How Can She Go On?
Characters: Amy, Kane, Edge, Matt Hardy, Triple H, Trish and more later on.
Rating: Strong R
Author's note: I don't usually do this. I don't put someone's personal life on paper and publish it. I thought I could make my own version of what happened over the last year and a half.
Also, flashbacks are in italics.
Main Summary: What happened if Lita was abused by Kane, Edge and Matt? How can she be able to go on without them constantly harassing her?
Summary for chapter one: Lita visits her dead son and reflects on her abusive relationships.
Date: July 23, 2005
Chapter one
Flashback
"I'm leaving you, Adam. This thing we have here is not working anymore. The only reason why I left Kane is because I loved you. But you don't love me nor our son. I'm sorry but I have to go," Amy Christine Dumas a.k.a Lita said. She was in the bedroom packing her things. Earlier, she packed her son's bags and put them near the door.
Adam Copeland a.k.a Edge paced around the room in a fit of rage. After all he had done for her, she's gonna pull this bullshit? Yes, he does get upset at times. Yes, he does let his emotions get the best of him. And yes, he does have temper tantrums.
Now, here she was, getting ready to leave him with their son, Christopher. Anger boiled in his veins. How dare she do this to him?
"I'm sorry, Adam. I have to go away. You don't love me and our child anymore," Amy said as she carried her bags to the door.
But he stopped her in her tracks. There was no way in hell he's gonna let her walk out on him after all they been through. He glared at her with those cold brown eyes and seethed.
"Would you please let me go? I can't do this anymore," she said calmly.
"Like hell! You really think I'll let you go after what I had done for you? I got you away from Kane because he was hurting you. He killed your unborn son with Snisky's help. Hell, he was gonna kill you if it weren't for me coming in there and saving your narrow ass!" Adam yelled in her face.
"And I appreciate what you did for me, Adam. But, you turned out to be just like Kane and Matt. You hurt me, you used me, you abused me. And when Christopher was born, you took your anger and frustrations out on him. I couldn't let you hurt our child like that. I'm sorry, but it's over," Amy explained with a grim look on her face.
To her shock, he slapped her across her face. She fell down on the floor and began to cry. Thank God, her son was downstairs in the living room. She didn't want him to hear what was going on.
"You see? That's why I have to go. I can't take you hitting me much longer. I love you but I'm not in love with you anymore.You have to move on," Amy said, her voice cracking.
"I'm not gonna stop doing this until you tell me you're not leaving. We're supposed to get married, remember?" Adam grabbed her by the hair.
"No! Don't do this! It doesn't have to be this way!" she exclaimed, trying to get away from him.
Suddenly, four-year-old Christopher James Dumas barged in, crying as he saw his daddy hurting his mommy again. He screamed and yelled, trying to tell Adam to stop doing this.
"Daddy, stop! Why are you hurting mommy like this?" he cried.
Adam stopped and charged towards his son. Amy, horrified at what he was about to pull, ran and jumped on his back. But, he was too strong and pushed her off of him before he grabbed his son by his arm and yanked him up off the ground.
"Why do you keep coming in here and ruin everything, huh? Well, now it's time for you to meet your fate." Adam smiled evilly at his son.
"No, daddy! Don't hurt me!" Christopher yelled before Adam threw him down the stairs...
End Flashback
Amy tearfully stared at her son's grave site, hugging herself tight. Seeing him again was too much for her to take. Christopher was her salvation, her life, her whole being. Adam too his life away from her and then smiled for the pain he had caused.
Three abusive relationships in the course of two years . Three innocent children, two unborn and one thrown down the stairs killed in two years.
First, there was Matt Hardy. In the beginning, he was sweet, kind and romantic towards her. Amy had immediately fell in love with him. She was ready and willing to be his wife.
One fateful day, all of her dreams became a horrible nightmare. Matt started drinking and smoking weed. She didn't mind at first because he needed something to calm him down.
After a while, she was starting to get frustrated at his newfound pastime. The desire to drink alcohol overshadowed his desire to please her. The drama, the pain and the agony became way too much for her to endure.
Finally one night, Amy gave Matt an ultimatum. He'd either give up on smoking and drinking or their relationship was done. His answer was a huge slap to her face.
Since then, he would keep on beating her if she got out of line. She couldn't tell anyone, not even to her best friend, Trish Stratus. Matt was loved and respected by everyone in the locker room. The thought of him hurting Amy was ridiculous.
Things went from bad to worse when she discovered she was pregnant with Matt's child. Amy was upset and embarrassed because she didn't take the time to use proper birth control.
When she told Matt the news about her sudden pregnancy, he went ballistic! He accused her of having sex with other men and then claimed she tried to pin the baby on him. Of course, Amy denied but it was no use. Matt had filled her head with so many lies.
Her pregnancy never came to full term. Six months into it, Matt came home, drunk as usual and just started attacking her. Blood was coming out in between her legs and she tried to get away from him.
Hours later, she laid in the hospital, bruised and weak. Doctors told the one thing she's been dreading for the long time.
Amy miscarried.
Crying, she held her face in her hands. She couldn't believe Matt, the man she loved, would resort to killing their unborn child. Hell, she was gonna tell him that the sex of the baby would be a boy.
To his outrage and disbelief, she broke up with him shortly after and moved away from him. He vowed to make her life miserable.
That's where Kane comes in.
He's mean, he's bad and he's vengeful. He also wanted Amy. For months, he stalked her around, calling her out and attacking her friends. It got to the point where he demanded to have sex with her.
Amy finally agreed to have sex with him after he attempted to rape Trish one night. She figured she'd have sex with him and then he'll leave her alone.
All that changed when she found out she was pregnant. Just like with Matt, she was upset, embarrassed and confused. This baby would bond her and Kane for life. This baby could also be the foundation of her wrecked life.
Not only did she had to carry Kane's baby, she'd also had to marry him. When he became her husband, just like Matt, he became abusive. He called her vile names, hits her whenever she crosses the line and even one time, he desecrated their baby right in front of all of her friends.
But nothing, and I mean NOTHING would shock her more on the night she lost her second unborn son. This time, her losing her second son was all planned out. After saving a newcomer from her husband's wrath, Amy began arguing with Kane. Without warning, the newcomer grabbed the steel chair and whacked Kane on his back, causing him to fall right on top of her.
From that moment, she felt a sharp pain tearing through her belly. Kane didn't ever offer to help her. Instead, she looked up and saw him exchanging money with the newcomer now known as Gene Snisky.
She couldn't believe it. Kane helped him kill their innocent unborn son right before her very eyes!
It was too much. The night she laid in the hospital was the most emotional time of her life. Two unborn children were taken away from her and it broke her heart.
Flashback
"Kane, I want a divorce. I can't live with you anymore, knowing you helped Snisky kill our child," Amy said sternly when he came to visit her the next day.
"You know that's not gonna happen, Lita. I told you the conditions of our marriage. Since I can't give you another child right now, you're stuck with me. I'll pick you up tomorrow," Kane said before he left.
She leaned back on the bed and sighed deeply. How in the hell will she be able to get away from him now when he's constantly breathing down her neck?
Picking up the phone, she dialed the number and waited. After only two rings, he picked up.
"Amy? What's wrong?" he asked, a hint on concern escaping his mouth.
She sighed deeply. "I need your help. I need to get away from my husband..."
End Flashback
When Adam Copeland came along, Amy was finally gonna be happy. When she turned on her husband at the Gold Rush Tourmenant, she knew their marriage was finally coming to an end. And when her and Edge kissed passionately on the ramp, she truly felt free.
For the first few weeks, Adam was so romantic and exciting. He lavished her with a lot of love and attention, maybe even more than she expected. And when she found out she was pregnant, for once, Adam was excited to be a father.
But faster you can say "Good night, Cleveland," he did a complete 180 on her. He started drinking, staying out late, partying with his friends and completely forgetting about her. Amy was extremely upset about this, knowing it was her fault for going from one bad relationship to another.
Then, he started abusing her. Calling her names, disrespecting her in front of her friends and getting physical with her. Amy had to get away from him for the sake of her child. She couldn't afford to lose her third child to a miscarriage. Otherwise, she could end up never having children.
When Christopher James was born on that cloudy spring day, it brought joy to her life. He was so beautiful, so full of life, so precious. Amy truly believed everything was gonna be all right.
Now, here she was at her son's grave, crying her eyes out. Since Christopher's death, Adam had disappeared, vowing to make her pay for breaking his heart.
Holding her son's stuffed animal in her arms, Amy laid down on the grass and looked up at the gray sky.
"Baby, if you were here with me right now, we'll be living on the high seas, laughing and having a great time. But your father took you away from me.
This is all my fault. I should've left the day after you was born. I should've left, period. I just want you to know that I love you and I think about you every single day," Amy said before she cried again.
She kissed his grave site before she started to leave, not noticing three men hiding behind the bushes, watching her the entire time. Rage was all you could see in their face as they retreated to their cars.
Adam's been wanting to see Lita suffer for a long time after Christopher's death. No, she ended up with another man. A man who, in his opinion, was no good to her. Hunter Hearst Helmsley couldn't possibly heal her heart.
Kane was furious to see Lita happy again with her new fiancé. And now they have a beautiful, healthy baby girl in their lives. He regretted ever plotting to have her miscarry.
Of all the three, Matt was on the verge of suicide. His heart ached to see her with the World Heavyweight Champion. Sure, he saw her as nothing more than a slut but Amy was his slut, that's for sure.
Each one wants her back. Each one wanted to reclaim her. But only one will get Amy Christine Dumas back!
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Coming up in chapter two: Hunter and Lita bond with each other and their baby girl!
