to him the other day before I came back here he said that he won't come back until everyone got back together.

Sango: But we are together what does he mean?

Kirara that's what I said but he just said no were not.

Me: Well I mean you did date him.

Kirara: And you did date Miroku.

Sango: And you did date Shippo.

We took a sip of our coffee cups and then went back to the bathroom where Miroku was sitting up asleep and Inuyasha was in the tub fast asleep.

Sango: Awww…..

I went to the living room to get some blankets and we covered up Miroku and Inuyasha. Then we went into my room, with our coffee cups and got comfortable on my bed.

Sango: So would you date Inuyasha again?

Me: Sango I'm married……….its not that easy as dating.

Kirara: Well do you wish you could date him again?

Me: O0o Yes……………..I can't even remember what went wrong.

Kirara: He switched schools remember because he was moving?

Me: o0o yea I remember now………gosh I cried for days….. Even when he called………..we broke it off the day he moved away but promised to stay in touch and continue being friends.

Kirara: I'm glad too.

Me: If we could get Shippo here what would you do anyway Kirara?

Kirara smiled: Well I don't know……..I wish he was here though. I miss him a lot…………

Sango: Wait why didn't ya'll stay together?

Kirara: He was going to college in Florida or here and he still don't know what to pick but his in Florida now he said he would call me tonight sometime.

Me: Gosh and ya'll still talk…….

Kirara: Yep…….

Me: What about you Sango? Why did you and Miroku break up?

Sango: We decided that our friendship just wasn't ready for it………but I said that when he kissed me again we would know that its time to…………..

She stopped and laughed: I can't believe this………..his ready to date me again we promise that when we broke up that we would let each other know. I did it by caring for him when he threw up and he done it when he kissed me.

Just when she was finishing it Miroku and Inuyasha walked into the room and Miroku lay beside Sango.

Sango: Feeling a lot better?

Miroku: You have no idea and I took some medicine and brushed me teeth!

Sango: I'm glad….

Inuyasha sat on the bed beside me before lying on my stomach and closed his eyes. We fell fast asleep again and didn't wake up until we heard Sesshomaru's voice.

Sesshomaru: What in the HELL!

I jumped up: Sesshomaru what are you doing here?

He was swaying back and forth.
Sesshomaru: I love you! And you do this to me!

He pointed at everyone on the bed.

Me: Sesshomaru your drunk!

Sesshomaru: Hey I brought some of my friends over too! And I let in one of your other friends his sitting on the couch now. He walked out the room and bring back the last person we expected Shippo! Kirara jumped up immediately and ran to hug him.

I walked over to him and gave him a hug and then turned my attention to Sesshomaru.

Sesshomaru: See isn't you happy now!

Me: Baby I think you need to go to sleep.

Sesshomaru took my upper arm and held it tight and held me around.

Sesshomaru: YOU NEED TO STAY QUITE FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE!
Inuyasha got up and walked to him along with Miroku and Shippo.

Sango: Don't hold her like that!
Kirara: LET HER GO!
Sesshomaru them held me arm tighter then tried to kiss me, I slapped him.

Me: LET ME GO!
He look at me and slapped me then threw me down on the floor and then Inuyasha hit him and Shippo and Miroku pulled Sesshomaru's drunk self to the floor.

Sango and Kirara ran over to me but I got up and then looked at Sesshomaru onto the floor. As Sango yelled at everyone to get out the house and leave!

Miroku and Shippo both held Sesshomaru back from hitting Inuyasha.

Inuyasha: YOUR DRUNK SESSHOMARU AND WANT TO DO THAT TO HER!

Sesshomaru: SHE"S MY WIFE INUYASHA! I DON'T CARE THAT YOU STILL LOVE HER OR NOT SHE'S MINE!

Me: NO!

Sesshomaru looked at me in his drunken self. I walked out the room into the messed up house and then I found the only picture left of my parents on the floor I picked it up and walked back in the room, walked straight up to Sesshomaru who was still being held by Shippo and Miroku but he was now up from the floor. I slapped him as hard as I could and I saw blood come from his mouth.

Me: I'M TIRED OF YOU SESSHOMARU! LEAVE ANDS DON'T COME BACK!

Shippo and Miroku lead Sesshomaru out to the yard where his friends were still waiting on him and I threw him the car keys.

Me: TAKE IT! And I never want to see you again!

Sesshomaru threw the keys to the steps and walked over to one of his girls and got in the car with them. I watch the last sight of Sesshomaru's head go all the way down the road in that red convertible with a blonde in the car.

I walked back into the house and took the picture I had in my Hands and put it on my bed and sat on the bed crying.

Sango and Kirara ran over to me and said nothing they just let me cry which was all I wanted to do. I didn't know how long I cried but after a while I just stopped and I got up and went into the living room where Inuyasha, Miroku, and Shippo where cleaning up the house.

Me: Ya'll don't have to do this.

Miroku: We know we just want to help.

Shippo: I'll need you one day and I don't want to hear anything from you about cleaning my car.

I laughed.

Kirara: Glad that you're laughing again.

Me: There's so much to do.

Sango: We'll were here to help you. All six of us have always been together and that's not going to stop us now.

I gave them a thankful smile and then went to the kitchen and cleaned up the beer bottles that were thrown onto the floor and were broken into tiny pieces of glass. I took the broom and started to sweep up the floor.

Kirara: Was it like this all the time?

Me: Yeah sometimes even worse.

Sango: How could this be any worse?

Me: Try the front lawn full of trash that was outside in others front lawn in bags but now in mine.

Shippo: I'm sorry but how did you put up with this?
Me: Love Shippo……………..loves…………which is now gone from me and turned into………

I think they didn't want me to continue anymore it took us about an hour to clean up everything and then we all relaxed in the living room, Sango and Miroku sitting on the love sit cuddling, Kirara sitting on Shippo in the lounge chair talking and me and Inuyasha on the couch me leaning on his shoulder as he just watched me.

Sango: I don't think I want to leave you here alone anymore.

Me: I don't think I want to be here alone anymore.

Inuyasha: Well ya have me living here.

I smiled up at him and he smiled back.

Kirara: Let me rephrase that, we don't want you to be here alone when Inuyasha's not here.

I think they were trying to tell me something but it took me a while to figure it out and then I finally just asked them the question.

Me: Sango……Kirara would you like to live here with me and Inuyasha I mean we have four rooms in the house, why not just stay well live here with me and Inuyasha.

Sango: WHAT A WONDERFUL IDEA!

Kirara: I ACTTEPT!

Sango: ME TOO!
We laughed and then it all got quite.

Kirara: Well which one gets which room?

Me: Well you can't have my parent's room cause that's my room. So Inuyasha gets my brother's room and then Sango you can take my old room and Kirara you can take the guest room.

Sango: Ok Miroku will you come with me to get my stuff so we can well you can help me get settled in?

Miroku smiled so big I thought he was going to jump up and down.

Miroku: Of course! ...I mean yeah, sure.

We all busted out laughing as they left the room.

Kirara: All my stuff is at my house I'll get it later that way we can move in everything.

Me: Well I guess we better get into my room and take out my stuff.

We went to my room and got everything off the shelf's and clean out my vanity and put it in the bathroom, then cleared out the rest of the room. It was all done by the time Sango and Miroku came back. Sango came back with three suit cases in her Hands and then Miroku had five boxes with her.

Sango: What?

Me: Nothing, we cleared out everything.

Sango: Gosh this room looks empty.

Me: And you have your own bathroom so…..

Sango: I don't remember the last time I was in this room.

I smiled: Well it's yours now.

I looked around the room trying to remember everything that happened in this room, my first sleep over, my first kiss, my first make-out place, the last place I saw my mom, and every argument me and my parents had and all the times I've cried and laughed and danced in this room, who knew that one room would hold so much in it.

Sango: You ok?

I looked at her as she was putting her cloths into the dresser drawer.

Me: Yeah I'm fine; call me if ya need me I have to clean out the guest room now.

Sango: Hey Kikyo.

I turned back into the door way.

Sango: Thanks, for letting us stay here.

Me: No problem plus where else would I want my best friends to live at?
I walked to the guest room and there was Kirara and Shippo lacing the old pictures down and pulling out the old cloths my mom had and then putting them into plastic boxes I came in and looked at all the cloths and helped placed them down into the boxes.

Kirara: what about the pictures?

Me: Give them too me I'll think of something to do with them.

They handed me all 8 picture frames of old family pictures of me and my brother and then of all four of us, and then of the whole family at the family reunion last year.

I went into my room and put the pictures in my mom's box chest on the end on the bed. Then went out to the shed and put all the boxes of my mom's clothes in there. I came back in and locked sliding door and then there at the table was Inuyasha just watching me as I took out a case of beer and poured it down the drain.

Inuyasha: Need help?

Me: No at least one case has to go so here it goes; now we can put some food in there for the first time in a long time.

Inuyasha came and put his arms around me then I sat down the last beer can and turned around and put my arms around his neck.

Me: What?

Inuyasha: What Sesshomaru said was true…………I still do love you………everyday I think why did I have to move and every time I see ya'll kiss I die a little more inside knowing that, it could have been me.

Me: Why didn't you say anything?

Inuyasha: Because you looked so happy……….

Me: I wasn't Inuyasha I was playing it off just so others didn't have to worry and care.

Miroku: o0o ok am I walking in on something?

Inuyasha turned around letting me go, to see Miroku smiling innocently.

Inuyasha: No……

Miroku: Well it looked like a lot of something……….

Me: No it wasn't…………..what do you need?

Miroku: I'm going to stay here for the weekend is that ok?

Me: Yeah I don't care my casa your casa….

Miroku: Ok……….good!

He turned around and then went away out of sight then Inuyasha went back to where we were.

Inuyasha: Now…….

I giggled: Now…………..

Inuyasha looked into my eyes, I loved it and at this point I wanted him more than ever at this point and I knew nothing could stop me and it felt so right.

Inuyasha leaned in to kiss me and there was bang and then we ran to Sango's room we leaned in to see what was going on and what had happen was Sango and Miroku was making out on her bed when someone knocked over a box and they continued to make out see we shut the door and walked away.

Kirara: What was that all about?
Me: Let's just say Miroku and Sango seem to be really hitting it off.

Kirara: OOOOooooo

Shippo: Ok then well ummmm can I stay here?

Kirara: PLEASE!

Me: It's our house…

Kirara: ok you're staying!

They sat on the couch and looked through the movies we had getting ready to watch a movie.

Me and Inuyasha walked outside and sat outside on the steps.

Inuyasha: Ok now where were we...

Me: About here…….

He looked at me leaning in to kiss me as I leaned in too, we finally kissed and then we sat staring at each other not knowing what to do next; I could tell I had a smile on my face.

We heard a big crash from inside we stood up and ran to see what it was all about.

Shippo: We didn't do it!

Kirara somehow got into Shippo's arms and was holding on to him as Shippo just laughed at how fast she jumped into his arms.

Kirara: That scared me so much!
Miroku and Sango ran out there room and Sango came to me screaming! Miroku had a bat in his Hands.

Sango: Miroku NO STOP!
Miroku opened the door slowly then sleds through the door.

We all whispered to Sango: What happened?

Sango: Some one was watching me and Miroku and then we heard a crack at the window and the Miroku threw my alarm clock and he ran.

Shippo put Kirara on the couch and then I and Sango joined her as Shippo and Inuyasha took both doors. Somehow us three ended up in a huddle looking in every direction and then I saw a human figure staring out from the bathroom and looked at Shippo and took my eyes and put it to the bathroom Shippo nodded slightly and then I got closer to the door to watch it as Shippo creaked into the bathroom he was crawling on the floor as I took the umbrella from the stand that was beside the door and ready to hit someone. Inuyasha looked at me and gave me a comfortable and an I love you smile and I smiled back the same way and then I looked at Sango and Kirara and Sango had a knife that was on the table from earlier and was now creeping around looking around and Kirara sat in the middle of the room looking slowly in every direction.

Inuyasha whispered to us: GET DOWN!