Disclaimer: I=lowly fangirl.
Notes: For tempsmort's nostalgia challenge in 15 minutes.
You started missing him as soon as he left, and you hadn't stopped since. How could you not miss him? He was a part of you for so long and gave you so many things before he left that it would be almost sacrilege not to miss him.
You hadn't wanted to win, didn't want to let him go, but you had no choice. He went back to where he belonged, and after he left, your mind became eerily quiet. You almost forgot how to live without him in your head, listening and talking to you, and even now, if you tried hard enough, you could pretend that he was still in your mind, still a part of Mutoh Yuugi.
But that couldn't even begin to compare with what you missed the most. God, he was so hot and perfect and soft and...If you closed your eyes and thought hard enough, you could feel his lips ghosting over yours, a small breeze barely touching upon you.
You pretended, and it was somewhat satisfactory but never enough. You never stopped wanting or loving him, and you missed him so much, needed him still so much. But you wouldn't have him again this lifetime, and you thought that if you could go back, you would do it completely differently this time, lose from the start so you could maybe keep him.
You needed him to fill the ache in your heart.
