Firstly, many apologies again, I have terrible writers block on a lot of my stories. I promise I will continue the un-discontinued stories. As usual please enjoy my stories and please enjoy!

How long has it been…? Since he changed? My sanity diminishes because he has gone and he can't hear me mourn for him in the dark. Close to my heart and his thin frame stung by the abomination has ruined his mind and forces him to forget who I am. Will he ever remember?


I remember his transformation as clear as day. I know I'll never fail to remember the dying screams of agony and disappearing judgment. His teasing chocolate eyes scrunched tight in his eyelids and then reopened – revealing bulbous blue, reptilian eyes. Listening to his spinal cord fissure and snap made me want to heave, but as the vertebrae melted and formed in to an utterly demonic form, unseen by human – no alien eyes. His gums had split and blood dripped freely from his jaw as elongated fangs grinded together giving me a pulsating, echoing headache as he finished the disgusting alteration.

He had given chase just as I had been gawping at him in disbelief. I didn't know what to do. I had cared for him so much and I just wouldn't heed his order to run and die painlessly. But I couldn't just let myself change like that and I refuse to kill him, so…

I tried looking for the old girl that the Doctor had tended to for so long. The rift energy must have refuelled her by now. It's now or never. I need to run.

Looking back at the beast, who was once my role model, I whispered gentle apologies to it, and then rocketed toward the time machine that had stood boldly on the silver horizon of the planet Acabaritaloo. Yeah it is a mouthful to pronounce, but I have to keep some memories of this planet even if they are the bad ones – So that I can return to cure the Doctor to his original state, that I so amorously remembered.

Within seconds, I could feel the infected time lord's hot breath mist across my neck as he hastily caught up. I was going to die on the most stupidly named planet and the creature would rule the roost. Brilliant! I needed a weapon and fast… He'd never approve of this as I quickly drag a piece of rusted and deformed metal – A piece of wreck from the last whatever was here's spaceship.

Blindly, because my tears have impaired my gaze, I stab down awkwardly on to the abomination's distorted foot, forcing the Doctor to howl and scream shrilly in absolute agony. Hearing his screeches of anguish, I forced the last of my broken hearts to quickly heal from the mental wound and race the last few lengths to the TARDIS.

I fumbled with the key, wincing every time the monster squawked deafeningly at the air around it. Finally! The key slotted in to the appropriate place, making me stumble through the door in a panic so that I locked the midnight blue doors behind me – Closing behind the silver bloodstained world of the outdoors. I sit against the doors, my head nestled on my open knees, I need to clean those if I have time. Which I probably won't...

But, will he remember?

If you got to the end of this chapter, I hope you enjoyed. If I was too boring on you guys, then review and I'll make emends, if you enjoyed it anyway, please do review coz... Well I dunno... Do it for the Doctor, he turned himself into a kitten again...