Ok this was bored so I started writing this... I know it's short but this is only a random quick thing... may continue depending on reviews.

Disclaimer: I don't own any characters just the fiction... then again loads of people have an unhappy Draco... Hmmm....


Chapter one - Suicide attempt

Draco watched the blood pour from his slender wrist wondering how long until the darkness would take over. He'd become desperate and alone.

The cut ached and Draco smiled at the feeling. Feelings he hadn't felt in such a long time returned. His father always locked his door and now he had finally forgotten and Draco had gotten his knife from his father's study. His father had taken anything from Draco's room that would be able to hurt Draco and now with he felt alive again. He could see through his own eyes rather than the screen he was watching through. He was himself at last even if it was to only be a few minuets.

With his only friend being himself Draco dreamed of being loved. Anyone... to have just a friend! Was one friend too much to ask for? The one person he'd tried to befriend had turned to another. Draco knew that was his own fault and perhaps that was why he was attempting to die? It wasn't as though anyone would truly care. Blaize, the only person he talked to hadn't written all summer. Blaize preferred to be on her own but she spoke to Draco on occasion. Blaize hadn't even written to him asking why he had yet to return to Hogwarts.

The reason was of course his father hadn't allowed him. His father, after noticing cuts, burns and scars over Draco's body, decided to take the matters into his own hands. Lucius Malfoy couldn't have a weakling for a son! Turning to self mutilation was the last straw in Lucius's mind.

--FLASHBACK--

Lucius trailed his eyes over Draco's body. Draco, who'd just gotten out of the shower, was only wearing a towel his body in easy view. It was obvious to anyone what the boy had done to himself but Draco lied to his father. Draco told his father that he was just clumsy, but everyone knew Malfoy's were graceful and never clumsy. Lucius back slapped his son. Draco fell to the floor from not only the power of Lucius but the shook of it. Lucius had never hit Draco.

"You boy are a disgrace to the Malfoy name." Lucius crouched down and hissed in Draco's ear. "What's wrong boy? I get you the wrong clothes? I do something wrong? Or are you just a spoilt little brat who wants attention! Well now … I can give you attention." Draco didn't like the sound of that. He didn't like the sound of his father's zipper either. Draco felt the towel being ripped away from him and Lucius straddled him and buried into him stealing Draco's virginity away with it.

--END FLASHBACK--

It went on like that throughout the summer and now a month into the Hogwarts term, even though he didn't go, he'd had enough of the hurt and pain Lucius made him feel. Even being alone was better than the pain … dying was better than the pain.

He felt darkness take over him slowly pulling him into the unknown but before he left the world behind he swore he saw bright green orbs above him. Harry…


A/n - see very short. Any way please give me a review! :D