Dear Colin,

How are You? As You're probably suspecting, I'm Your fan. I'm writting to You to boost Your ego some more, just in case You've got bad day or something. I heard that it's quite healthy from time to time. ;)

So, my name is Wirginia and I'm from Poland. Yes, You and Merlin have got fans even there. And crazy fangirls. I think that there are some crazy fanboys too. They're just not so loud.

I must confess, I'm one of these fans which salivate all over their computers at the trough of You and Bradley together. Of course I like You more and would like You all for myself, but heh. I'm sane enough to know that You and Bradley are more likely to happen.

Well, let's get to the most important part of this letter. Ego boosting. Shall we?

Your smile is like sunshine. The curve of Your lips is just right and when You're smiling Your eyes are twinkling as mad. It's like You're opening Your soul and giving us some of Your own light. And don't forget about dimples in Your cheeks. They are so sweet. In first season of Merlin You still were boyish but in third it's gone and You've got Your hair cut more. It suit You so much! Especially since it's showing Your ears. And now I'm starting to drool all over again.

Yes, Your ears are very, very important. They are so cute, I'd like to play with them for hours. Like kitty. Or maybe not in that innocent way, but I think You've got the image. Tongue, teeth. Yeah, every time I see them I want to bit them. Gently, of course. Your ears are perfect in their protruding and I can't believe You were hiding them. When I saw You smiling in first season I through about You as a sweet boy. When You smiled in third season, my knees went weak. Especially when You were also giving Bradley THAT stare. You can be so hot, it should be forbidden! Under penalty of becoming my possession. Hehehe.

Thank Merlin it's not the case, as it would say a fan of Harry Potter fandom.

So, we've done Your smile, lips, eyes and ears. And haircut. What next? Your neck and throat, of course. I love your long neck. I think that I must have some vampire blood in me, because I want so much to taste it, to bit it. It's good You're wearing that scarf most of the time. Frankly your whole slender body makes me want to take the next available plane, find You and kidnap You, so I can have my wicked way with You. Your cheekbones, Your hands, Your nose... I think I'm starting to develop really serious case of obsession. And it's all Your fault. Yours and Your ears.

And that's not everything. Because what is the great body if the mind is less than good? It's only for looking at. Yes, I do not know You. I've never talked with You or even seen You in real life. But I saw some glimpses – photos and films from Your real life. Not many, because there's not much in internet to see. But what I could see showed me a picture of young man who likes to laugh and having fun. Who is open to friends, but can be shy with strangers and quite stressed when there's many people staring at You. I'm starting to think, that smiling is one of Your ways of coping with nervousness. Well, I always can be wrong, I do not know You after all. But I would like to know You. If You like flowers and plants as much as I do, what do You like to eat for breakfast or how are You looking when You wake up after some happy dreams.

Well, I'm one of Your fans in country You've never been in and probably never will be. I hope that my letter made You feel better and that maybe You even smiled while reading it. Even if You'll never read it.

Yours,

Wirginia