So Cold

So cold

These feelings of hate so old

My world shatters

The one thing missing is the one thing that matters

My angel left me

She left my dark prison to be free

And now I lay tears mixing with my blood

As my broken body falls to the floor with a thud.

A man in shards

Our lives marred

One man got what he wanted

The other remains haunted

Lives in pools of red and tears

Thoughts turning in final moments to fears

All this because I chose to be one man's wife

Leaving the other to choose the knife

My man would have found another;

But for my angel there is no other.